grace

grace w/4cf

2/8 from Draft 1 of "Bimbo" / "Bimbo Live"

you will never get what you want
just settle
said you will never get what you want
just settle
oh my lord, are you askin for more?
yelling as i walk through the door
just settle

met up with a girl at the mall last week
she was sending smiley faces, she was saying that she love me
but as i walk by, she's with like 40 guys
all much more attractive than i
so i settled for her boyfriend 
and i fucked him in the open
it was terribly demented
it was thoroughly documented
love is fruitless
you're so clueless
chasing somebody who's chasing somebody else

you will never get what you want
just settle
said you will never get what you want
just settle
oh my lord, are you askin for more?
yelling as i walk through the door
just settle

you want to debate my previous point
well, well, it looks like you have a girlfriend
who just showers you with compliments
you're both attracted to each other (but you both)
kinda think you can do better
she wants a timmy chalamet
drown your tears in chardonnay
you think she looks kinda gay
without makeup on her face
good grief
it's not an insult it's a
it's an observation, mister
have i got your attention, mister?
please listen to my message

settle

prod. me
ft. @t1gerstar

out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/empty-nesters-feat-tigerstar

thank u to tigerstar for hopping on this! u are the best :D

lyrics:
(me)
could you tell me
what it is that im missing
i been waiting by
so long for a mission
what's my problem
are you checkin my condition
tell me whats wrong with a little ambition

i been feeling washed up
whats the rush
i been fighting demons
and i never keep in touch
i been talking to my thoughts tryna think the right stuff
but its never not enough
life's always gettin tough

thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

so im watching where i step
and ill keep on pushin
and the secrets that i kept
now i know i really shouldnt
so ill take another breath
i was too focused on my footing
it took all that i had not to fall right into it

picture this im never sitting til i stop
kept my eyes on the clock
countin seconds til i caught
a glimpse of what im seeking i could never miss the top
if i never make it i can't bear to take the drop

(tigerstar)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
i took a little bit too much of what i really can take
getting too attached to the buzz i feel when im awake
its only when i sleep enough i can get up to make (something of myself)

you gotta be trying to turn around
you can't be so ready to be turned down
why are you wanting to rush things to happen now?
i don't really mind if they're making me wait

it's really not as serious as they make it out to be
closer to home than a different agency
know i can sound just a little too passionate

i wonder if i'll live up to all you expect from me
letting them down amplifies the pressure
but i won't let you down however you measure that

(me)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

empty nesters ft. tigerstar

prod by me

https://soundcloud.com/deadman

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6GvIvgLWiViZggmS2VLvmr?si=AH-7sMQDR2m_KyfuqNry2A

lyrics:

yonklolz:
i didn't know she was dangerous
playing both sides will get you nowhere and ruin my trust
i think we play these games enough
sick of all the times you've given up
im tired of this love

ones and zeros
love is evil
what do we know
running from the spotlight, i dont wanna be known
(x2)

deadman:
you went and tore my heart to pieces
who would've known you're so conceited?
only care 'bout yourself and nobody else
it's tragic, the way you are
said you wanted love, should've known what was up
when i looked you in your eyes
threw away all my trust, just for "one little fuck"
why am i even surprised
that you did that shit?
guess it's all my fault that i fed into your lies
know i played my part
i should just act smart and move on with my life
im so disgusted
you went and threw me away like i was nothing
sick to my stomach
feels like im stuck on the edge and about to plummet

yonklolz:
ones and zeros
love is evil
what do we know
running from the spotlight, i dont wanna be known
(x2)

dangerous (ft. deadman 死人)

cattles2cadillacs (kayohbeats x joe leytrick)

ily all ty 4 1k on don’t cry :))

produced by @johnkwondll

lyrics:

lost girl from a small town
headed southbound 
never goes out
unless she’s fighting for her life
ashtray on the dashboard 
gotta have more
never that sure
so she’s gotta hang tight

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

stay in till the sundown 
let myself doubt till i fall down
i don’t need u to call now
hold my breath i’m turning blue until i black out
i’m looking at you but you’ll never turn back now

and every time we tried it’s never really worked
i swear i try to hold it in it’s only getting worse
no, now i can’t turn back time 
you never thought twice, leave me on the curbside 

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

curbside (p. typhoon)

thanks so much jasmine <3 new ep December 16th. Love you all

maybe (p3tro + jauntsen)

it's just another day.
featuring @leytonmode
prod. deadyami
www.youtube.com/channel/UCYFn_EeoOs8ZgygQa7wcs9A
all songs made on this ep were done in two hours at twitch.tv/jauntsen

