didnt have this liked on soundcloud, fake fan :/ this is crazy tho been bumping this album

catchin fire in the middle of ocean
sum nights yea I really wish you’d notice
leave my body on ice it’s alright, know u always cut me open
left 4 dead know a motherfucker homesick
pessimist always waitin for the worlds end
drunk as fuck know I think I’m boutta hurl man
I be thinkin way 2 much take a couple see the world end

Bitch I’m in the cut with my boys on some fuck shit
Tol her run it up so much in my system I can’t function
foot up 2 ur neck hold ur breath I’m boutta stomp shit
vans all bloody got me nauseous
I just want a check blowin bands on a pop bitch
odst muthrfucker ima drop ship
lil boy a grunt confetti blowin when my shots hit x2

all things burn tryna set that shit alight,
yeah my head still hurts but i'm still gon fight it
ahhh you're the worst but i don't mind it
take the tape out, burn it don't rewind it
you said, if i want it i could find it
i'm  dead, and no care can be provided
i'll fucking burn it all down yeah i don't like it
and all i need is a match to light it
wrong place wrong time
going insane losing my mind
i'm not fine
love me don't try lyin
i don't mind, i guess i could live this lie,
everything we built expired
and everyday i get more tired

ember w/ rouri404, raegun (prod. piscesfry, Plxce)

Arson Ft Dylan Longworth (Bond. x Soutjay)

a reflection on my past self :)

st jimmy: https://soundcloud.com/jimmydagum
bitwhale.: https://soundcloud.com/prodbitwhale

excuses ft. st jimmy (prod. bitwhale)

4 / 10

https://open.spotify.com/track/3QU7aMTXzMxBo5OTbEaUVM?si=2cce7e70b2384c28

dedicated to my cat gerald, made w/ https://soundcloud.com/dead4cf, prod me :^)
album soon

inspired by the goats https://soundcloud.com/kurtains and https://soundcloud.com/heavenindaclouds

gerald's song w/ 4cf

cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

spotify

don't test me!

Gotta get away take a cheap vacation
Gotta take things in moderation
Tryna stay away from temptation
I don't think I have the dedication

Yeah I smoke a little weed just to calm me down
Then I soak in caffiene just to clean me up
Yeah I'm running out the house got to hurry up
Takes a little dopamine just to get me up
Yeah I might just be a fien I can't get enough
Yeah since sixteen I've been wired up
Keep my morning routine 'til I belly up
Takes a little dopamine just to get me up

Take away my stimulus and send me to hysteria
Got a handful of plugs yeah all across America
I'm a hound yeah I get things found in my area
If it all falls through then I'm calling up Erica
To fake love and daydream
Feels like everyday I surrounded by screens
No trick cards I'm still reaching up my sleeves
Moments I escape can't permanently leave
The little things better than they seem
Using up too much yeah I'm running out of steam
Choosing trick or treat makes a scary halloween
Take a fifteen just to get some nicotine

Gotta get away take a cheap vacation
Gotta take things in moderation
Tryna stay away from temptation
I don't think I have the dedication

Yeah I smoke a little weed just to calm me down
Then I soak in caffiene just to clean me up
Yeah I'm running out the house got to hurry up
Takes a little dopamine just to get me up
Yeah I might just be a fien I can't get enough
Yeah since sixteen I've been wired up
Keep my morning routine 'til I belly up
Takes a little dopamine just to get me up

dopamine (nielyoung)

stop it*

nvm.
prod me @assperrr & @claudesdiary
additional bg vox from @claudesdiary

inspos for song:
jane remover - search party
sewerperson - the harvest

[lyrics]

*intro*
last year was the start of the end
i couldn't be here without you
but the path split again
i've got so much to value
and more time to spend
but i've been treated like shit
how could you call me your friend?

*verse*
cuz I’ve been down bad
with a fake friend
I don’t have much to say when
I’ve been waiting
for you to get it
I’ve been here for so long
to just forget it
I said no 100 times
you couldn’t accept it
I’ve been way to scared to
read the message
the last one sent
makes you look obsessive
but ur the main character
want me by your side
and break my barriers
the more we talk it gets scarier
thought u were my friend
u felt superior
put yourself first not a thought here
if it doesn't work then its not fair
and u wanna say that I don't care
but I'm your longest friend who never got scared
pick the phone up shit is still the same
here's the dial tone shit will never change

*bridge*

cuz i haven't felt this in a while
it's time to go switch up my style
I never could buy I'm on trial shit
I'm blocking the number like

*hook*
go!
they hit me back and all i said was
nvm
nvm
nvm
nvm
where did you
go! x4

*outro*
cuz I can't deal with all this back and forth
I can't commit to what ur asking for
I've tried to mend this more than once before
don't hit me up I went and locked the doors

you liked to make me your main focus
to manipulate me till I'm hopeless
you make me like shit like did you notice?
you didn't notice
you'll never notice.

spotify !

nvm. (jauntsen x asperr x claude)

crash
i might pull up in my Ford Fiesta leaking hella racks
finna double tap that target on his head and do the dash
keep the wumpa in my pocket when I need it let it bang
put a hex up on a hater if he happy make him mad

and I don’t really give a single fuck ab ur rolls royce
all these selfish nuerotypicals I’m gonna destroy
teleport behind u nothing personal just enjoy
liquidate ur assets now I’m rich af like elroy

alright, oh cool, that’s great
I was fucking homeless while u were out being fake
my accolades are platinum and yours are made of clay
conjure elemental weaponry from frozen flames

the shareholders at Citibank are dancing in the dark
financing coal terminals in bangladesh for what
fossil fuels are eating at our atmosphere today
JP Morgan Chase won’t have it any other way

crash bandicoot: the wrath of cortex (p. ty + dakota)

prod. + written by thms.
---------------------------------
If I decide my fate
Then where do I go from here
(Cause I don't know)

The things you wouldn't believe
I've seen them they're all right here

You hide your tail 
And turn to leave 
Like you always do

Trust me I don't know what you're thinking 
so read between these lines yeah im not faking

and you'll find what I mean
Yeah you'll find you're in between
And I just wanna be here for you

Step in my shoes
Feel how I feel and tell me
What to do and choose

You simply know best
That's what you tell the rest
Now we're fucking like it never really mattered in the end

If I decide my fate
(The fuck should I choose to please you?)

Then where do I go from here
(Cause I don't know)

The things you wouldn't believe
I've seen them they're all right here
(I've seen them, I dont know how you're right here!~)

You hide your tail 
And turn to leave 
Like you always do

pastels

prod jang0

Time, the only obstacle that stands between you and I
Baby, if I lost you I'd regret that my whole life

Cause when the night is getting cold
And the motions start to slow
I would think of you the same way that you couldn't think of me
And I'm always running back
All the things that made you laugh
Would you think of me this time

Think of me how I think of you
You know I've always wanted you to...

dopamine (nielyoung)

L A C E (@whereislace)

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