Put this song on and forgot how fire it was. Legit got chills, thank you for making music.

this song is a banger! this part is the best

The Upload

swim8/15/20

umm hi i’m abbot
i know that u wanted glaive but i cant help it
found this on my for you page and couldn’t stop rapping
i hope u don’t mind that im giving this a shot

so hi aldrich or oldrick or um wait
how do you say it?
i think im finna jugg dis beat nah man i’m just playin
yellow bangs all on me like im half a super saiyan

i met a girl, not astrid
i don’t know what happened
honestly i think she’ll put my feelings in a casket
afraid she’ll hurt my feelings like the last did
i think i’ll take a chance because i really like her accent

we listen to songs from the radio
not from now but more seven years ago
it honestly reminds me of times when we were really young
and never gave a fuck but somehow life took it from us

hi im abbot (prod. aldrch)demo

stevenson.wav

Ryan Leahan's album "spark!" [includes 3 bonus demos]

Darko Demo

lil bit of much needed therapy

i can't stand myself anymore
i'd end it all if i could
but that's too selfish, of course
so i
cut you off, hurt your feelings and force
you out my life, close the door
crush every hope i could hold onto
sharp knife
remove and cut ties
chamber round
one shot, a deadeye

clawin out the brush in my brain
driftwood in my veins
weeds in my lungs
dandelion in my stomach
feelin clean for today
lotta work little pay 
daisies pushin through my teeth
dead leaves under feet
i'm a waster 
i feel like i'm always
dyin by nature
it's a problem i can't fix
that i enable
no you cannot help
you not my savior
that's off the table
i hate reflections
i just wanna disappear
you hate these sentences
how you think that i feel

deadeye (p. michael harrison + ayoley beats)

4cf - Jade (Kari Remix)

i love you @karimusicc happy birthday bestie :))) thank u for not deciding which song u wanted to remix and judt doing the whole thing lmao <3

can i ask u some more questions? (KARI Remix)

see it to believe it. 🦉

Prod. Bond. x Dez Forman @dezforman
Master by: _st1cks @st1cksyea
Art by: @soutjay

See It To Believe It

prod. denver twin @denvertwin
feat @cyberspit

Get Over It (feat. REY GWEN)

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah
This poison got me
Can't breathe, can't think
Listen
Thoughts like bullets ricochetin' through my skull cavity
Attack my sanity, wrapped in this tragedy
Every second you invade like the feds at dawn
Grip tightens on my chest 'til my breath is gone
I see your face in every window, every crack in the pavement
Enslaved and chained to this basement
Of my mind where the violence breeds
Silent screams, you planted these venomous seeds
Used to pray to God for peace, now I'm prayin' for war
With myself, can't tell what I'm fightenin' for
You're the drug runnin' through my bloodstream
Touch turned to infection, perfect deception
This obsession got me losin' my reflection

Venom in my veins, can't escape the pain
You poison everything, drive me insane
Can't break these chains, losing this game
Venom in my veins, burning like flames

Mama said "Baby, let her go, she killin' you slow"
But this addiction got control of everything I know
Like a parasite feedin' on what's left inside
My pride died the moment that I let you slide
Into my consciousness, now it's monstrous
How you haunt this broken man, I can't be honest
Doctor said my heart rate spike when I speak your name
Diseased and weakened by this shame
I'm at war with my own thoughts, battlefield bloody
Every memory another casualty, trust me
This fixation like a prison sentence
No repentance, just these relentless
Thoughts that sentence me to death row slow
You the sickness and the symptom both
Sworn oath to break free but I'm too far gone
Dead man walkin' 'til my final dawn

Venom in my veins, can't escape the pain
You poison everything, drive me insane
Can't break these chains, losing this game
Venom in my veins, burning like flames

They don't understand this agony
How you crawled inside and ravaged me
Left me empty, barely breathin'
Zombie walkin' through the evening
[Can't shake you, can't break through]
[This fever dream consuming]

I confess to the mirror but it don't talk back
Mind under attack, soul faded to black
Your toxin spreadin' through my system daily
Decayin' slowly, this hell you made me
Face the truth—I'm addicted to the torture
To the way you twist the knife a little closer
Supposed to be the prophet speakin' for my people
Now I'm feeble, poisoned by this evil
That I welcomed in like family at Thanksgiving
Now I'm barely living, just survivin' through the wreckage
You're the weapon that I turned upon myself
Mental prison cell, personal hell
But I'ma fight until my final breath expires
Even if this fire burns me down to ashes
Let this be my testimony
How obsession turned me lonely
How your venom killed me slowly

[Outro]
Venom in my veins
Venom in my veins
Can't wash away the stains
This poison remains
Yeah

venom in my veins-mastered.wav

After Class Club (FULL EP)

lavender

City Lights w/ gravehours

outside the family dollar

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I Don't Like Me

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City Lights w/ gravehours

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