prod me @neohnq

lacoste on my upper half
w my brother, my other half
look up count my lucky stars
walkin thru the mob gotta cover up my scars
sometimes i think that im foldin
all these drugs we indulge in
they take their toll
death knocks at my door
try 2 walk a mile but they wont fit ya
gotta look at the bigger picture
my bag filled w drugs not scripture
toss this shit in my drink idk what im in for
i cant recall the rest
but that might be for the best
cus i gotta get this off my chest

i know that im blessed but i feel so cursed
i try so hard just to make it worse
put my feelins ina bag throw it all in the dirt
cant hurt me if i hurt u first
dont give me ur comfort or ur words
all i need is me idc what u do
js dont blame me cus u live the way that u do

dont u blame me at all
wont even say that its ur fault
how u give up morals for money but u still broke
how u runnin ur mouth but then u choke
i cut my ties and burn the rope
look in my eyes its not no joke
thats why i rock-

blame me

way off w/eczotic (fozo)

liliya x owari - wont be the same (yandere)

Produced By @pyu & @otaku_u
join the dynasty server ^_^ discord.gg/n2E25Ztx3x
had to Cut u out 0.0

lyrics; 
when you walk away
you dont hear me say
please, oh baby, dont you go

u could Say u Hate me..
i'm Ur Biggest Inspiration
hope yk Im More than flattered
by ur Imitationn
i had 2- Cut Off a Lame
he was moving flagrant >_>
uh i cant save ya, 
cant Be Moving #Shameless

i Sing all These Songs
For my bros that couldnt make it T_T
had to do him bad
switch him Out n Then replace him
feel the BASS in my heart
u keep telling me ill make it ^.^
take the old swag
u could fake it till u Make it xd

no Lies uhh
scarlet eyes uhhh
try to win me Back
#NO; Not tonite Uhhh
ur heart Dont Run
i was Sippin Bloodd
let ur Guard Down :D
baby, i wiont Do u wrongg

i said by18 i'd be gone but im right here
had to do my big 1, 2025, its my year
say im too divine, new world, i see it so clear
hope u hear my voice & realize u got nothing to fear

u get in my way
i wont hit the breaks
i'd be crazy if i stopped now
everything been going great
everything been going good
i thought u understood
dont even try to stop me
now im seeing where u stood ;-;

Shameless (＃— ﹏ —) (Otaku & Meta)

myemodiary @prodjannah

meadow

u can blame me if it makes it better
baby i know u been fed up 
just know baby i dont blame u
hope u dont blame urself
i dont care abt what they do
i just need u to myself

can u tell me all ur secrets
i promise ill keep em
i promise im holdin on
pray that im the only one
fall into my arms girl
im right there
im not good at givin comfort
but ill try my best

before i never see ur eyes
for the last time

girl u know ill try
because its all i can do
i see ur face at night
for u i put aside my pride
just like every other time

i got the world on my shoulders
i pray that u dont
cuz w every little mistake
i can feel the earth quake

promise (friendly)

sorry for being gone all the time im really trying to get better

@prodfeature, @yashio20k <3

lyrics:

tell you everything man i wish u understood me
never take my word but u still say that u trust me?
break all of our contact i dont want you to love me
everyday i wake up and i realise that im lonely
(AaaAAAA)
you never cared about me anyways
tell me thats its all my fault, but theres no way that ill change :p
u cant pretend to be in love if u still dont like my face
and there is nothing we can do cuz in my head its not okay

why is everybody always tryna leave up on my sight
i thought i was telling the truth but guess im never fucking right
i try to keep u on a leash so you would make it thru the night
tried to show u something new but still my head is full of spite
i know i got a shitty past but im still trying to exist
and if u keep on talking down then ima put u on the list
i tried to show love in my words but always ends up into gifts
and when i try to talk about it then theres words u like to twist

and honestly im kinda getting sick and fucking tired
cuz i been putting so much effort but i still cant say im fine
i got a couple people telling me that i should rather die
if u keep pushing me again then i will fucking end my life
cuz everything u said to me has put me on the verge
and i cant say that its your fault cuz i dont want to see you hurt
theres so much in the way but its my heart thats getting burned
i really wish that i moved on but theres like no one in this world

and i dont wanna second guess all of the things i do
i thought i was the only one well guess im number two
your stuck inside my head like your some fucking sort of glue
and if i had a chance there is so much i would redo

but i cannot get away x8 <3

i can't get away (feature, yashio)

enjoy <3

lyrics: 

@1drms
crystal clear
and i see through all their faces
yea whats wrong w me
i cant ever win those races
yea that molly got me tweakin
cant erase it
and they keep on steady lookin at my face yea

i always win yea
bitch yea u cant fight back
#goc up on my shirt yea we up next
all these bitches want a feat
they cant cop that
broke ass bitches in dms
i cant stand that

@ssayou
Icy pistol on my hip, new Mercedes.
Ion rlly wanna talk but u make me
Poppin opioids like im 80
How inside ur mind would protray me
Why you always lookin to betray me 
Having ppl thinkin that im crazy

crystal clear +sayou (suzu)

happy birthday to me @dinosaur @afterstoryx

baby whats the meaning
break me into pieces 
hanging from the ceiling 
cant describe the feeling

felt this way for so long
knife to skin im peeling
girl u made me so strong
its my heart thats bleeding

when it feels like nothings left
rip my heartstrings out my chest
girl u bring me to my death
ur the one thing i have left

and ill be the thunder
rain on your body 
come pull me underrrr

swear thers nothing to cover
link one another
one for eachotherrr

rain && thunder @dinosaur

Hey guys! Sorry for not releasing music for the past two months. 💔 I just started college and it’s been keeping me busy, but we're back now!!! This instrumental is about saying goodbye to my childhood years, kind of like the theme of my EP "A New Age". On the 16th of this month, I will be turning 18, which means I am officially starting adulthood & im excited for the journey ahead!!! (More music is on the way, so stay tuned!!!!!) 🙏🏾‼️🔥

⚠️Disclaimer⚠️
This instrumental and/or track is my original creation and is considered my song. Unauthorized sampling, remixing, or vocal performances over this instrumental are strictly prohibited. Please respect the work and reach out if you want to collaborate or get clearance.