we sing we smile
we laugh and cry
we run we fly
we crash and die
we thank the lord
and say amen
we lie and sin
and fall again

we sing we smile
we laugh and cry
we run we fly
we crash and die
we thank the lord
and say amen
we lie and sin
and fall again

i'm in love with the idea of
honorable men from days of old
killed myself and all of my friends
in search of glory and gold
why are we so far from heroes
maybe we're not meant to be
the mango tree grows when it's alone
i'm content with everything

and i hate that we're satisfied
with ash
we'll take what we like
and they won't get it back

ashamed of every earthly comfort that we utilize
convincing ourselves that we are perfectly alright
flawed human beings that are rotten to the core
cutting hands and arms and legs and simply living for the gore
struggle burned inside our minds
it's what we both crave
we're no better than savages
we're wicked and depraved

maybe the silence
is worse than the violence
"the horror! the horror!", one day we will exclaim

that's okay

when i wake up
you won't get me to stay
i'm leaving now
i'm going far away
don't ask me where
i won't be back again
i'll say goodbye
and that will be the end

when i wake up
you won't get me to stay
i'm leaving now
i'm going far away
don't ask me where
i won't be back again
i'll say goodbye 
and that will be the end

Glory (The Horror!)

Christian and the Hedgehog Boys cover
featuring:
@maniacxxmusic
@kyle-posthumus-701202558
@dchubz

So Need a Cute Girlfriend

Quitter

jump!
up off of the ground
fly a little closer
to the sun and the clouds
and the stars
your movement is art
watching you soar is my favorite part
amaterasu omikami 天照大御神
blessed the light beating your body
but you won't be the one stopping the dark
the heart within your chest
mortal like the rest

so listen to The Witch of the Wave!
she says a battle happens soon
one that you are sure to lose
you'll become the very thing you hate
but promise me, swear on your life
don't give in without a fight

Amaterasu Surfs at Goth Beach

It maybe nothing but I think ive gone insane
all the polysaturation in the fat inside my brain
I, wish i could eat it, all the fast food burger chains
All the things i eat and the shit I crave
Cuz I dont care about the way that I act
all the food that I eat is to blame
Im an NPC in the USA 
ALL THE SEED OILS THEY FRY MY BRAIN'
I dont give a fuck for the natural fats
I dont have time to cook or clean
Im a based fat fuck and im riding on luck
ALL THE SEED OILS THEY FRY MY BRAIN

I feel Im starving, well I think its time to eat
and I wanna cook up something and I wanna fry it deep
in, in an oil that will kill me in my sleep
I am 35 and my colon bleeds

Seed Oil Brain Rot

The dominoes fall the way you set them up
And now you wanna pass the buck
Can’t ask for any help because you’d have to beg

You whine and cry because we won’t believe
That everything is peachy keen
Cuz you say that you know best
Seems like you don’t care

The dominoes fall the way you set them up
And now you’re blaming everyone
Because you never learn
(You tell me how that’s our fault at all?)

The card you played gave you a failing hand
Against a man with the worst of plans
Your arrogance fucks us again

You ask for blind loyalty to a man who’s time is done
If you understood the threat at hand, you’d be reaching for the big guns

Fight fight fight but we’ll we’ll we’ll
Lose everything to our broken willl
We’re up against the wall and we falter here?

Fight fight fight and win win win
We’ll do anything to see the light again
We’re groveling at the door of one old man
When it’s clear with him
We have no fuckin’ chance

The dominoes fall the way you set them up
You knew the risks before anyone
But your pride led you astray
(I wonder where I’ve seen that before?)

You beg and plead at the public’s knees
For them to save you from defeat
But you say they can’t think twice

You assume the common man will save you because you’re right
But you tell them that their concerns are why we’re losing this fight

Fight fight fight or we’ll we’ll we’ll
Lose everything to the man with half an ear
The lines are being drawn each passing day

Fight fight fight and win win win
We may not have another chance’s again
It’s really to ourselves we’ll lose the day
When we broke the faith
It seems we sealed our fate

Dominoes

SCHOOLGIRL (2023 DEMO)

This one was the hardest song I’ve ever written. This and Red are both siblings; and they’re both chronicles of Love, loss, longing… and dreaming. I really hope you guys enjoy it. To all my hopeless romantics and irrevocable lovers, cheers 🥀
- it’s all for you 🧀 & 🍞

The Dreaming

Click41965

1965 NEGATIVE XP COVER

lonely girl befriends ghosts

thank you eddie for playing the trumpet

she is a weeknight crier
and a screamer on the weekend
she wants eternal hellfire
triple six, no god in heaven

she's a lover of chaos
she might just perform a seance
really wants to feel less alone
she tries to become friends with ghosts
cause they care for her
and make her feel
like she is loved
and they're still
real to her
real to her
real to her
real to her

she saw the grim reaper
and he was dressed in white
only ghosts will keep her
she sees them every night

doesn't care about the future
she's running from the rumors
that she likes to talk to yokai
just wants see the afterlife
she cares for them
like no one could
and they love her
like no one would
ever again
ever again

Yokai

WISHING YOU GODSPEED, YOU BEAUTIFUL MOTHERFUCKER o(^_^)b

Yokai

Pacific Purgatory