scrapped album intro track - felt necessary to release something while music remains difficult for me. working on reboot + new visual/musical direction

i'll put it on plats if you all enjoy it that much

guitar by soundcloud.com/maae-ko

is it my fault
that i feel like i'm the center of gravity
feel like everyone else has it out for me
that all my problems will resolve themselves naturally
the moment is magically
erased like its alchemy

why does everyone else seem afraid of me
have i always been some kind of enemy
am i afraid to be wrong or just scared to belong or do i want everyone else gone

crickets [jan 2023]

delusion3_chapter367

xfiaer_chapter411

janey E - mythical reel pull _heart_eyes_emoji_

disappear

New Hope, Chapter XX - hold It
Recorded 6.12.24

I need to say my needs, I couldn't hold It
doesn't even like something you would get, doesn't even like something you would get
doesn't even like something you would get, doesn't even like something you would get

I never knew why, I never knew why, I never knew why
baby, it seems like you don't have to try
I never knew why
seems like you don't have to try
I never knew why
baby, yeah it seems like you don't have to try
I never knew why, I never knew why, I never knew why, why
I never knew why
I never knew why, never knew why
yeah, I never knew why, never knew why
yeah it seems like you never have to try
I never knew why, no I never knew why
never knew why, seems like you don't have to try
oh,
never knew why, never knew why
oh I never seem to forget you

no I never seem to forget you
seems so grey without you babe
why does it seem so grey with you babe (no I never seem to forget you)
no I never seem to forget you (I need to say for what it was)
I need to say, I couldn't hold It
I need to say "I won't forget you"

New Hope

hold It

New Hope, Chapter VII - honest
Recorded 2.1.24

oh, don't let em take my breath away again
oh, I'll live forever if I could, if I could
death only matters anyway 
if you have someone to share it with
promise I won't put you on a pedestal
I'll only love you forever
and the sun's getting hotter, oh
but my hope's getting bright
one day we'll have a baby, my love 
one day we'll have a baby
in each other's arms, I love you still
oh, I could look at those brown eyes forever, and see you still

only I know how to love forever
if I could love you still
and only my friends could catch a glipse of the spark
only from the start
read your funny books
and tell me everything inside them
read your funny books
and tell me fuckin' everything

i know the music ain't perfect yet anyway
what the fuck does that even mean?
i'm recording into a focusrite
to tell you i'll love forever

baby I had a dream that you and I were in a library

-st

hmm? (do it anyways)

honest

New Hope, Chapter XII - guilt
Recorded 3.14.24

guilt, nah nah nah nah no (no)
guilt, nah nah nah nah no
guilt, nah nah nah nah no (no)
guilt, nah nah nah nah no

guilt

New Hope, Chapter X - Just go
Recorded 2.24.24

lyrics unavailable for transcription

Just go

Moon

image, words and sounds and composition: copyright jo richter

das also tragen wir mit uns herum
ausgediente vortagsideen
modifizierbar, wenn um
uns passungsfugen klaffen

noch einmal kind sein: mit ungelenkem sinn
und ungelenkten sinnen den urwald spür'n
der altes eisen überwuchert! wohin
geht der, den keine altatlanten führ'n?

interlinear translation: subjectively understandable yet objectively faulty reason to reincarnate // that, therefore, is what we carry / yesterday's used-up notions / that can be modified when / the modules and tiles stop fitting around us // to be a child, once again: with unwieldy mind / and unguided senses to feel the jungle / overgrowing rusted rebar! where do they go / who are not guided by outdated maps in fraying bindings?

subjektiv verständlicher doch objektiv fehlerhafter grund zu reinkarnieren

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guilt

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