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Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

Bet they hate me! They don’t care bout you! always left out! What you gunna do?
Fucking loser! No girlfriend!
Dumb poser! fake friends!

I’ll spend my life locked in my room,
Drawing all my own tattoos,
Bumping blink 182 
Till my head is made brain stew

She called me a faggot 
Yeah its kinda tragic
But she’s just a mad bitch
Kickin’ bad habits
I don’t think you get me
Are you who you wanna be? 
Think I’m psychopathic
Don’t be so dramatic

Taking medications,
Fighting temptations,
Back in gym class 
I’m a freak she an Mvp 
Geekin’ at the thrift shop
Drippin’ out the wrist watch 
Whatcha gon’ do,
When the feds coming after you

Dumb stupid fucking asshole,
Get away, all you ever did was ruin 
my day, I’m sick of my life, Im sick of this place, I don’t ever wanna see another day and I’ll say

Why am I dead?
Why am I dead?
I FEEL SO FUCKING DEAD
Why am I dead?

Get the fuck away! faking smiles just to hide my misery!
Mista incomplete! yung gothic freak!

yung gothic freak (prod. manget$u)

I lust for innocence
I'll cleanse my wounds, so tainted in your blood
I can't wait for you to see the person that you have become
Heaven's bent
Hell is spent
Let me suffer on my own
Well I knew
Baby it's obvious it's not that simple

Well alas, goodbye
Let the diamonds leave my bones

And when the sun goes down
I'll bury you six feet in the ground
Call a doctor, call the nurse
No death won't ever do us part
Is there something I could do to ease the pain under my skin
Drive the spike into my heart
The end is a start

I'll just suffer on my own tonight

I lust for innocence
I'll cleanse my wounds, so tainted in your blood
I can't wait for you to see the person that you have become
Heaven's bent,
Hell is spent,
Let me suffer on my own
Well I knew
Baby it's obvious it's not that simple

I'll just suffer on my own tonight

lust 4 u (prod. pharmacy)

everything hurts (prod. pharmacy)

@rivilin

Lyrics

Yeah, I swear that someone's fucking died in this room
I think it's haunted, I swear it’s haunted yeah
Feeling like there’s eyes just in the corner
They're watching me yeah, it's paranoia always

Feeling like im not worth much to you
It's what you said yeah, but they ignore ya and say that
The stars in the sky yeah they're not for you yeah
Cus they don't suit ya, cus your not perfect, not worthy

But I say fuck them they're all just cunts yeah
I'll build a staircase up and grab the things they denied you from the start
So fuck all of this negativity yeah, 
I don't want to be sad for the fucking rest of my life and you fucking know that

I'll show you that you’re worth just everything yeah
You know that id kill a fucking another just to see that you get home in the end
Cus I don't give a fuck about another
I just want you, yeah, to start the spark of the ember inside

Yeah cus I feel like your just the fucking one yeah 
The fucking one yeah, who puts a smile on my face
Im sick of fucking feeling like im scared yeah
Like im scared yeah but im not gonna waste this fucking  chance

Cus I never fucking thought id ever be happy yeah
I’d be happy yeah, so what the fuck have you just done to me
Cus you just make me want to be alive yeah,
Just believe yeah, I don't feel like I want to die early

What the fuck I'm in a dream
Everything can't be how it seems

This is too good to be true
Man I must've got some screws loose
Lost in my brain
No way this feeling fake

I been fucking happy lately
Just creating in my lane, please
No fucking lames, I just want this feeling safe

So baby don't you play me
Cuz it might just fucking break me
Might just lose my fucking life and take yours on the way b

Sorry, kind of crazy
My trauma fucking made me
A little bit fucked up and now my triggers got me shaking

But do not fucking worry cuz my empathy trump hate, I relate
To the fucking pain, I know we'll find a way
So just hang on to that feeling that I know you stashed away
Its okay baby,  manic, but I understand the pain

Yeah cus I feel like your just the fucking one yeah 
The fucking one yeah, who puts a smile on my face
Im sick of fucking feeling like im scared yeah
Like im scared yeah but im not gonna waste this fucking  chance

Cus I never fucking thought id ever be happy yeah
I’d be happy yeah, so what the fuck have you just done to me
Cus you just make me want to be alive yeah,
Just believe yeah, I don't feel like I want to die early

