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[spring]

i guess i'm one to reminisce
about the things from the past
so far gone i can't get them back
last night i cried a lot
thinking about where i came from
and what i did and the outcomes
it all feels like it was just a dream
forgotten songs and melodies

[summer]

it's so sacred
so sacred
and now it's gone from me
but i still make believe
and i don't want to see
i just want to be
the things i thought i could
the things i said i would
serenity
serenity
serenity
serenity 

[autumn]

why does this not feel the same
i haven't done it in a whole decade
and why am i shedding tears now
'cause the folks i knew are not around
i miss my bed and i miss my friends
and i hate how everything good must end
now the windows are blocked by branches and leaves
i don't feel very good its too much for me
it's a symbol of the past that's gone like the wind
i won't recognize it so i don't wanna go in
i feel really dizzy i need to sit down
it looks the same but it's all different now
i didn't know it then but i was full of joy
was another example of a naive boy
just take me back i don't wanna grow up
i'm anxious and scared and i wanna throw up

[winter]

i should've made the most of it when i was still there
but i was busy with daydreams of being elsewhere
and the thought of the future was clouding the present
i didn't take it in and now i really regret it
i'm too late
i'm too late
i'm too late
i'm too late
a whole decade
a whole decade
a whole decade
a whole decade

Minus 10

Helium - 3

Endless Vacation

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Waiting online until you're free again
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Getting off of work, talk about how your days been

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
48 hour calls on the weekends
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Wishing so bad that I could touch your skin

The real world can be mean and cruel and lame
So stay inside and play another game

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
I'll watch your shows even if I don't get them
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
If I can sperg out about LOGH again

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Late night VC chats and some cheap gin
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Happy when I'm with you sad when it has to end

The real world can be mean and cruel and lame
So stay inside and play another game
I'm wondering if this is real
If the way I feel
And the way you feel
Is the same 

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Waiting online until you're free again

Discord Girlfriend

i wish i had fucking talent
maybe i would be pretty cool
maybe if i had talent 
i would get a medallion too

But i fucking suck
maybe im not even good enough
I post so many songs
I feel like i should give up


Maybe I Would Be Cool

bae give me ur soul *old* 10/23/24

what was he saying?

lyric:
the walls they're all caving in
your voice is a distored grin
got pushed into the passenger seat
atleast i got a nice little treat

oh boy when did you get so tall
was it by building up those fifty walls
it's getting cold would you just let me in
and stop feeling oh so paper thin

and he locked himself away in a carl j bunker room
but youre too far away and i can hear you say
what the hell is that supposed to mean anyway
she got too far away, now you cant get away from it

i stole something from the museum yesterday
i think it's a mummy penis, im not sure
i'd have to go check on that
it came in a little glass jar
probably isnt anything tho

peachy 2

Gonna Hustle You

Golden Boy

you dont understand
how the things that you say
always haunt me
and drive me insane
i have been here since the very first day
i guess i'll just wait

you say dont like the way
he acts when you two are face to face
but i guess you like him too much to leave
and hes always out when youre at home
and you've never felt more alone
please just imagine you and me
i would travel to the ends of earth for you
and i hope for me you would do the same
you wont have to worry about a thing
ive got nothing to lose and everything to gain
(2x)

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when you were
just a young boy
did you think the world would be so cold
when you were
just a young boy
did you think you'd end up all alone

and now that
you are older
are you proud of who you are
do you remember
days of childhood
that you hold so close yet they are so far

Waves / Sugar Cane

they say its always darkest before the dawn
but i got nothing really going on
somethings wrong i always feel like im about to cry
i rarely leave my room i rarely go outside
sometimes i feel like no one understands
my life isnt going the way i planned
im alone and i dont wanna be anymore
i know that when it rains it pours

bad luck bad news bad attitude
white lies no truth thats the devil in you
drywall phone screen whats wrong with me
i wanna sing like the birds in the trees
i feel like flying
i feel like flying
i feel like falling 
falling down

i've got nothing on my mind
all i do is complain and whine
i don't know what to do i don't know where to go
theres nothing out there for me but im sick of staying home
i'm my own worst enemy
that's all i am that's all i'll ever be
everyday's the same it keeps happening again
i hope something will change but i dont know if or when

bad luck bad news bad attitude
white lies no truth thats the devil in you
drywall phone screen whats wrong with me
i wanna sing like the birds in the trees
i feel like flying
i feel like flying
i feel like falling 
falling down

Falling

you are so very pretty
i wish i could be your boyfriend
you told me you weren't ready
but i really think you were lying

why can't we just go back
to that time two weeks ago
you told me you weren't ready
but i really think you were lying

i wanna go back to that time of no fear
and see what i did wrong
why can't you talk to me, ask me how i am
i'm so sick of being alone

you are so cool and pretty
i like the things that you draw
i asked you how you're doing
but then you stopped replying

why can't we just go back
to that time when we met
you said yes to meet again
but i really think you were lying

i wanna go back to that time of no fear
and see what went wrong
why can't you talk to me, ask me how i am
i'm so sick of being alone

No Fear

check out the music video: https://youtu.be/_4-TjwH3LJY (by @somatv)

i love you, fedgirl
you make me feel like everything's okay
you always make me feel so gay
no matter the time of day

you make me smile
you make me feel like everything's worthwhile
you're there for me, fedgirl
the best girl in the world

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

and when i cry
i know you're there on the other side
cyber hugging me to comfort me, fedgirl

you make me smile
you make me feel like everything's worthwhile
you're there for me, fedgirl
the best girl in the world

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

FEDGIRL

@crustsox cover

i don't know how to sing

Kind Stranger

Saturday Night Beatdown (DEMO)

WISHING YOU GODSPEED, YOU BEAUTIFUL MOTHERFUCKER o(^_^)b

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