It's great to hear from you, and what a beautiful song!

this sounds stellar , its been a while since your last recording

Changing the vibe in the room, great to hear you Pat.....

Beautiful recording, Pat! Really enjoyed the listen!

Dear friends, we have seen many videos from Gaza, but I have never seen a flower there. Nor any green trees - only ruins!

Where do the Flowers Bloom

They sent their kids to the place where they
have heard is help
but they did not realise the danger
for the kids when they seek for
something to eat because hell is here
They have to run through the streets
between volleys of fires from soldiers guns
But where can we see them bloom, the flowers in our world

In other parts of the world we see
healthy children play 
under green trees with birds who are singing
for all kids who are stopping to
listen to their song since they live where they
take peace for granted when they are out on the 
streets also when the night has come
But where can we see them bloom, the flowers in our world

The nature gives so much life to all
of us who live
on this planet whereever we may be
it’s also for the people who are un-
lucky to be in the middle of disgusting hell
but they will raise and show everybody 
that the peoples wish is powerfull 
But where can we see them bloom, the flowers in our world

Lyrics in Swedish

Var slår blommorna ut

De skickade sina barn till den plats där de
har hört talas om hjälp
men de insåg inte faran
för barnen när de letar efter
något att äta eftersom helvetet är här
De måste springa genom gatorna
mellan eldsalvor från soldaters vapen
men var kan vi se dom slå ut, blommorna i vår värld


I andra delar av världen ser vi
friska barn leka
under gröna träd med fåglar som sjunger
för alla barn som stannar upp för att
lyssna på deras sång eftersom de bor där de
tar fred för given när de är ute på
gatorna även när natten har kommit
men var kan vi se dom slå ut, blommorna i vår värld


Naturen ger så mycket liv till alla
oss som lever
på denna planet var vi än må vara
det är också för de människor som har
otur att befinna sig mitt i det vidriga helvetet
men de kommer att resa sig och visa alla
att folkets önskan är kraftfull
men var kan vi se dom slå ut, blommorna i vår värld

Where do the Flowers Bloom - 2025-08-13 18.02

Lose Controle is a playful pop song about all the awkward, clumsy things that happen when you’re in love. With a pop beat and funny lyrics, it captures tripping over words, nervous smiles, and silly mistakes, turning them into a charming celebration of love’s messy, unpredictable, and wonderfully human side.

Lose controle


I must be livin' a dream
'Cause I would have left by now if it were real
But it's not
It's not
It's not
It's so hard to see through
With all of these things that I never do
But I still apologize for

Oh
You got me on my knees again
(Again, again, again, again)
Said you wanna be with me till the end
(Till the end, till the end, till the end)
But you never give me any time
Time
Time
Time

Apologizing for shit that I didn't do
Stayed because I thought it was love
But you know it isn't true
You should know that I'm not fine
You're killing me inside
I'm dying to be alive
(To be alive)

And I thought that you would be mine
But it was just toxic
You know I can't stop it
It's not
It's not
It's not
And I thought that you would be mine
But it was just toxic
You know I can't stop it
It's not
It's not
It's not

And I know
I know
I know
It was never love
It was never love
You and I
It was never love
It was never love
But I stayed for the feeling
It's like I'm dying to be alive

Why do you think I don't try?
And why do you think I don't care?
Why do you always get mad at me
When I tell you it isn't fair?
You get so insecure when I'm happy
Or you think that I'm lyin'
And I feel like I'm walkin' on eggshells
And I have to keep tryin'

You don't like me for me
You just like to fight
I'm sorry for whatever it is I did
That I didn't do

Why do you think that I stayed?
Why do you think that I tried?
You don't understand how it feels
To be dying to be alive
Dying to be alive

And stayed 'cause I thought it's love
And the feeling's gone
But I don't care anymore
No
I don't care anymore
No
I don't care anymore
No
I don't care anymore
'Cause I know that you know
That I am dyin' to be alive
And I know that you know
That I am dyin' to be alive
And I know that you know
That I am dyin' to be alive
Dyin'

Dying To Be Alive

This is a new recording of a song I wrote many years ago. The lyrics is about a  genie who had slipped out of the bottle into the dreams of a sleeping girl. 
The language is swedish.

Tidig morgon, gryningsljus
Tittar in i ditt mörka hus
Men än är det stilla, än en liten stund 
Bara fåglar som sjunger utanför ditt fönster 

I dig vill jag stanna
I dina ljuvliga drömmar
Jag är anden som ur flaskan fann ut
Och när du sover, då lever jag i dig 

Din klocka har ringt,
men du hörde ingenting
Du kanske missar nåt viktigt, 
men det struntar jag i
Fortsätt att sov
Du får önska vad du vill
Det blir nånting vackert
Det tänker jag se till 

I dig vill jag stanna
I dina ljuvliga drömmar
Jag är anden som ur flaskan fann ut
Och när du sover, då lever jag i dig 

Då lever jag i dig 
Då lever jag i dig...