Mental Scars

⸸ spotify ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Mental Scars

Help Help Help

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Raze

Lyrics:

lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, nothing seems to get me high
lately, I see, all I do is wonder why,
oh, why oh, do I really want to die?
I asked myself one hundred times, I wonder why?
I really wish I could see your face
I wish I could but that's just my mistake
how long would I wait for you?
much too long, I'd wait 'till I die!...
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to die!...
But, lately, I can't get over all this pain
So I stand up, I must play this game
I know I wasn't put here just to do nothing with my life! woahhh
-guitar solo-

wave file: Lately V9 - Master Guitar Mix Balance

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ LATELY (PROD. RAZEGOD)

https://youtu.be/szgwk3ksASE?si=VRSjS1NyfbJ9B-ed
https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

lyrics

Changed this world
With a laptop
Evolving till the life stop
Creating till the sun don’t shine

Soul bound
Save you from a come down
Pull you by the rope now
Ascend up to the warm bright lights

Changed this world
With a laptop
Evolving till the life stop
Creating till the sun don’t shine

Soul bound
Save you from a come down
Pull you by the rope now
Ascend up to the warm bright lights

Kindness
In me
Thriving
Dizzy
Gasoline
In my lungs hitting

Evolving
With me
Homies
Lifting
Ascending high
We’re flying really

I don’t care
Where I fit right
But I can’t care
To decide
I feel I ain’t designed
To live a life that defined

I don't care
Let them glare
I live my life like a dare

Empty stares
Everywhere
They sold control of their life

Who am I
Who am I
Without someone by my side
Who am I
Who am I
Am I not what I decide
What happened
To that person
That I used to be
Did he die
Who am I becoming
Who am I asking this to

Oohhh
Is it a disguise
Is it all a lie

Am I really here
There’s no way to know
Thrown in this world
With nowhere to go
This bird has flown
You’re all alone
Only yourself to call a home

I clear my head
I clear my thoughts
Remove myself from it all
Somehow i am and I am not
Somehow I am and I am not

I see
I taste
I breathe
I hear
I walk
I run
I laugh, I
I search
I find
I wonder why
I wonder why
I wonder why

I Wonder Why

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - I Wonder Why [Music Video ↓]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cscu1d9DIZo

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

Devil

Devil (5head)  [Music Video ↓]

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/ele_wav

Lyrics:

I don't save time for the others,
Couldn't save my life in the summer,
She the only one that go stubborn,
So fucked up, but I love her,
Time move fast in the suburbs,
All of their cash is a bother,
I stay home for my mother,
Others that'll never find recover,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Go back, 
King hail, like long last,
Stings held, trust no act,
Still fam that stab back,
Frontlines I'm on that,
Crunch time we on that,
Street signs, my bags packed,
Washed eyes, dry laugh track,


I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Video

Making You Proud (Prod. by ELE)

prod. manget$u


I’ll hate you till the end of time
Siphon my blood and say you’re mine
I swear you’re all my enemy 
I hate the world, lets say goodbye 

Goodbye

Im the king, I’m the king of retribution 
Imma start, imma start a revolution 
Tell all my friends, and all my family that this is the end of the world

I’m off the wall, now I’m running outta patience,
I’ll never fall, for your false communication
Nevermind you can’t fix the situation 
Inside our mind call it Californication

END OF THE WORLD (PROD. MANGET$U)

PROD. BRXVN

YEAH YEAH YEAH
NO WAY OUT! NO WAY OUT!
NO WAY OUT! NO WAY OUT!

YOU CANNOT TORTURE ME
ILL SLAY MY ENEMIES
YOU GOT A CHANCE TO BE
DEAD LIKE A KENNEDY

I GOT THE TENDENCY
ITS JUST MY SPECIALTY
SO DONT YOU COME FOR ME
YOU WILL NOT MAKE ME BLEED

ITS A PUBLIC EXECUTION
BURN THE CONSTITUTION
START A REVOLUTION!
YAH!
ALL THESE PEOPLE THEY DONT KNOW SHIT,
SAID IM JUST A MISFIT
STUCK INSIDE A MOSHPIT

YUH!

ITS A PUBLIC EXECUTION
IMMA BURN THE CONSTITUTION
THEN ILL START A REVOLUTION YUH!
YUH!
ALL THESE PEOPLE THEY DON’T KNOW SHIT SAID IM ONLY JUST A MISFIT
WERE ALL STUCK INSIDE A MOSHPIT YUH!

