stop waistin’ my time
its a test of why yeah
she’s stuck in my mind
cause i cant get over you
cant stay sober
my life is over
im shaking down my spine
im calling it quits
dont give a fuck
keep it the way it is
nothing ain’t simple
i’d rather waste the time
nothing aint worth my time
bottle of decay
smokin on thraxx
walk a mile in ma shoes
yeah i dont wanna do this
and i feel so useless
make a mil goin through this
stop waistin’ my time
its a test of why yeah
she’s stuck in my mind
cause i cant get over you
cant stay sober
my life is over
im shaking down my spine
im calling it quits
dont give a fuck
keep it the way it is
bottle of decay
smokin on thraxxx
walk a mile in ma shoes
yeah i dont wanna do this

bottle o' decay (prod. grayskies)

Dead personality
I'm off the drugs no I don't feel like me
That bitch don't fuck with me
I keep a blade inside my plain white tee

Let's kill the sensitive people
Watch em' hang down from their gallows
Let's send em' to hell!
Oh well!
Farewell!
I'll see
You in hell!

Ha ha you're dead
I'm so damn happy
That you're fucking gone
This is your song
Yeah!

Don't you mention it
Decisions über alles sent
To manage your frustrations

Ain't no purpose yet
The fiction's only there to keep
You taking your prescriptions, alright

Let's kill the sensitive people
Watch em' hang down from their gallows
Let's send em' to hell!
Oh well!
Farewell!
I'll see
You in hell!

Dead personality
I'm off the drugs no I don't feel like me, yeah
That bitch don't fuck with me
I keep a blade inside my plain white tee

gallows! (prod. pharmacy)

prod grayskies


lyrics - 

I’m smoking cigarettes like it’s my time to go
the cold is closing 
their following your scent
I’m better then the men u texting so u best hit my phone 
This stress don’t do me good 
(I think I found me the one 
nothings better x2)

u don’t wanna be inside your home
alone 
u wear your sweater 

your weeks turn scenes that i won’t know 
your star burns skin to leather

200 degree’s on fire that’s fine 
by nighttime I’ll prolly wanna pick u up 
well breath in the leaves outside in style while the fog creeps and darling I’ve been saving up
(don’t u stay away 
cause I’ve been loving u 
I’m in love w u 
till the grave x2)
(slow down 
so drunk in the streetlights x2)

nothings better

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

vultures eat us all the same (prod. pharmacy)

I just need a cure
Even if it's slow
Nothin' I would know
Rotten to the bone
Bullet to my dome
Got to let it go
But I don't want to go
I don't want to go back there for you
Shut up, don't talk to me
Please just leave me alone
Shut up, shut up, shut up, yeah!

Told myself, told myself
That it's all okay
Let it burn, watch it burn, burning all away
Scared to throw myself into the flames
Bet you hate me, bet you fuckin' hate me
Everything, yeah
Everything I did, yeah
Everything, yeah
Everything I did was wrong, and it breaks me
Yeah it fuckin' breaks my heart

But I just need a cure
Even if it's slow
Nothin' I would know
Rotten to the bone
Bullet to my dome
Got to let it go
But I don't want to go
I don't want to go back there for you

insomniac (prod. pharmacy)

Lyrics-

know my wrongs 
Couldn’t miss u 
Still believe me sometimes 
know my care is true

Downtown I’m in the back of the cab 
I’m on the way 
don’t brag less u bringin a rachet 
Lane dashing I won’t get to the pad too late 

u a lame im a lay low bastard
Prophecy seems so everlasting 
I’mma feed w the heart of dragon 

Smoke tree 
Puffin all of it 
All of it

Your one of us 
feeling there’s not enough feelings
I want it all 
Really it’s not enough 
Sitting here bottled up
killing the one i love 

Keep me in your mind I wrote mine on beat
just call back 

I’m onto u 
we’ll never see we’ll never see oh oh 
the Avenue where did we meet or was it just my thoughts

CARE

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96

Breathe
And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

You ever talk about the trauma and the pain
With a smile on your face
Wonder why you got em curled lips
Nothing funny bout the situations weight
But you cannot take the pain
So you smile just to mind it

