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⚬ THE DEMOLITION OF TOWER 17 ✝︎ - ALBUM OUT NOW
eternal solitude of the lildurt MERCH@ https://razegod.com/
insta @lildurt96
prod. @user-underthesurface (insta @remediesworsethanthedisease)
lyrics:
i thought i knew myself
i thought so god damn wrong
everything i've come to know
slips through my hands...
slips through my hands
slips through my hands
throw away my plans
slips, slips through my hands...
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
they threw my body down from heaven to the earth
and now there ain't no other place for me to search
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
who's that?
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore...
xxx

portuguese:
eu pensei que me conhecia
eu pensei tão malditamente errado
tudo que eu vim saber
escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
jogar fora meus planos
escorrega, escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
eles jogaram meu corpo do céu para a terra
e agora não há nenhum outro lugar para eu pesquisar
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
quem é aquele?
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
não sei mais ...

eternal solitude of the lildurt (prod. underthesurface x razegod)

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

Bet they hate me! They don’t care bout you! always left out! What you gunna do?
Fucking loser! No girlfriend!
Dumb poser! fake friends!

I’ll spend my life locked in my room,
Drawing all my own tattoos,
Bumping blink 182 
Till my head is made brain stew

She called me a faggot 
Yeah its kinda tragic
But she’s just a mad bitch
Kickin’ bad habits
I don’t think you get me
Are you who you wanna be? 
Think I’m psychopathic
Don’t be so dramatic

Taking medications,
Fighting temptations,
Back in gym class 
I’m a freak she an Mvp 
Geekin’ at the thrift shop
Drippin’ out the wrist watch 
Whatcha gon’ do,
When the feds coming after you

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

yung gothic freak (prod. manget$u)

Lyrics:

Everybody taking like they know me
I laugh cause they don’t know shit
I been to the crypt I know what it felt like
Watching as my soul drifted
That Dead man soul stitched back to my body
All of these hoes counterfeit
Imma warlock don’t knock
Imma come back Colt mag load you shot

All of you talking like I do not know
I see you on Instagram Twitter fo’sho
Try to dig deep on me 
Can’t find a thing bout me
Ghosted the internet
Show at yo door
Hop on a plane, no
If you wanna throw down
Come to my show
Oh no it’s the hoe talking shit bro
I got way to many people who want my smoke
Toke this shade bro
Overthrow the scene with my team
Ain’t nobody step to the Harakiri 
Outgrow beef ain’t got time inbetween 
What you want
What you need
Come to me and you’ll see
Sipping caffeine with my dine in cuisine 
People telling me I’m like a machine 
Knocking out tracks cause It’s all that I need
All of you struggling
Couldn’t be me

DEAD MAN

DEAD MAN [prod. Nightrd]

beat: x10derrick
synths: grapemaster saxe

i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
i bet you always wonder why the fuck its always you
cruising down a highway
with a chain on
where the racks gone
spent it on a fast car
boutta light up
with the ralphs on
imma goth star
imma goth star
got lotta pills taken,
bottle o decay
in bad lands
living off the poison in ma’ veins 
im in transit
yeah i know you never understand it
bandit, criminal offense you know i planned 
it
what you think you know bout me
ripped jeans whip a black limousine 
i got lots of plugs on me
i got all the drugs on me
keep a knife like american psycho
ain’t the life but i’m making it right tho
take a vico
turn the lights out
imma pass out 
imma die young
i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?

gothstar (prod. x10derrick)

Fall asleep, 
Fall in love
I’m dying, 
I’m dying young
I cant sleep, 
I cant love
yeah
I hate normal people i can’t stand em’
Last night sippin’ blood,
Throwin’ tantrums
Bad bitch she a bit too dramatic 
You’re so, 
So traumatic
Jet-set
Public is a threat
Don’t need em’
Avid blud drinker
Fuck off
Just a god in the rocks 
In ma’ docs
Believe it
Fuckin’ over thinker
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you
Fall asleep, 
Fall in love
I’m dying, 
I’m dying young
I cant sleep, 
I cant love
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you
Sight of you
Sight of you
Jet-set
Public is a threat
Don’t need em’
Avid blud drinker
Fuck off
Just a god in the rocks 
In ma’ docs
Believe it
Fuckin’ over thinker
Kiss me till eternity 
Kiss me your lips they’re glistening 
I love the way you hurt me
I’ve lost, 
Sight of you

