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April 2024

Neighborhood Wide Web week 2

hyperpop

Your favorite sidekick (feat. 8485)

saoirse dream, Glitch Gum, & daywaiter - still like you

JEDWILL, RIA CHUELO, BILLSBURYJOEBOI - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr
@itstooscar
@dylazy
@trndytrndy

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr

stream / download

undermyskin

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like just falling asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy
its not easy

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like fucking fall asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy

when nobody's watching i
just stay in my head all night

it's 3am
i gotta wake up again
i gotta fake it pretend
like i'm not still asleep
i'm not falling apart
no jumprope in my heart
my body's gonna give out
on me

i know it's bad for me
this make believe
what's truth for you
are lies for me
so i just want autonomy
and i have to be patient

she'd wake up at
a reasonable hour
maybe take a shower
if i could allow her
she'd make herself a meal
and it tastes fine
spent a minute online
make it to work at 9

but she's probably busy
staring at the ceiling
probably isn't feeling
busy doing nothing
she could be productive
maybe even happy
spending time with her friends
smiling and laughing

it's easier said than done
it's easier said than done

how do i block it out in a way
that's more selfish than this?
i don't think such a method exists

i turned to recluse
and self-diffusion
to solve for answers
with synthetic solutions
and swim down
to lows beneath
all the places
that the light couldn't reach

if you
break through
somehow you reach me
get rid of these leeches
eating love for food
leaving selfish isolationist attitude

i want you around me
so badly, so badly
you're chosen family
you kill the bad things
i don't know what to say

all good people are asleep (feat. saoirse dream)

I couldn't do it by myself
If I wanted to
Don't feel a rhythm when
They say "Bee, I love you"
And I wish I could
Show you inside

She said
"I hope you use this time
To find closure
And you can't let
Your inhibitions take over"
So I turned to myself and sighed

There's a color here
I've never seen before
And if you listen close
You can hear it in your heart

I heard your call
As you move
Dancing to the beat
Of the Earth and you
And if you fall
As you do
I won't be the one
To nurture you

I never got to savor this
But I won't let that hold me back

I know there's resolution
Hidden here somewhere
But I can't find it
So I'm just going nowhere
And I
Just want to be alright

There's a color here
I've never seen before
And if you listen close
You can hear it in your heart

I heard your call
As you move
Dancing to the beat
Of the Earth and you
And if you fall
As you do
I won't be the one
To nurture you

I never got to savor this
But I won't let that hold me back
I never got to savor this

(I heard your call)
(I heard your call)

(I heard your call)
(I heard your call)

sway

foreverial

99jakes - GO-LUCKY

Lethal

wonderful! ft. vai5000 (SÍODA remix)

freaks

scunder

My heart's an 808. It beats for your love, producing such a deep and soothing sound changing the perspective of our future. 

My heart produces all kinds of sounds. Some are softer than others. But when I think about you, it contorts the sound and makes it into something I’ve never heard before. 

Maybe that’s the beauty of it all. Connecting music with how you feel and expressing your experiences with sound waves that bring us closer together. 

Maybe that’s why. 
                                                                                         - Taylen

itibteia,sydney .edyn

Creatures In Heaven

Creatures in Heaven

Karma

Stream 'Hiding': https://helixrecords.ffm.to/twofriendshiding

STREAM

Two Friends ft. Arizona Zervas - Hiding

Cause of You

Espresso

https://spiritofariel.com

i can't be caught saying this with my boys in the room
but im never gonna let you go
a stupid thought's all it takes to devoid what you do
no im never gonna let you go
my love ain't the evil, i'd share my world between us
you're scared to lose that shit but i'm not
i'm yours don't you see that the space between us is killing me
i won't lose sight of my worth

full album may 21st

I won't lose sight of my worth

prod sydney runner + zayok‎

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I won't lose sight of my worth

patchymate