COVER: @indubivalmente

hey guys, ENJOY!!!!!! :D 

i worked really hard on this one and i hope it shows!!!!!!!!!! if u like it make sure to drop a million likes and reposts!!!!!!! 

original demo: https://soundcloud.com/jumpupsupplier/bandoum-1

love, bandoum

started: jan. 2024
finished nov. 2, 2024

rush

rush [26]

"one sorry muse" by Alaska Sargent
A standalone single, separate from any larger body of work.

Stream the single: http://alaska.stream/osm

p. Alaska Sargent
w. Alaska Sargent
art. Alaska Sargent
First five seconds of recording/composition are courtesy of cnri

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Cover alt text:
A blurry picture of Alaska Sargent looking directly into the camera via window reflection on a public transit bus.

Lyrics:
Synapsion 
I can't compete
Apologize
Between you and me

Ancient figures
Poets of which destruction has fed
I think I'll lay back down
And rest my head

Composure
Unrequitee
Oh, doctor
Hold the remedy

Deities
The power which I hold inside my hands
And yet all I wished for
Was one more chance

Bitter soil
Au revoir
Get your act together
Pick the pieces up
And maybe if we try again
You'll love me better this time
You'll love me better this time
You'll love me better this time

Cut the cord
Untie myself
And fall into your hue
To live once more
As I'm one sorry muse

I'm one sorry muse
I'm one sorry muse

© 2025 Cosmic Dysphoria, under exclusive license from Alaska Sargent

Recorded in the United Disgrace of America
All rights reserved

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one sorry muse

Music video: https://youtu.be/IvLzZ0YDO-g
LYRICS:
And I think that its pretty
watch and learn
put my hand on the trigger
pull it and earn
what I wanted it back
think I learned
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
wouldn't know what to do but
talk her down
i think i wasted all i am now
I guess that its all my fault i tried
to shoot her
shoot her
shoot her
DOWN ! x24
shoulda called but i know you'll recognize
i got a lot to much that been on my mind I tried it
i know that you can tell me your alright
cause i been wasting all this time to think that im alive
and i don't care
left me outside of the comedown
when no ones ever even there
i know im not gonna feel how
how i am when im spilling all of this shit
i think its finally gon be how
i want to tell you who i am
but now im getting a way out
how i am when im spilling all of this shit?

and i think that its pretty
watch and learn
put my hand on the trigger
pull it and earn
what i wanted it back but
think iv learned
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
it gets so loud
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
just dont know how
cut me now
cut me now
i don't wanna figure this out
could be dead could be now!

CUT THE CHORD

New Hope, Chapter VI - Hush

Date of recording (1.9.24)

New Hope

Hush

raven

flint and steel_chapter483

prod. swazy* 
vocals and beat edits by button

oh, how i wish you would call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, you notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can-

call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate

(//tbh i know it's not best for me\\)
maybe it's for the best that it's not best for me-

call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can-

call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate

\//I //L//O//V//E//Y//O//U\\/

(call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories)

tlk2ul8ly

tlk2ul8ly (produced by swazy*)

I DID THIS FOR US

O//TXT_004 – Falling Into Forever

We deceive ourselves into believing that time belongs to us.
That immortality hides within our brightest days.
Every happy moment feels eternal.
Every embrace leaves an imprint destined to last forever.

But life slips away in silence.
And what remains are echoes.
Fragments suspended in an ocean of memory.
Faces, voices, laughter…
fade into the distance,
yet never cease to exist.

This is true eternity.
Not in the body.
Not in time.
But in the memories that keep on living.
Even when they become nothing but delicate shadows
whispering in our dreams.

And as we fall slowly into infinity,
with our hearts wrapped in the sweet illusion of never fading,
one question remains.

If our memories last forever,
who will keep them when we are gone?

To all who never stop dreaming,
remembering,
and believing in the invisible hope of eternity…
you are the reason echoes never fade.

Falling Into Forever

PlagueDoll - Drain ( ultra slowed )

homegrown in pennsylvania
member/cofounder @anythingcouldbehere

Hush

patchymate