the affects and "i"

lew manifest

flux

Light out July 30th
produced by:
Ryan Leahan , Nebita , underscores , sero , Stephanie Chu
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Lyrics:
I felt you looking at me last night
For about a hundredth time
Baby, tell me why
I feed the reasons that destroy my life
You got a golden soul
I need it
You wanna go
All night
I see the light
I know it's really hard
But it's been on my mind
My mind
You felt me looking for you last night
From about a thousand miles
Can you travel time?
I seek release
I bleed eternal light
For life forevermore
I need it
You wanna go
You wanna go
I need to go go go
All night all night
Baby when we go go go
All night all night
I need it
Go go go
All night all night
Baby when we go go go
All night all night
I need it
I need it
I'm psychotic
But you love me all the same
Supersonic
How it's calling out my name
So we'll kiss under flashing lights
Hell and heaven will collide
Hades tried to tempt me
But I dance in divines
And it feels like we are aligning
With the tempo and the time
Seasons come and go
But babe eternity is mine
Tell me when we go go go
All night night
We'll see the light
Light
Because it feels like I'm destined for something
That'll never die die
Sometimes I think bout the curse I've started
It's got me twisted and turnt
Yet feeling so good
Some people say that I'm broken-hearted
Last night I swore I was pure
I need to
Go go go
All night all night
Baby when we go go go
All night all night
I need to
Go go go
All night all night
Baby when we go go go
All night all night
I need it
You wanna go
You need it
Baby when we
I need it
Baby when we go
I need it

Light

I can see again
The black spots in my eyes are wide open
And they are wandering, wandering around the room
I drove through the rain
Fourteen hours in isolation just to be home again
And it was all the same
All the same, anyway
Nothing lost, nothing gained
It was all the same

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

I can breathe
Through the anger in my chest that has latched to me
My lover, you are not to blame
Not to blame for anything
I can feel again
The cold touch from a window blows like a javelin
And if it's new to me
Is it all the same, all the samе to you?
Some lies, some truths
Is it all thе same, all the same anyway?
Nothing lost, nothing gained
Is it all the same, all the same anyway?
I am drawn to you, but you were drawn away

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

Drawn Away

for the glory of God - the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit ✝️

oh
everything for
all of this is worth it, for His sake, for His sake

oh
everything for

when i was lost, He would pick me up like no one else would do, nobody else
cus He was with me with everything i went through
given the choice, heaven or hell, what would you choose
hell's been defeated by Jesus, so let me tell you the good news

give Him glory and all the worship
everyday, not just Sunday service
cus i've been saved but i don't deserve it
Jesus gave me purpose
all of this is worth it, for His sake, for His sake

oh
everything for
all of this is worth it, for His sake, for His sake

oh
everything for

given over to the spirit,
i've been saved by faith and
grace alone, i'm sinking into peace
in Heaven

Better repent and turn to God if you haven't

He'll leave the 99 for the 1
Loved us so, gave His only Son
God is merciful, and He's just
There's none righteous, not even one
Except for Jesus Christ.

for His sake

you gave away all my secrets and I carried away what I regret
can I try to see all the light inside you? I’m trying to see all the light
I know that you’re proud of your features and I cower away as a teacher
and my substance abuse while I’m losing my youth, you do everything i couldn’t do
I was watching from the bleachers, yelling angrier than preachers
ripping up your t-shirt, I kinda liked that t-shirt

so who am I to you?
yea who am I to you?

tell me do you wanna meet her? the girl runnin in the sneakers
does she know that you can see her? i bet ya feel like a creeper
baby now you’re on the big stage!! keepin’ up with what the kids say
I never ever see your hips sway… you should really let your hips sway
so tell me

who am I to you?
who am I to you?
I said who am I to you?
yea who am I to you?

will you pay me any mind?
will you give me a reply?
does it work with your schedule?
does it work with your vision?

yea who am I to you?
who am I to you?
tell me who am I to you?
yea who am I to you?
go go go go!

3.17.25

Creeper

for kt

(cuz i dont know, i guess, yeah, we really didn't get the chance to talk at all)

how you feelin, i know we haven't spoke since then
you have your reasons to why you wanna stay away
feels like steel spikes keep driving me right down
gotta mind my business, it's killing me now

ooo
now i can only speak to you like this
in a song 
and i'm sorry because i'm in the wrong

i'm wrong in all the things that i did
pain in time with what you had spent
now i know that i don't deserve you

50 feet away from our lives,
trying not to see eye to eye
it's hard to stay away but i'll learn to

still miss you, i still miss everything

ooo
now i can only speak to you like this, in a song 
and i'm sorry because i'm in the wrong

still wanna fix your hair
when it's all in your face
still wanna tie your shoes
when your hands are full, babe 
wanna sit side by side, 
watching just what we find

still wanna fix your hair
when it's all over your face
still wanna tie your shoes
when your hands are full, oh babe
still wanna sit just side to side, 
watching just whatever we find
laying down with shooting stars
making our wishes all the night

steel spikes

this is how it feels to be me right now despite this being old as fuck

demo demo demo demo demo

dear god that doesn't exist but inside of me and you and we give us the strength and patience and time and energy and health to communicate the things in our heads effectively enough to let them settle into the concrete

white space

Needing Me (Prod. Basiljet) remastered

No more weight from all the violence

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