The Upload

Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

SELF SABOTAGE ft. LSC X (prod. anticøn)

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

deadboy (prod.thersx)

stop waistin’ my time
its a test of why yeah
she’s stuck in my mind
cause i cant get over you
cant stay sober
my life is over
im shaking down my spine
im calling it quits
dont give a fuck
keep it the way it is
nothing ain’t simple
i’d rather waste the time
nothing aint worth my time
bottle of decay
smokin on thraxx
walk a mile in ma shoes
yeah i dont wanna do this
and i feel so useless
make a mil goin through this
stop waistin’ my time
its a test of why yeah
she’s stuck in my mind
cause i cant get over you
cant stay sober
my life is over
im shaking down my spine
im calling it quits
dont give a fuck
keep it the way it is
bottle of decay
smokin on thraxxx
walk a mile in ma shoes
yeah i dont wanna do this

bottle o' decay (prod. grayskies)

Lyrics:
ion really care what your boyfriend say
runnin thru my mind its like every single day
anything you want cause i just got paid
you dont want it now so ill be on my way

i just had to block you i been done
lock up on my heart cause i been stung
smoke up in the room now its in my lungs
if im gonna die ima make it fun

why you always lookin, to start some trouble cookin
up schemes for words you snook in, you break my heart you took it

why cant you just leave me alone

IDCWYBS

yeah i’m posted with the cutter
now the cutter cutting through 
yous a dead ma’ fucka
bleed out the bullets passin’ you

if i dont get my money
i’ll come for you
i love the blood
misery, misery 

ion got no type
and i put that on my life
now don’t you ever think you’re alive
cause you’re fucking dead ha!

slow death!

if i dont get my money
i’ll come for you
i love the blood
misery, misery 

ion got no type
and i put that on my life
now don’t you ever think you’re alive
cause you’re fucking dead ha!

slow death (prod. pharmacy)

HOPE I DIE

prod. @kill_vein

[Hook]
Break hearts
Love scars
Make up
Cover up
I won’t run
Such fun
Your love
My lust

Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
X2

[Verse]
I need a fix of your elixir
But every sip is getting bitter
And I don’t got no plan of leaving
‘Cause I’m still fighting for the feeling

Don’t say I never wanted love
Don’t leave, if you really love it let it rot
Is this the ending that you want?
Well we both knew how the story goes.

[Bridge]
Where were you last February?
I bled out but death escaped
Drinking in the cemetery
Waking up at heaven’s gate

[Hook]
Break hearts
Love scars
Make up
Cover up
I won’t run
Such fun
Your love
My lust

Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
X2

BREAKHEARTS (prod. killvein)

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

bottle o' decay (prod. grayskies)

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