Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

Bet they hate me! They don’t care bout you! always left out! What you gunna do?
Fucking loser! No girlfriend!
Dumb poser! fake friends!

I’ll spend my life locked in my room,
Drawing all my own tattoos,
Bumping blink 182 
Till my head is made brain stew

She called me a faggot 
Yeah its kinda tragic
But she’s just a mad bitch
Kickin’ bad habits
I don’t think you get me
Are you who you wanna be? 
Think I’m psychopathic
Don’t be so dramatic

Taking medications,
Fighting temptations,
Back in gym class 
I’m a freak she an Mvp 
Geekin’ at the thrift shop
Drippin’ out the wrist watch 
Whatcha gon’ do,
When the feds coming after you

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

yung gothic freak (prod. manget$u)

SELF SABOTAGE ft. LSC X (prod. anticøn)

stop waistin’ my time
its a test of why yeah
she’s stuck in my mind
cause i cant get over you
cant stay sober
my life is over
im shaking down my spine
im calling it quits
dont give a fuck
keep it the way it is
nothing ain’t simple
i’d rather waste the time
nothing aint worth my time
bottle of decay
smokin on thraxx
walk a mile in ma shoes
yeah i dont wanna do this
and i feel so useless
make a mil goin through this
stop waistin’ my time
its a test of why yeah
she’s stuck in my mind
cause i cant get over you
cant stay sober
my life is over
im shaking down my spine
im calling it quits
dont give a fuck
keep it the way it is
bottle of decay
smokin on thraxxx
walk a mile in ma shoes
yeah i dont wanna do this

bottle o' decay (prod. grayskies)

me and you are not the same (demo)

Lost it!

Transparency feat INFINITYISDEAD *DEMO*

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

vultures eat us all the same (prod. pharmacy)

I'm naked
I'm numb
I'm stupid
I'm staying
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

I could've followed your heart down
Wandering around like a ghost now
Same faces, lost in the same town
I know you don't like what I say now
Something tells me you think of me often
Wouldn't think much if you lost him
Might of fucked up and just offed him
Might of fucked up and just offed him
I feel the pain of the past
I feel the same if I can
I feel the love till the end
I miss my face to your hands
I see it all where I am

You're a stranger in the dark
My love fell apart
I wait in the dark
Until it all starts

You're a stranger in the dark
My love fell apart
I wait in the dark
Until it all starts

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

You wasted your times
On my heart
You've burned
And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too

Doors slam
Lights black
You're gone
Come back
Stay gone
Stay clean
I need you to need me

bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

ICanScreamAlliWantNobodyWillHearMe

"Stranger in Moscow" has always been more than just a song to me — it feels like a mirror to those moments when we all feel like outsiders, even in the middle of our own lives. There are days when the streets are full, yet the heart feels alone. I created this cover during the COVID-19 pandemic, a time when that sense of isolation became universal. For me, it’s a reminder that this feeling is something we all share — and maybe, in that, we are not so alone after all."



Stranger in Moscow

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
(mayten)

small talk

@prod-mangetsu
art by bmo
DOOMSDAY CO.

Everything’s going to hell
I know,
I feel so dead

Everything’s going to hell
I know,
And I feel so dead

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

Yeah (x16)

Been a long time since the world broken my heart
Run around town with a crown
I’m your Superman 
Gotta tech 9 she ain’t kind to your drama
I’m your life line till we die by the Vicodin

Everyone wants to go to heaven
But no one wants to die
Is it a curse or a blessing?
When they don’t say goodbye 

Goodbye (x4)

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to, yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

This happens everyday,
They always want there way
And no it’s not okay
You’re bringing our doomsday
With poison in our veins,
There’s demons in our brains
So don’t get in the way
Of me and my doomsday 

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to, yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

Cheers to the end of mankind
And I hate you all so damn much

yung gothic freak (prod. manget$u)

pasteldrip