Jag Lever I Dej

Jag lever i Dej - original (swedish)

💜🗝
Strong Tea
Inspired by «Strong Tea or Father» by Shao Qian, this song is written from the voice of a daughter learning to forgive herself for the distance and anger she carried during her father’ s final days. It’s not about perfect closure, but about finding a way to put the past behind. Forgiveness isn’t always clean—it’s slow, uneven, but real—the way a father would.

[Verse 1]
The taste stayed bitter
a child’s never forgets her first bruises
I kept the silence tight-lipped
blaming myself
for time that slipped away

[Pre-Chorus]
I was angry young and afraid
but that was never blame

[Chorus]
I’m learning to forgive myself
slow the way a father would
Strong tea in my chest
still burning still good
the past is gone
but it carried me on

[Verse 2]
I thought my anger was my sin
I thought my silence meant I failed him
but grief was too heavy
and I was still just a girl—
unready unwelcome

[Pre-Chorus]
If he could only see me now
I think he’d want me free

[Chorus]
I’m learning to forgive myself
slow the way a father would
strong tea in my chest
still burning still good
the past is gone
but it carried me on

[Bridge]
No child should wear a crown of shame
no daughter should swallow blame
even prayers for death were still prayers—
still love
still his way

[Final Chorus]
I’m learning to forgive myself
slow the way a father would
strong tea in my chest
bitter but understood
The past is gone
but it carries me on

Strong Tea

"The only journey is the one within." 

guitar played by my talented friend Hani Shababi 👌

from album "Life", originally released in 2018

mix & Mastering by @amin-pishehvar 🙏

Circle of Life (featuring HANI)

Made this piece with the Claire Fazioli piano. I think it has a positive proud vibe and a radio like tune. Hope you like it....

Claire Star Shining

Recorded in Modesto, Ca.  Featuring Sarah Golding on Vocals. Fender Bass. Roland Synthesizer Bass. Steinway & Sons Acoustic Piano Rhythm. Gibson L5 Electric Guitar Rhythm. Alto Saxophone solo. Gibson 335 Electric Guitar solo. Trumpet solo. Acoustic full Drum kit set. Percussion Tree chimes, Cow Bell, Congas, Bongos, Ago Go Bells, Timbales, 22" Zildjain Ride & Crash Cymbals.

Carmel

I'm Walkin'

Cards are flying in the smoky air
Shadows dancing but nobody cares
The table's hot
The stakes are cold
The stories whispered are as good as gold
[Prechorus] Eyes like daggers
Hearts on fire
Who’s the liar
Who’s the buyer
[Chorus] Aces high
Let 'em fly
All or nothing
Do or die
Aces high
Feel the rush
The room goes silent
Then the crush

Aces high .mp3

WASTELAND by Nova J

[VERSE 1]
I’m not quite here, I’m not quite there
I can’t stop scrolling in my underwear
I’m not talking, you’re not talking, just an empty stare
Searching for another body somewhere close to here

[PRE-CHORUS]
If I’m being honest, I knew there was no connection
But I was high, supplies ran dry, and I don’t need perfection

[CHORUS]
Is that a quake? Or do I have the shakes?
I keep taking, you keep taking, how much more can we take?
I am empty in my space, too afraid to see my face

[HOOK]
In this Wasteland, I am
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh

[VERSE 2]
The sun has risen, the sheets are red
Your body like a dead fish, lifeless on the bed
My arms resemble spider webs, this pounding in my head
I really need to sleep, but I prefer to tweak instead

[PRE-CHORUS]
But now I’ve got a problem, the fact is you’re still near
I tell a lie and say goodbye and get you out of here

[BRIDGE]
I hope that you don’t hate me, I hope you’ll understand
It’s not my row, I blame the snow, I’m not that kind of man

[CHORUS]
Is that a quake? Or do I have the shakes?
I keep taking, you keep taking, how much more can we take?
I am empty in my space, too afraid to see my face

[HOOK]
In this Wasteland, I am
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh 

[VOCAL BREAK]
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah

[VERSE 3]
Oh, I swear things will be better this way
There’s a needle hiding somewhere in this burning pile of hay
I did not find it last week or last night and not today
But I know if I keep hunting, I will find true love someday

[VERSE 4]
I refuse to settle, I refuse to compromise
I refuse to tell the truth, and now I’m lost in all the lies
My leather tongue no longer tastes my mother’s rhubarb pie
I’m hiding from the sun, and drinking blood like a vampire

[FINAL CHORUS]
Is that a quake? Or do I have the shakes?
I keep taking, you keep taking, how much more can we take?
I am empty in my space, too afraid to see my face

[OUTRO]
In this Wasteland, I am
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh

WASTELAND

#electronica #deephouse #electro #experimental

Round and round

I'm a singer/songwriter from Stockholm, Sweden.
The guitar is my main instrument. 
But I enjoy to have fun with other instruments too.
My songs are organic and mostly acoustic based.
I guess they could be described as a blend of folk, country, blues and world music.
And I haven't written my best song yet. That's what keeps me going.
Please be my guest,  have a listen and write me a comment if you like.
You can also listen to some of my music on Spotify. Just click on the link below.

Jag lever i Dej - original (swedish)

Pat.E

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