prod. @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
hold my hand
when we're walking so i
know ur plans
when we're talking i don't
understand
what you're saying bout us
i'm telling

soph i'm leaving
on this evening
take good care for me

i forged a couple
half baked reasons
been out screaming
are u good to me

i'll do this on my own
i'm sick of picking up the phone
i'm begging u to leave my home
u think i'm bluffing on this road
i know
that i'll crash right here right
nowwww

oh, no
u were never my hoe
why u gotta act so tough
when i can call ur bluff from a

mile away
oh that was yesterday
wish u could see ur face
when u lie to mine what do u save

u j watched my body rot
u kill me when u're calling

sophia (ryo)

bitch stomp was a second page post
so heres a main page post, enjoy :))

it aint right for me to lie straight to ur face
i understand that i need to be put in my place
but what is wrong with u for taunting me
and they wanna be like me til all there friends leave

i know u haunt me
im in ur dreams u cant survive without me 
i got expectations that are based from the past
but baby u dont know that all good things dont last

i think its time to restart
burned every single picture so far
and theres a long road ahead of us i can tell u
but wait i think ive had enough, hope i die soon :/

jealousies a bitch and shes best friends with my ego
scrolling through ur insta stories hoping it dont show
and im not doing too well rn cuz i am not at home
its the only place that i feel safe with the things that i know x2

i dont think that im the enemy 
but thats far from truth
what have u been through she asked me 
have u been hurting a lil recently 
i think i kinda find it funny how its destiny
i put my trust in you 
you put your trust me in 
trust in me

i know u haunt me
im in ur dreams u cant survive without me 
i got expectations that are based from the past
but baby u dont know that all good things dont last x2

jealousies a bitch and shes best friends with my ego
scrolling through ur insta stories hoping it dont show
and im not doing too well rn cuz i am not at home
its the only place that i feel safe with the things that i know x2

i dont think that im the enemy

restart (mcx)

MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/H7gZkjRpAtM

feel da music, experience da swang.
purple forg

prod. nate (@ivajnate) and me!

saythat

prod by yonklolz.

vocals by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz
https://soundcloud.com/overodd
https://soundcloud.com/dead4cf
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404
https://soundcloud.com/t1gerstar

hellhole (ft. oddie, 4cf, rouri404 & tigerstar)

finished aug 24 2021

'depressive minimalism'

a study in artistic efficiency, stripping down a song to its bare essentials

verse:
been a few weeks since i finished school
feeling none of the euphoria
self awareness is a bitch
a farcry from the utopia
i only live for the rainy days ahead
validation in being alone
why am i jealous if i’m different
this the only thing i’ve ever known

chorus:
comatose, overdose, leave me to my devices
death is feeling way too close, early midlife crisis
hide under the bedsheets, don’t wanna feel too alive
take one for the human race, let you know at least i tried
x2

post-chorus:
to hell and back, been there, done that, already feels like home
my blood is tasting toxic today, seeing things in monochrome

verse 2:
living in the leftovers this is what i want
sacrifice what you can’t know
can’t even keep a conversation, this brain of mine falls short
so far gone, i got nothing to show
man i’m always in a third person pov
i just stand there, watch it unravel
cold showers keep me asleep
every day a struggle, another battle

chorus:
comatose, overdose, leave me to my devices
death is feeling way too close, early midlife crisis
hide under the bedsheets, don’t wanna feel too alive
take one for the human race, let you know at least i tried
x2

post-chorus:
to hell and back, been there, done that, already feels like home
my blood is tasting toxic today, seeing things in monochrome

comatose

i just came back like oh my god
vl on top like oh my god
ul on top like oh my god
you aint on top with all my guys
ha, i been outside
i aint gonna lie i been getting too high
i aint gonna lie u was never that guy
if he talk on my name then that boy getting fried

talking to god rn think ima die
i feel alive right now just look at my eye
i fell apart right there it was all last night
i play my part right now just one more time

yeah i feel on top of the world
yeah yeah i just came back like its nothing n now im on top of the world
that lil bitch think im bluffing theres nothing thats stopping you girl
i just turned nothing to something i feel like on top of the world

bitch im on top of the world ha
vl on top of the world
bitch im on top of the world ha
vl on top of the world

i just walked in with a stick automatic and damn ima blast it
i just make one wrong move and im stuck on the block with the addicts
remember those days remember those days we aint talk we aint have shit
i just walked into the bank with the cash so you know ima flash it

i just came back like oh my god
vl on top like oh my god
ul on top like oh my god
you aint on top with all my guys
ha, i been outside
i aint gonna lie i been getting too high
i aint gonna lie u was never that guy
if he talk on my name then that boy getting fried

restart (mcx)

pahtrk