**part 1 of how i made these songs on yt now!!**
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKTtpBPHHZk

\\lyrics//
[verse] ~ @jauntsen 
i watched it all fall away 
but now i understand your pain
i wish that i could see you today

~ @leytonmode
i still see your face everytime i drive over the bridge now 
those days i stayed home and i missed out 
ill spit out all the words get a script down 
i cant tell if its in my head i gotta get out 

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
but i guess it's all we've got 
ain't got no other path
i still see your face
when i go close my eyes
now i think what i said was bad

@leytonmode
(and now im so sad) 
cause i hate sleeping all alone 
im so scared youre somewhere i dont know 
i cant find your address or postcode 
im so done with asking whered you go 

@jauntsen & @leytonmode 
and i won't ask where'd you go!!!

[verse 2] ~ @jauntsen & @leytonmode 
i cant fall asleep and i dont know the reason 
i show love cant seem to recieve it (cuz ur in my dreams!)
ill just stare at the ceiling (and i don't wanna keep the memories)

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
but i guess it's all we've got 
ain't got no other path
i still see your face
when i go close my eyes
now i think what i said was bad

@leytonmode
(and now im so sad) 
cause i hate sleeping all alone 
im so scared youre somewhere i dont know 
i cant find your address or postcode 
im so done with asking whered you go 

[outro] ~ @jauntsen & @leytonmode 
it will be alright
it will be okay
wake up its just another day
x 4 
it's just another day!!!

where'd you go? +leyton (deadyami)

prod me
finding my sound still
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6wBXoXurLcSSyg46pVJe5d?si=074c408517e1434f



lyrics
im tired of trying to breathe
when you come around
you're the reason why im hating how my music sounds
this will be the death of me so bury me into the ground
i hope it's just a feeling but it's
always and always

like a puppet you're controlling me
i hope i'm always 17 in your memories
you know that i'll never leave
i don't know what is wrong with me
i need some melatonin i can never fall asleep
always and always

they're all transparent to me
but i can never read your mind
just say that it's fine
i'm still wasting my time again
i wish you were sitting right by my side
it's been a while since we last spoke
i'll tell you about the things that you want me to say
i'm wasting days after days
you always blow me away
i'm so out of place and it's so hard to find you
can you hear my heartbeat when you're pulling me closer
all i can think of is your four-leaf clover
so many times when i thought it was over
i just need some closure
(your hair on my shoulders)
will i save myself oh please
you set this up for me
all that you do is just waste my dopamine
why do i hate november
i need your answer
you know i'll remember
always and always

like a puppet

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/5xqwwyq2pxFX40kWoqahfy?si=271c8486768a4197
prettiest girl at the party ft @imohwell
prod @revivedghost
mix master me

lyrics:
She gon take my heart certainly
If she wanted she could murder me
If she wanted she could take my heart apart cause she meant more to me
This an open house burglary 
Ur killing me third degree
If she wanted she could take my heart apart without the surgery

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

She's got dark long hair
And the prettiest eyes
I know we messed up once
This time we’ll make it right

I’ve tried
To be a better person now
Don't think that it's been working out

And she’ll be the death of me
I need u bad I been feeling empty
I take u out if u even let me
Could you be the one who mends me?

They told me don't meet ur heroes
But I look back at the time and I know I needed you
Come to find out that she knows
That I feel the same way
I don't know what to say
but I guess I’ll continue

And I know
And I know
You’ll go wasting all my time
Just trying to make you mine yeah

She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear
She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

shoutout twizzy cocoa

prettiest girl at the party

prettiest girl at the party ft oh well. (revivedghost)

(https://open.spotify.com/album/3XJPTSXpVzMBN5FgNUDFrn?si=jHdE2u3sR0e4FX_WN-vJUw)+ bonus song on spotify
prod: @breakwait
mixed/mastered: @breakwait
written: @breakwait
___________________________
lyrics:
stop it
asking me where time go
you got me stressing out i can't handle
i've been on my own, i've been rolling stones
i don't got no friends, i rock with my home
arrogant and pitiful but i know you can show me that,
i don't need a hand to hold i know that i can hold me down
the structure of my own head slowly corroding
the elements in my mind slowly eroding

eughh
yea do you feel it now

i tried, i thought i could take it
with a little effort and a bit of patience
i would storm the oasis, leaving dust behind
i'd give you the world and more only for you
ungrateful ass, always get it back
yeah, you always get it your way
i always get it my way

stop it, asking me where time go
the elements in my mind slowly eroding

does it matter at all?
about what i want
if everything shuts down
would i care at all
watch as the clock changes
as i grow into a man

grace w/4cf

Patrick O'Neill

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