YEAH YEAH YEAH
NO WAY OUT! NO WAY OUT!
NO WAY OUT! NO WAY OUT!

VISIONS OF ANOTHER MOTHERFUCKER
MAKING MONEY OFF THE PAIN OFF ALL MY BROTHERS GET PISSED!

BITCH I WANNA KILL THE GOVERNMENTAL BROTHER LOVER WANNA MAKE THAT MOTHERFUCKER EAT SHIT

BETTER YET KILL THAT FUCKER PUT HIS BODY IN TRUNK THEN DRIVE THAT SHIT OUT TO THE SUNSET, JUST TO SINK SHIT IN THE OCEAN YUH!

SPAS (PROD. BRXVN)

Drink my cyanide
Who would care if I should die?
This life is a lie,
Never trust a silent mind

I know I never stopped for a minute and realized I lost control
Oh well, in the end maybe I’m just loser with a microphone

Feel lost I won’t be found, I’ll move much closer to the edge
The sunset burns my skin, I hope this
poison brings my end
Feels like the world just wants me dead
Maybe it’s all just in my head
I’ll change the world to calm the storm
Although my heart keeps breakin’

Drink my cyanide
Who would care if I should die?
This life is a lie,
Never trust a silent mind

CYANIDE (PROD. MANGET$U)

@prod-mangetsu
art by bmo
DOOMSDAY CO.

Everything’s going to hell
I know,
I feel so dead

Everything’s going to hell
I know,
And I feel so dead

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

Yeah (x16)

Been a long time since the world broken my heart
Run around town with a crown
I’m your Superman 
Gotta tech 9 she ain’t kind to your drama
I’m your life line till we die by the Vicodin

Everyone wants to go to heaven
But no one wants to die
Is it a curse or a blessing?
When they don’t say goodbye 

Goodbye (x4)

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to, yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

This happens everyday,
They always want there way
And no it’s not okay
You’re bringing our doomsday
With poison in our veins,
There’s demons in our brains
So don’t get in the way
Of me and my doomsday 

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to, yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

Cheers to the end of mankind
And I hate you all so damn much

doomsdayco! (prod. manget$u)

@prod-mangetsu


LYRICS:

You can’t smoke me out.

I’m out ma’ mind,
but I need no medication,
but a nine, outta line,
just to make a statement,
rather die than comply 
to an imitation
of a lie from a guy, 
an American psychopath 

I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
I can’t recognize my reflection 
end of the line.

American psychopath!
American psychopath!

When I find you, I’ll kill you
Hidden mindset, baby yeah you never knew,
Doomsday crew, gon’ get you
Brand new worldwide, spreading like the flu,
I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
It won’t be long, till our world comes crashing down

Till our world comes crashing down

You can’t smoke me out.
You can’t smoke me out.

I’m out ma’ mind,
but I need no medication,
but a nine, outta line,
just to make a statement,
rather die than comply 
to an imitation
of a lie from a guy, 
an American psychopath 

I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
I can’t recognize my reflection 
end of the line.

American psychopath!
American psychopath!

When I find you, I’ll kill you
Hidden mindset, baby yeah you never knew,
Doomsday crew, gon’ get you
Brand new worldwide, spreading like the flu,
I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
It won’t be long, till our world comes crashing down

You can’t smoke me out.
Gas mask on when I’m walking through LA hoe!
You can’t smoke me out.
Gas mask on when I’m walking through LA hoe!

american psychopath (prod. manget$u)

Make it hurt,
yeah ma’ fashion in reverse,
need more blood to quench the thirst,
of the sinner in his hearse. 
Getting worse,
like ma’ life is just a curse,
drive the stake into my chest,
let it tear right through my heart.


I’m about to lose my mind
Daylight never lost its shine

I’m about to lose my mind!

jet set life’s gon kill you slow!
Let’s live our lives with pale complexion!
And I’m tired of all you fools
Recognize your own reflection 
Threaten our society
Torch the ones who take offense 
Our damaged skin it fades
Drinkin’ all this cyanide

Make it hurt,
yeah ma’ fashion in reverse,
need more blood to quench the thirst,
of the sinner in his hearse. 
Getting worse,
like ma’ life is just a curse,
drive the stake into my chest,
let it tear right through my heart.


I’m about to lose my mind,
Daylight never lost its shine

END OF THE WORLD (PROD. MANGET$U)

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