More originial tracks on the way all things produced by me 
Now its on spotify too: https://open.spotify.com/intl-tr/album/1aktr3dAV0K4goqw3357WP?si=79OVGoT1RKSkeJRfPoTQiA
Lyrics:
I wanna live long
I wanna have fun 
But its too hard   
Im gonna lay down  

Im gonna lay down  
And never wake up    
İf theres a reason   
Show it to me now


I wanna lay down 
And never wake up  
I never leave my room 
Missed all the good parts  

Im growing old now
I miss you all the time    
But its too late now
I wanna lay down

I wanna lay down
Just let me laY down
My head is too loud
I wont make any sound

Again Im all alone
Miss you a hundred tons
I'd give everything
To see your face now

I dont even know
How to cry anymore
I gave you everything
And Thus I gave up

You were my only one 
You were the real one
Thats why Im crying
I'll see you soon hon

Growing Old Without You / I'll Never Wake Up

lyrics :3

yeah i know i got a lot on my mind.
can't seem to let it all out
cuz i know i'll just fuck
up bad baby i don't wanna hurt you
i don't wanna ruin anything that could hurt us
why is it you(x2)
why am i falling for only you
the way that you be staring at me
i know you don't mean it that way
baby i can't express these feeling 
huh? it's hard to explain

so why?
what am i supposed to do?
yeah it's ha-a-a-a-ard
won't you grab my hand and fly away
you're all i ever wanted (x2)
want want want
you're all i ever wanted
yeah yeah yeah
just tell me that you want it
don't tell me it was a dream,
i know it'll never be me 
but fuck your always on mind
mind mind

you know
i meant 
everything what i said
a whole lotta bullshit cuz you know i won't confess
not yet
or maybe never
i'll just put it in a song
hope for the best (x2)
(1 more time)
so i'll put it in a song and hope for the best
the way she talking to me is giving me some type of idea
sorry baby 
i'm just not used to talking to pretty girls
wearing all those pearls
she looks so pretty the way she twirls
huh
so tell what is it about(bout)
i just wanna scream and shout(shout)
feel like i'm losing my mind girl
i don't wanna keep on trying
why do i keep on lying (lying)

1-2-3- lets go

so why?
what am i supposed to do?
yeah it's ha-a-a-a-ard
won't you grab my hand and fly away
you're all i ever wanted (x2)
want want want
you're all i ever wanted
yeah yeah yeah
just tell me that you want it
don't tell me it was a dream,
i know it'll never be me 
but fuck your always on mind
mind mind

yeah baby don't you call me those names
huh huh
i can't tell the difference wheather you're flirting with me or not
i'm a little awkward baby can't you see that?
huh huh
theirs a reason why i'm always feelings anxious
so will you help me
you don't wanna see me yeah all alone
you're the one that got me feeling like this
wish that you would say that when worse happens
every time i see you i don't wanna go
i don't wanna go
go go go go.

yeah i know i got a lot on my mind.
can't seem to let it all out
cuz i know i'll just fuck
up bad baby i don't wanna hurt you
i don't wanna ruin anything that could hurt us
why is it you(x2)
why am i falling for only you
the way that you be staring at me
i know you don't mean it that way
baby i can't express these feeling 
huh? it's hard to explain


all i ever wanted

thank you for listening.



lyrics:

some times i want to waste forever. 

and be as old as the trees

i’m so afraid of wasting effort 

i’ll float away just like the leaves 

please don’t you run away

i gave you everything 

maybe it’s better to do

please don’t you run away

i gave you everything 

i hope it’s easier for you

delete

Oh 
I think it's funny how 
Everything turns black and grey 
Only white is at the tunnel where 
Everyone will meet someday 

Just think it's funny how 
Oh I think it's funny how 
No one seems to get the picture 
No one seems to have any victims

I'm quite alone , think it's old
I'm just getting used to
Being used and feeling chewed 
I think you bruised me darling 

Quite enough , think it's tough 
In another life maybe 
Danger us 
Danger-
Or is it just dangerous me 
Oh 

