oh i might end my life before im old
no peace of mind jus like your chemicals 
truth be told time flies
truth be told time flies
truth be told time flies when ya in ur zone
truth be told time flies,
truth be told time flies,
im the type to do shit on my own

i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go

i dont wanna go
id rather kill myself 
id rather burn in hell
dont ya sell ya soul
listen to yourself 
i never showed you the world

oh oh oh oh
tryna fuck with my-
oh oh oh oh 
tryna fuck with my-
oh oh oh oh 
tryna fuck with my heart
tryna fuck with my-
tryna fuck with my heart 

i dont wanna go
id rather kill myself 
id rather burn in hell
i dont wanna go
go oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh

oh i might end my life before im old
no peace of mind jus like your chemicals 
truth be told time flies
truth be told time flies
truth be told time flies when ya in ur zone

i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go

i dont wanna go
id rather kill myself 
id rather burn in hell
dont ya sell ya soul
listen to yourself 
i never showed you the world

what its like to have a heart (prod. grayskies)

stop waistin’ my time
its a test of why yeah
she’s stuck in my mind
cause i cant get over you
cant stay sober
my life is over
im shaking down my spine
im calling it quits
dont give a fuck
keep it the way it is
nothing ain’t simple
i’d rather waste the time
nothing aint worth my time
bottle of decay
smokin on thraxx
walk a mile in ma shoes
yeah i dont wanna do this
and i feel so useless
make a mil goin through this
stop waistin’ my time
its a test of why yeah
she’s stuck in my mind
cause i cant get over you
cant stay sober
my life is over
im shaking down my spine
im calling it quits
dont give a fuck
keep it the way it is
bottle of decay
smokin on thraxxx
walk a mile in ma shoes
yeah i dont wanna do this

bottle o' decay (prod. grayskies)

lyrics:
(razegod)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?

and i wonder why...
and i wonder why?
do i wanna die?
i don't wanna die, no!

and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
i don't wanna die, no!

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?

suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
i'm still afraid that i can't make a difference,
i'm still afraid that i can't...
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

i don't wanna die, no!...

Suicide Stuck (Prod. Razegod)

I lust for innocence
I'll cleanse my wounds, so tainted in your blood
I can't wait for you to see the person that you have become
Heaven's bent
Hell is spent
Let me suffer on my own
Well I knew
Baby it's obvious it's not that simple

Well alas, goodbye
Let the diamonds leave my bones

And when the sun goes down
I'll bury you six feet in the ground
Call a doctor, call the nurse
No death won't ever do us part
Is there something I could do to ease the pain under my skin
Drive the spike into my heart
The end is a start

I'll just suffer on my own tonight

I lust for innocence
I'll cleanse my wounds, so tainted in your blood
I can't wait for you to see the person that you have become
Heaven's bent,
Hell is spent,
Let me suffer on my own
Well I knew
Baby it's obvious it's not that simple

I'll just suffer on my own tonight

lust 4 u (prod. pharmacy)

Time’s standing still and I am afraid that I wont be here in the end 
You should always depend on me, cause now’s the time to take my hand

Wake up you drunk ma’fucker
Don’t waste my time
Yeah 
This world means nothing to me
And that’s just how I see it

I dont wanna think
There’s blood in the sink
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I sit here on my own (all alone)
I fucking hate my phone
Now I’m off a bar
Wanna crash the car

Wake up you drunk ma’fucker
yeah
This world means nothing to me yeah, yeah, 

Time’s standing still and I am afraid that I wont be here in the end 
You should always depend on me, cause now’s the time to take my hand

kit (prod. pharmacy)

I'm naked
I'm numb
I'm stupid
I'm staying
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

I could've followed your heart down
Wandering around like a ghost now
Same faces, lost in the same town
I know you don't like what I say now
Something tells me you think of me often
Wouldn't think much if you lost him
Might of fucked up and just offed him
Might of fucked up and just offed him
I feel the pain of the past
I feel the same if I can
I feel the love till the end
I miss my face to your hands
I see it all where I am

You're a stranger in the dark
My love fell apart
I wait in the dark
Until it all starts

You're a stranger in the dark
My love fell apart
I wait in the dark
Until it all starts

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

You wasted your times
On my heart
You've burned
And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too

Doors slam
Lights black
You're gone
Come back
Stay gone
Stay clean
I need you to need me

bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

ICanScreamAlliWantNobodyWillHearMe

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96

Breathe
And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

You ever talk about the trauma and the pain
With a smile on your face
Wonder why you got em curled lips
Nothing funny bout the situations weight
But you cannot take the pain
So you smile just to mind it

Next pussy boy to ask me while I’m smiling
Ima push his fucking eyes in with my thumbs and Ima like it
Ima run a fucking nail up his spine while I be sipping on my wine
BOY THIS MY FUCKING STATE OF MIND, YEAH

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

I don’t know if I should let myself bleed
My fear looks straight back at me
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe

And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

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Jesters w/ RAZEGOD (greyskies)

pasteldrip - skully

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Raze

Lyrics:

lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, nothing seems to get me high
lately, I see, all I do is wonder why,
oh, why oh, do I really want to die?
I asked myself one hundred times, I wonder why?
I really wish I could see your face
I wish I could but that's just my mistake
how long would I wait for you?
much too long, I'd wait 'till I die!...
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to give up
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to throw it
lately, I see, it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to
it'd be easy just to die!...
But, lately, I can't get over all this pain
So I stand up, I must play this game
I know I wasn't put here just to do nothing with my life! woahhh
-guitar solo-

wave file: Lately V9 - Master Guitar Mix Balance

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ LATELY (PROD. RAZEGOD)

Realizing you’re the one who needs saving.

Slowly Sinking

instrumental intro ]

Hard to listen deep harmonies falling down...on you,
on to your shoulders ,
hard tones on your backbone pushing you down
to the ground

[ instrumental intro ]
aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go


friends in white shirts and black coats
around you like a stonecold wall
old ruins of your damned soul
and you, mate, join me in this black light show

[ bridge ]

aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

light is shining eyes can't survive
doors are open, fresh air deep breath
you feel how blod flows again...in your veins
[ bridge ]
freezing cold disappear
and you are free
free for now


aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

[ instrumental intermezzo, electric guitar solo ]
[ outro ]
now you know
Black light  was just  a dream
[ bridge]
which melted down like a snow

[ instrumental outro ]