impaler (prod. pharmacy)

lyrics

THESE PUSSIES TALKIN SHIT BUT I KNOW THEY A FUCKING VICTIM
FINGERS ON YO BONES LITTLE BITCH IM BOUTTA RIP EM
OUT YO FLESH
LIL BOY HE TALKIN BIG HE BETTER PUFF OUT HIS CHEST
THEY HATE YOU CAUSE THEY KNOWIN IM THE BEST LIKE
GOT MY FUCKIN NAME ON YO MAIN BITCHES TITS
I BEEN WALKIN WITH A LIMP BECAUSE THE SIZE OF MY STICK
I BEEN BUILDIN UP THE UNDERGROUND IM LAYIN DOWN SOME BRICK
YOU BEEN SITTIN SUFOCATIN CAUSE YO THROAT IS FULL OF DICK
LIKE
little daddy dom been finger blastin all his sugar babies
imma take my clip and imma send them all to hades uh
fuckin up another pack of og kush incinerate it 
i might quit this rappin is it worth it? is it worth it?

PUSSIES ALWAYS DOXIN NEVER SEEIN THEM AROUND
I DARE A PUSSY HACKER TRY ME IMMA PUTTEM IN THE GROUND
EMPTY 80 BULLETS AT HIS MELON FEELIN LIKE GUNGRAVE
STOMPINNIN HIS HEAD I LEAVE A PUSSY BOY CONCAVED
JUMPIN ON HIS BODY LIKE HIS SHIT WAS IN A RAVE UH
CRACKIN ON HIS NECK IF HE BE USIN MY DEADNAME YUH
all these rappers lame, all these rappers lame

THESE PUSSIES TALKIN SHIT BUT I KNOW THEY A FUCKING VICTIM
FINGERS ON YO BONES LITTLE BITCH IM BOUTTA RIP EM
OUT YO FLESH
LIL BOY HE TALKIN BIG HE BETTER PUFF OUT HIS CHEST
THEY HATE YOU CAUSE THEY KNOWIN IM THE BEST 
SIPPIN ON A MONSTER N SMOKIN ON A BLUNT UH
GOTTA RAPPER BODY IN THAT HONDA CIVIC TRUNK UH
RAVE SHIT, NO LAME SHIT, CARVIN OUT MY NAME BITCH
I CANT STAND A PUSSY WHO GONN FUCK ROUND WITH MY PAYMENT

rave (prod. sxzu)

everything hurts (prod. pharmacy)

Witchouse 40k - HOBGOBLIN (2022)
Produced by: GHXST x ³³marrow)
Mixed by: ³³marrow

MUSIC VIDEO:
https://youtu.be/Z0J5T4b9hn0

Lyrics:
—
(Hook)
8 legs, zombie walking, now I’m talkin with the crows
Cemetery, tip toeing, hoppin over bones
Forty feelin cold, no heart, see the hole
Tryna pick up all the pieces, pick the petal off the rose
Came from Betty Crocker, now I cook it on the stove
like that
40 out the bottom, kickin doors like that
Roof
I lay your teeth on the road, stomp it and take out your soul

8 legs, zombie walking, now I’m talkin with the crows
Cemetery, tip toeing, hoppin over bones
Forty feelin cold, no heart, see the hole
Tryna pick up all the pieces, pick the petal off the rose
Came from Betty Crocker, now I cook it on the stove
like that
40 out the bottom, kickin doors like that
Roof
I lay your teeth on the road, stomp it and take out your soul

(Verse)
Forty always feenin, I'm a demon out the box
Devil up on my shoulder, leave em coughing till they rot
Pullup Im gon bring the problem to the muhfuckin block
New strap with a dot, run up on em he get knocked

Pullup wit a glock, bump stock for the ops
Real talk, muhfucka, bullets take away his thoughts
Actin so soft, so I had to cut em off, got the mind up on the money I could never take a loss

Forty alone, where they at
Glock on my body, no rats and 
I bag em, no cap cap cap
yuh
Slasher his clique, he ain’t bout that
Holes in his lung make em gasp
Nova they back, burn em up like the sun
We gon run through they home, cuz I came up from nuttin 
Broke out the bottom, was raised on the run, I won’t ever look back, all my scars turning numb

