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eternal solitude of the lildurt MERCH@ https://razegod.com/
insta @lildurt96
prod. @user-underthesurface (insta @remediesworsethanthedisease)
lyrics:
i thought i knew myself
i thought so god damn wrong
everything i've come to know
slips through my hands...
slips through my hands
slips through my hands
throw away my plans
slips, slips through my hands...
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
they threw my body down from heaven to the earth
and now there ain't no other place for me to search
yeah i'm a bitch, no soul, i'm the dirt
who's that?
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore
i don't know anymore...
xxx

portuguese:
eu pensei que me conhecia
eu pensei tão malditamente errado
tudo que eu vim saber
escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
escorrega pelas minhas mãos
jogar fora meus planos
escorrega, escorrega pelas minhas mãos ...
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
eles jogaram meu corpo do céu para a terra
e agora não há nenhum outro lugar para eu pesquisar
sim, eu sou uma vadia, sem alma, eu sou a sujeira
quem é aquele?
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
eu não sei mais
não sei mais ...

eternal solitude of the lildurt (prod. underthesurface x razegod)

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

Bet they hate me! They don’t care bout you! always left out! What you gunna do?
Fucking loser! No girlfriend!
Dumb poser! fake friends!

I’ll spend my life locked in my room,
Drawing all my own tattoos,
Bumping blink 182 
Till my head is made brain stew

She called me a faggot 
Yeah its kinda tragic
But she’s just a mad bitch
Kickin’ bad habits
I don’t think you get me
Are you who you wanna be? 
Think I’m psychopathic
Don’t be so dramatic

Taking medications,
Fighting temptations,
Back in gym class 
I’m a freak she an Mvp 
Geekin’ at the thrift shop
Drippin’ out the wrist watch 
Whatcha gon’ do,
When the feds coming after you

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

yung gothic freak (prod. manget$u)

dizzy spells (prod. pharmacy)

Time’s standing still and I am afraid that I wont be here in the end 
You should always depend on me, cause now’s the time to take my hand

Wake up you drunk ma’fucker
Don’t waste my time
Yeah 
This world means nothing to me
And that’s just how I see it

I dont wanna think
There’s blood in the sink
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I sit here on my own (all alone)
I fucking hate my phone
Now I’m off a bar
Wanna crash the car

Wake up you drunk ma’fucker
yeah
This world means nothing to me yeah, yeah, 

Time’s standing still and I am afraid that I wont be here in the end 
You should always depend on me, cause now’s the time to take my hand

kit (prod. pharmacy)

prod. @kill_vein

[Hook]
Break hearts
Love scars
Make up
Cover up
I won’t run
Such fun
Your love
My lust

Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
X2

[Verse]
I need a fix of your elixir
But every sip is getting bitter
And I don’t got no plan of leaving
‘Cause I’m still fighting for the feeling

Don’t say I never wanted love
Don’t leave, if you really love it let it rot
Is this the ending that you want?
Well we both knew how the story goes.

[Bridge]
Where were you last February?
I bled out but death escaped
Drinking in the cemetery
Waking up at heaven’s gate

[Hook]
Break hearts
Love scars
Make up
Cover up
I won’t run
Such fun
Your love
My lust

Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
Where are you tonight?
X2

BREAKHEARTS (prod. killvein)

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

vultures eat us all the same (prod. pharmacy)

https://youtu.be/vo6Ap47px6c?si=5HesHTI6h8_9mr1y
https://soundcloud.com/coolboifreshh

lyrics
_

They ain’t really fucking with me
Naw, they fuck with who fucking with me
Rats chase drip for a drop, I’m pissing
Boy, life no game issa pot to piss in

Fix your brain
Before find my vision
Man, live no shame
Just evolve ya system

Hate and pain issa crash collision
Boy swerve real quick, let the love make decisions

Love is overrated
I think that it’s fucking dumb and complicated
In the end just leaves me numb and intoxicated
Ion wanna deal with the arguing
Done so done with this
Feels like there's nobody to talk to

Every time they talking
Got an urge to fucking bust teeth
Fake it till you make dumbest shit I ever heard b
Never have to watch a word if you speaking what you preach
Fake it till you make it? Get that pussy shit away from me

Let the love run
Let the heart thump
Free your brain

Watchu you want son
Watchu ain’t done
Make a claim

Take a fucking look inside embrace the thought that feeding flame
Let the love and passion be your guide thru all the troubled days

If tryna feel sum
Be a real one

And if you tryna feel dumb
Live a lie numb

Tap into yourself and learn to appreciate the crumbs, fly
Tap into the life you got and live it how you want, die

They ain’t really fucking with me

Naw, they fuck with who fucking with me
Rats chase drip for a drop, I’m pissing
Boy, life no game issa pot to piss in

Fix your brain
Before find my vision
Man, live no shame
Just evolve ya system

Hate and pain issa crash collision
Boy swerve real quick, let the love make decisions
Yuh

Jiraiya

MUSIC VIDEO

Jiraiya w/ Coolboi (greyskies) [Music Video ↓]

https://youtu.be/F11jkEVJDiw?si=TU1w9T6RTuaWf-NJ

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
prod (sxzu x lavender txwn)

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

Got a devil in my head when I’m all alone
She keeps taunting me
So it seems
That I never try to face all my thoughts alone
I was missing me

Love yourself
Love your neighbor
That’s on cult not no crusaders
Do your best to be kind
For yourself, you’ll find it better

Know you matter
Fuck the phonies
Got the cult behind me
Homies
See the greatness
In each other
Cuz the devil just a vessel
Yuh

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

She speaks so sweet
And I have no words
To give to her speech
Silence her curse

Help me pass the time,
I’m losing my mind
Help me pass the time,
I’m losing my mind

Take my hand,
Don’t let me die alone
In my head there’s life that you don’t know…

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

Got a devil in my head when I’m all alone
She keeps taunting me
So it seems
That I never try to face all my thoughts alone
I was missing me

Fallen Angels

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

Fallen Angels w/ RAZEGOD [Music Video ↓]

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⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ AMERICAN PORNOGRAPHY & CANNABIS ADDICTION (PROD. RAZEGOD)

Help Help Help

Know just what you said.
Hey, hey, hey.
And I don't want to act like you're not just like the rest of us.
But it works for you, I guess.
Too much; I need the weight off both my shoulders.
It's already November, and it's getting colder.
And I remember what you said like yesterday.
How could I forget that face?
And what you did to me was so fucked up.
But I'm done crying over stupid stuff.
And you're stupid drugs.
That you did in front of me, knowing how fucked up I was.
You know how fucked up that was.
I'll never figure it out with you.
Too drunk can't even tie my shoes back down.
Living in the world you made right now.
But it feels like a maze right now.
How this shit so awful?
How'd you let it get this awful?
I might as well just off it.
Know just what you said.
Hey, hey, hey.
And I don't want to act like you're not just like the rest of us.
But it works for you, I guess.
-both my shoulders.
It's already November, and it's getting colder.
How could I forget that face?
And what you did to me was so fucked up.
But I'm done crying over stupid stuff.
And you're stupid drugs.
That you did in front of me, knowing how fucked up I was.
You know how fucked up that was.
I'll never figure it out with you.
Too drunk can't even tie my shoes back down.
Living in the world you made right now.
But it feels like a maze right now.

How this shit so awful?

yung gothic freak (prod. manget$u)

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