Next pussy boy to ask me while I’m smiling
Ima push his fucking eyes in with my thumbs and Ima like it
Ima run a fucking nail up his spine while I be sipping on my wine
BOY THIS MY FUCKING STATE OF MIND, YEAH

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

I don’t know if I should let myself bleed
My fear looks straight back at me
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe

And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

⸸ spotify ⸸

Jesters w/ RAZEGOD (greyskies)

https://youtu.be/F11jkEVJDiw?si=TU1w9T6RTuaWf-NJ

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
prod (sxzu x lavender txwn)

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

Got a devil in my head when I’m all alone
She keeps taunting me
So it seems
That I never try to face all my thoughts alone
I was missing me

Love yourself
Love your neighbor
That’s on cult not no crusaders
Do your best to be kind
For yourself, you’ll find it better

Know you matter
Fuck the phonies
Got the cult behind me
Homies
See the greatness
In each other
Cuz the devil just a vessel
Yuh

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

She speaks so sweet
And I have no words
To give to her speech
Silence her curse

Help me pass the time,
I’m losing my mind
Help me pass the time,
I’m losing my mind

Take my hand,
Don’t let me die alone
In my head there’s life that you don’t know…

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

Got a devil in my head when I’m all alone
She keeps taunting me
So it seems
That I never try to face all my thoughts alone
I was missing me

Fallen Angels

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

Fallen Angels w/ RAZEGOD [Music Video ↓]

pasteldrip - skully

@herexboy @minimumwade

CAN'T BURN MEMORIES

lyrics:
Take supervision like a risk
Real jagged edges enter your wrist
Understand who you are, what you can provide
This hivemind needs you, or we will die

P-p-p-pay for a spot in hell why don't I?
Fall back on my promises, yeah
That's my trademark, yeah yeah
Who? who me?
Yeah you bitch, yeah you
Who?
Can't be talking 'bout me
(Yeah I'm talking about you)
Can't be talking 'bout me
Yeah you!

Oh so you got a problem with me?
Oh so you got a problem with me?
Shit!
Do you think maybe we could agree?
Or do we have to burn it to the ground?
Hell no I don't agree with you, bitch
I cannot sympathize with what you did
Did-did-did-did
I cannot sympathize with what you did
Did-did-did-did
I cannot sympathize with what you did
Did-did-did-did
I cannot sympathize with what you did

Widows withering
Youth is on their minds
I see angels flying down her face
When she starts to cry
I see demons crawling out her lips
When anger arises

Ashes to ashes
Revenge, imma pass it
Your girl on my mattress
We covered in sin
Empathy truly lives in me
Cause I've been there, done that
Waiting for my comeback
Never came
Thinking maybe I should change
Sell my soul to the devil, bring my fans with me
Get rich, tell my fans that I love them, be a lie
That's the closest thing to hell I can think up in my mind
Yeah Aye Ah
58 pills in her liver
Hopeless living, man, that's the true killer
Sometimes it's your loved ones who be the dealers
Pessimistic pillies got the shield of Achilles
Sometimes we just love who we love
Dream about an ex, but do they dream about us?
Razegod told me
Can delete pics, but can't burn memories
Can't burn memories!

Oh so you got a problem with me?
Oh so you got a problem with me?
Shit!
Do you think maybe we could agree?
Or do we have to burn it to the ground?
I cannot sympathize with what you did
Did-did-did-did
I cannot sympathize with what you did
Did-did-did-did
I cannot sympathize with what you

Take supervision like a risk
Real jagged edges enter your wrist
Understand who you are, what you can provide
This hivemind needs you, or we will die

xxx

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⚬ Who? Me?? ✝︎ (Prod. MinimumWade)

melodic soft rock




October slips through the window,
cold air brushing the skin.
Curtains move like restless shadows,
whispers echo within.

[Bridge ]
The leaves keep falling, one by one,
like hours you cannot hold,
and every night stretches further
[Bridge ]
than the day that came before.

[Chorus – mantra-like, layered voices]
Shadows grow longer…
Shadows grow longer…
[Bridge ]
The silence is closer
[Bridge ]
The silence is closer…

[Outro – fading,]
October stands at the doorway,
[Bridge ]
and never lets you in.