Police on me, run off like a rabbit, im gon eat it flush it, here you want it? Have it.
Flip the mattress, ion know what happened? "No your honor sorry, I got sober habits" 
Witchy lurkin, all these artist actin, I came out the dungeon, got my mamas baggage
Bring out the ghosts from his past, hold a grudge like a movie, I’m creepin all up in his attic

I got a gun, Lil forty gon run up, I’m charged like a battery bout all the static
I see his chain I’m gon grab it, I’m upping his budget, he broke like he pay me in taxes
Bitch try and play me, I nut on her face and I call up and tell all her exes she average
I got a Glock with a scope, put a shot through your throat, leave em coughing up heat like a dragon

(Hook)
8 legs, zombie walking, now I’m talkin with the crows
Cemetery, tip toeing, hoppin over bones
Forty feelin cold, no heart, see the hole
Tryna pick up all the pieces, pick the petal off the rose
Came from Betty Crocker, now I cook it on the stove
like that
40 out the bottom, kickin doors like that
Roof
I lay your teeth on the road, stomp it and take out your soul

8 legs, zombie walking, now I’m talkin with the crows
Cemetery, tip toeing, hoppin over bones
Forty feelin cold, no heart, see the hole
Tryna pick up all the pieces, pick the petal off the rose
Came from Betty Crocker, now I cook it on the stove
like that
40 out the bottom, kickin doors like that
Roof
I lay your teeth on the road, stomp it and take out your soul

Roof Roof

HOBGOBLIN (prod. GHXST x ³³marrow) (Video in Desc.)

New song with the homie @depthstrida
Like and repost if u fuck with the song
And listen to it on spotify for way better quality!

Lyrics:

Got a new blade
And it's made from fucking ebony
Cut your fucking throat pussy
I ain't got no empathy
My bitch is so bad
Blurred lines call her "Emily"
Bitch we go for headshots
Make that pussy look like Kennedy
Got a new blade
And it's made from fucking ebony
Cut your fucking throat pussy
I ain't got no empathy
My bitch is so bad
Blurred lines call her "Emily"
Bitch we go for headshots
Make that pussy look like Kennedy

Got that desert eagle bitch i'm fucking loaded
Pulling up with kaiser
All i see is bodys rolling
Swing the blade with exalt like a Ronin
Stun him from the back take the dogtags of opponents

It's the merc that just robbed the money out your purse
It's the same guy you knew  used to look like a nerd
Now I count on these racks leave a tip for the hurt
I just can't get enough and i know it's absurd
Never catch me lacking man
Play this shit too easy
Fuck I feel like i'm in tekken
Man I might pull up with that stick
And i'm not talking about arcades
Shady looking tech wear
You think that we in a weird state

Got a new blade
And it's made from fucking ebony
Cut your fucking throat pussy
I ain't got no empathy
My bitch is so bad
Blurred lines call her "Emily"
Bitch we go for headshots
Make that pussy look like Kennedy
Got a new blade
And it's made from fucking ebony
Cut your fucking throat pussy
I ain't got no empathy
My bitch is so bad
Blurred lines call her "Emily"
Bitch we go for headshots
Make that pussy look like Kennedy

Bitch don't hit my line if your not talking bout some big racks
Bitch I wear designer from japan ye thats a big flex
All these fucking people on my dick but I don't care bro
Steal your fucking bitch I think it's funny but he mad though
Bitch im on my way
In the bay
Ye we fuck him up
Test me I got blades
Everyday
Stack my money up
Pour it in my cup
And I sip
Till I pass out
Fucked up in my crib
And she licks
Till I pass out

Kiraw - No Empathy ft. Depth Strida | prod. Kaiser

https://youtu.be/F11jkEVJDiw?si=TU1w9T6RTuaWf-NJ

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
prod (sxzu x lavender txwn)

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

Got a devil in my head when I’m all alone
She keeps taunting me
So it seems
That I never try to face all my thoughts alone
I was missing me

Love yourself
Love your neighbor
That’s on cult not no crusaders
Do your best to be kind
For yourself, you’ll find it better

Know you matter
Fuck the phonies
Got the cult behind me
Homies
See the greatness
In each other
Cuz the devil just a vessel
Yuh

