bedroom sad electronic self-help hyper upper/downer rock pop

Ecosystem

https://spiritofariel.com

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

don't fret if it wasn't the world we thought it would be
don't panic if you think it's the end
we're gonna make it out taking effort one day at a time
it's gonna be ours in a matter of time
i've been dreaming dreaming dreaming

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

11.16.22

Buy/Support

Dream Analysis

https://spiritofariel.com

you are, you are 
the world to who you’re in front of
don’t you know?
my god, my god
he’s a star, he’s a star
kiss me
and show me everything that’s yours
i can’t even imagine life without you
and if you want me back im yours
take it in my skin
and wrap me up in clovers
you are, you are
the best of me 
the best of me
the best of me
the best of me
best of me
best of me

11.19.22

Best Of Me

https://spiritofariel.com

sitting in the country
grinding on my teeth
if hating is so ugly
then why you seek relief?
your lover's gon be angry
if i don't get my piece
so hold up while you're handy
and smile with your teeth

i'm into you baby
we could do it if we try
we could do it all night
and it's on my mind:
did i fuck up this time
taking up all of my time with this denial?

oh my god im so sorry the devil made me do it 
invocate the dark in me
and show me how to use it
through this second death i wake a vessel of the druid
take this cross up from my gaze
i'm wrought for absolution

i can't hear you
i started to want to change
i can't hear you
i let the seraphim slip away!

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-
(x2)

i can't hear you
i started to want to change
i can't hear you
i let the seraphim slip away!

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-
(x2)

one hundred percent you're on my mind
take your percent, not worth my time
take my day just like my life
(my life, like my life)
play pretend by my side
dig your nails in my sides
be your friend, your only friend that won't comprimise

if you tell me 'i want the truth'
you'll say that you love me and talk too cute
i'm one with your presence, i'm one with my youth
i'll settle my end just to talk to you

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-

imma let it be; imma grind my teeth
i'm a mango tree in a quantum field
i might oscillate; i might drop my gaze
i might be displaced; i am spinning plays

hahaha

//thank you christian for helping me with this one @collidingwithmars

2.6.23

Ecosystem (w/ cwm)

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i still remember when we met 
i saw your silhouette
falling down the steps
wrapped up in a dress
mine was kinda see through
and yours was too
i wonder what you'd say to me if i walked to you

it isn't funny how we met
took an online personality test
i still remember what it said
'you're needing a reality check'
i thought that you could save me
i thought that you would care
i was desperate for affection and i saw you over there
say you need me
say id be right there
and i was much as you wanna talk to me daily i don't care

save it for the rest
i don't really care to talk about your boyfriend you had when you were 19
treat me like a lesson
don't write it off as something that it wasn't, you were broken bout it
yea you were

take my shirt off
and break my knees
you know everything
(tell me everything you know about me)
so what am I to you?
i wouldn't lie to you
what am I to you?

i can tell the truth
if you want me to
i wish i hadn't gone through hell and back to be with you
i almost ran with you
but you can't tell me to
i'm a freer man than i would be as a girl with you

12.9.22

Best Of Me

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