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Lyrics:
Feel the tears falling down
Got the leaves falling out
Got me down 
are you ever gonna come back around
In my dreams 
in the clouds
In my house
I can see your face everywhere 
baby it’s just weighing me down
In the streets 
In the club thats enough
I dont wanna think about it
unless I got stuff in my cup
Just let me know its real
I got a thousand other problems yeah you know this spiel
Baby girl whats the deal
I dont much time til im out of here yeah
I never can tell whats real
I get one sign there and another here
Girl you know how I feel
Wont explain it once more without a seal

Clouds (Prod. TyDavid)

Vacant II

+++LYRICS+++
You told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs,
to keep your heart intact.
Crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
Tired of being nice to you. 
we're at war. we're at war. [Are You Crying?]

-and you told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
-and I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs 

to keep your heart intact.
Miss you crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
I'm sick and tired of acting nice for you, 
we're at war. 
I wish I didn't ever try for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Thinking too much, 
I wish I could go back. 
Whenever I die 
I'ma go to my hell;
2019, 
I could hear myself
lose my mind for you. 

I wish I didn't ever fall for you. 
I wrote so many fucking songs for you. 
You don't listen,
and then you tell me how I never listen, 
then talk shit and screw him.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Hope I die soon, 
I wish I could go back.
2019, 
I could hear your lies.
Tell me not to worry about him; 
What the fuck is wrong with you?

-and I told you I would never break your heart,
but that's the past, right? 
So we can act like
we never even meant a word that we ever said. 
Like I trust you, or I love you.

Insect
drinking my blood? 
I want to kill you,
but I need you here. 
I know you're never gonna listen to me,
but it's fine. 
I wish I cared as much as you give me credit for.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I'ma die soon, 
I wish I could go back. 
When my heart got lost,
and I cut so deep 
I could see my own feet 
covered up in fucking hatred for you. 

(I'm in awe)
I wish I couldn't fucking think of you. 
(I stay high) 
-so I don't ever have to feel for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I wish I didn't stop cutting that night. 
(It would've been the best night-)
*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
Look at my grave. 
I hope I'm a fucking traumatize you. 
fuck you, 
and everything you ever said. 
I really loved you,
but now I wish we end up dead. 

How lovely. 
I wish i didn't have a heart to-
-when i'm lied to.
And you told me you would never break my heart...

[Conclusion]
It's me spilling guts out, desperately giving my perspective in the fallout of the long-term highschool relationship had. 
every single thing i say relays something real that happened.

there is hate in my voice
i'm no good with words

+++THANK YOU+++

*+BLEEED2DEATH+* prod.ifimthedevil

lyrics:

ik whats goin on inside her head
behind her eyes
she would fuck me if given the chance
but bitch i wanna die
sum evil is waiting to dance
i feel it erryday
always tryna blur out the past
and blur out all the pain
sometimes i wish that i could forget
and empty out my skull
they say i should lyk
i wanna empty out my brain
imagine how much prettier i’d look if i was just a stain
garbage on the pavement
soaking up the rain

couldnt even make it in the dumpster
body went limp not shotgun sober
in the afterlife i hope that i can like still cope with  copious amounts of smokin dope and
if u see me know im always smokin
offa couple pills i’m fuckin floatin

had to check my feet were on the ground
head is in the mf clouds
girl u rly dun me dirty me now
wrists open while the blood spill out

ik whats goin on inside her head
behind her eyes
she would fuck me if given the chance
but bitch i wanna die
sum evil is waiting to dance
i feel it erryday
always tryna blur out the past
and blur out all the pain
sometimes i wish that i could forget
and empty out my skull
they say i should lyk
i wanna empty out my brain
imagine how much prettier i’d look if i was just a stain
garbage on the pavement
soaking up the rain

soaking up the rain (prod. crescnta)

round town - (slowed)

Divinity

evangeline

hey okay look, 
I'm really sorry I act like such an idiot sometimes and i know i cry too much and i know sometimes i get jealous but in reality im just overprotective and selfish and really in love with you. I know i fucked up in the past and i know you can't forgive me but i'll do anything to make you happy. I just wish you could forgive me. i hate when you cry and i feel like im half the reason you do nowadays. lord knows you're the reason i cry 98% of the time haha but nevertheless you still are my world and my pride and my joy and my bestfriend and the only person in this world who truly understands me. I need you in my life and idc how many songs i have to make before you realize that idc how many miles i have to walk idc how many times i have to cry baby if you're the prize then i'll troop through all of these hard times and be there for you no matter what because you are what matters to me. nothing else. happy birthday i love you,
-colby

happy birthday <3

Prod. Maxokoolin
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Lyrics:


Feel my eyes sink back in ma’ skull
No drug could play me a fool
I’m so tired of waistin’ my time
When there’s no one here by my side

Just when I thought everything’s fine,
Something’s gotta get on my mind
Keep my head held high they said
But these voices say I’m better off dead

Benzos in my head, 
I’m doin’ fine, but not invincible,
Got no recollection bout the things that happened years ago,
I could use a sign baby, hope it ain’t impossible, if I could save a life,
It’d be nothing but to feel

My eyes sink back in ma’ skull
No one can escape this hell hole
I’m so tired of waistin’ my time
When there’s no one here by my side

Wishin’ I could see all my friends 
Wishin’ I could just play pretend
Keep my head held high they said
But these voices say I’m better off dead

I'm Not Okay (Prod. Maxokoolin)

BATH SALT (PROD. KANARI ROZE)✞

(prod. cbm)
follow @contracult


Don’t you ever dare get in my way
Can’t you hear the rain as I decay 
Knives drag down my back,
I don’t ever want to relapse
Eyesight fading away,
I won’t ever trust what they say
Cincinnati help us seems we got another 
crisis, turn on the TV people practicing their vices
Fell in love with death she a red hot demon, when she bite my neck, got my skin barely bleeding 
Depression got me in the depths of fuck shit worthless therapy, I cant get out the mindset, of the man who sold the world

vices! (prod. cbm)

pasteldrip