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

She speaks so sweet
And I have no words
To give to her speech
Silence her curse

Help me pass the time,
I’m losing my mind
Help me pass the time,
I’m losing my mind

Take my hand,
Don’t let me die alone
In my head there’s life that you don’t know…

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

Got a devil in my head when I’m all alone
She keeps taunting me
So it seems
That I never try to face all my thoughts alone
I was missing me

Fallen Angels

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

Fallen Angels w/ RAZEGOD [Music Video ↓]

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Raze

Lyrics:

lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, nothing seems to get me high
lately, I see, all I do is wonder why,
oh, why oh, do I really want to die?
I asked myself one hundred times, I wonder why?
I really wish I could see your face
I wish I could but that's just my mistake
how long would I wait for you?
much too long, I'd wait 'till I die!...
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to die!...
But, lately, I can't get over all this pain
So I stand up, I must play this game
I know I wasn't put here just to do nothing with my life! woahhh
-guitar solo-

wave file: Lately V9 - Master Guitar Mix Balance

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ LATELY (PROD. RAZEGOD)

guitar + piano by razegod
beat produced by razegod
mix + master by razegod

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/zEtvg6BIMMM

SPOTIFY PRE SAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/razegod/long-day

Lyrics:

it's been a long day
it's been a long decade of long days
it's been a long day
it's been a long day
it's been a long decade of long days

it's been a long day
long day stuck in depression
the clouds feel too deep today
(i don’t know how i did it now)
no sunlight, its oppression
but no matter what I'll make my voice heard
make the best of the time that i have
strike me down but I’ll still be here
please my god, forgive me for my fear
pack your bags, we leave at midnight
there’s no place for you here anymore
no matter what I'll make my voice heard
make the best of the time that i have

no matter what please make your voice heard
make the best of the time that you have

xxx

MASTER VERSION (Long Day V2 - More Lyrics + Quantised Melody Rythms)

long day (prod. razegod)

KMT KI Media 2025 (03.09.2025)
Album Nr. 150 "Breaking Free by KMT" - Style: Electro, Industrial, Pop, Experimental | Tracks: 30 (ai generated)
Lyric: English

Theme: "Breaking Free" is a powerful musical journey that explores the struggles of addiction and the path to recovery. Through a blend of synthwave, industrial, and other genres, the album delves into themes of self-reflection, hope, resilience, and the importance of connection. It's a testament to the human spirit's ability to overcome adversity and find freedom from the chains of addiction. The album offers solace, encouragement, and a message of empowerment for anyone seeking to break free and embrace a new beginning.

Track 01: Chains of Yesterday
Synthwave, industrial, dark electronic

Track 03: Mending the Soul
synthwave, industrial, ambient pop

Track 05: Finding Light in the Dark
synthwave, industrial, dreamwave

Track 07: The Empty Glass
synthwave, industrial, minimal synth

Track 09: Transforming Pain
synthwave, industrial, post-industrial

Track 11: New Dawn Rising
synthwave, industrial, synth-pop

Track 13: Bridge to Tomorrow
synthwave, industrial, chillwave

Track 15: Fighting the Demons
synthwave, industrial, darkwave

Track 17: Anchor of My Soul
synthwave, industrial, futurepop

Track 19: Breaking the Chains
synthwave, industrial, epic synth

Track 21: The Mask Slips
synthwave, industrial, minimal techno

Track 23: Lost Paths
synthwave, industrial, trance

Track 25: Filling the Soul
synthwave, industrial, ambient

Track 27: Breaking the Cycle
synthwave, industrial, techno

Track 29: Strength of Resilience
synthwave, industrial, power ballad

If you would like to use my music commercially, please contact me. No financial income may be generated from my music without my permission. My music is free for private and commercial use. However, I would appreciate it if you would credit me (Kurt Michael Treichl) as the author. Please also mention that this is AI music.

Thank you for your time. Enjoy your journey through my artificially created musical paradise.

© Album cover and music were created by Kurt Michael Treichl using AI support.

Best regards,
Kurt Michael Treichl (KMT KI Media | AI Music Austria) - Austria / Salzburg

Visit me for more on
https://www.mystic-arts.com
https://www.ai-music.at
https://www.kmt.zone

01 Chains of Yesterday v1

LIFE (one day of two poets)

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
(mayten)

everything hurts (prod. pharmacy)

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