Evil 
It seeps to my bones 
Even though 
I won't let it show 
Oh , yeah 
Oh
Evil bones 
Seeping to my soul
Evil bones 
Yeah

chewedandused/evilbones

Composer: whytide
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6sbeFUJbk1FcPc5gNS9V4q

something about this
is bugging me out and
i don't ever want to see your face again
wasting my time only
tainting the mind uh
why did i try to pull you out

gone for nothing
self-destructive, broken
now i'm lost and hoping
that it's just a joke
i've opened up about this
yet you're still rebounding
guess there's nothing left for me to love
nothing left for me to love

something about her
rips me apart
i don't want to see her face again
wasting my time
shattering my mind
why did i even care to reach for you

gone for nothing
finger on the trigger
you're not incelcore
now i'm trapped and choking
i've tried to open up and
you turn away from me
i guess there's nothing left for me to love
nothing left for me to love

Hoodlum

Oh no matter what I do I feel like it is a waste of time
I gotta admit I'm sick in the head but I'm done with your goddamned lies
Wanna lay down in my grave I'm so done with this
You played me once? No you played me twice
Why would you do this to me? Did you ever care?
Now I'll pass the fuck out, you can knock me out
I just need to know what I need to do to make you change a little—it's all I can do
Broken heart and broken neck your love would've never sufficed things never go right
And I'm laying out on the floor thinking maybe I should drink hella more
I only had eyes for you—why did you have to be such a fuckin' whore?
Oh yeah
Oh why did you have to be such a fucking whore

Worries tell the best stories
Why did you have to be a fucking hoe?
You left me I don't know
You left me all inside the snow
She broke my heart inside I know
But I got feelings I can't show
Late-night drives and late-night smokes I'm in a car high but I got dope
Tongue-twisted lies and high I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope
I'm so high I reach the sky I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope
I can't lie 'cause I'm so sick I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope

And you promised you'd stay by my side—why did you have to lie?
I feel so much but I can't express shit
Might as well just stay inside
Oh but I'm so tired of not feeling alive I always end up fuckin' cryin'
Do you even love me or not? Won't you please pick a fuckin' side?

Late-night drives and late-night smokes I'm in a car high but I got dope
Tongue-twisted lies and high I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope

Wanna lay down in my grave I'm so done with this
You played me once? No you played me twice
Why would you do this to me? Did you ever care?
Now I'm passed the fuck out geekin' off the ice
I just need to know what I need to do to make you change a little—it's all I can do
Broken heart and broken neck your love would've never sufficed things never go right

Late-night drives and late-night smokes I'm in a car high but I got dope
Tongue-twisted lies and high I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope
I'm so high I reach the sky I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope
I can't lie 'cause I'm so sick I'm in a car high 'cause I got dope

waste of time (ft. woryies)

Fuzzy rhythm guitar, high sustain lead guitar, booming bass, very simple drums, and my voice of doom.

For What It's Worth

Music created by someone with a love of movie scores, Tom Waits, Al Bowley, Fad Gadget, Yazoo, The Cure, Depeche Mode, Industrial, Darkwave and other high emotion forms of music and art.

This is the first Deathwatch Beetle Repairman album since Hollow Fishes in 1998. It was released in September of 2024. It is a mature work with a more cohesive theme and sound than that of its predecessor. Expertly mixed in Toronto, Canada by Dwayne Slack and beautifully mastered by Martin Bowes of Attrition at the Cage Studio in Coventry, England.

Deep in the Haunted Heart

You'll Never Know

Buy on Bandcamp

jasper wildlife assoc.

A Giant Explosion Far Away

Buffalo

lonely girl befriends ghosts

thank you eddie for playing the trumpet

she is a weeknight crier
and a screamer on the weekend
she wants eternal hellfire
triple six, no god in heaven

she's a lover of chaos
she might just perform a seance
really wants to feel less alone
she tries to become friends with ghosts
cause they care for her
and make her feel
like she is loved
and they're still
real to her
real to her
real to her
real to her

she saw the grim reaper
and he was dressed in white
only ghosts will keep her
she sees them every night

doesn't care about the future
she's running from the rumors
that she likes to talk to yokai
just wants see the afterlife
she cares for them
like no one could
and they love her
like no one would
ever again
ever again

Yokai

WISHING YOU GODSPEED, YOU BEAUTIFUL MOTHERFUCKER o(^_^)b

Yokai

Pacific Purgatory