Still Here

Table for One

Sean Kingston (prod fuckshiro )

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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r.i.p

IDENTITY CRISIS

INSOMNIA

@iampaycheck - INSOMNIA

PRBLMS - Prison
OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/bB8Sq8CKWq8

Music and Lyrics by PRBLMS
Mixed and Mastered by Mike Hatalak

LYRICS 
I hope you fall apart when you think of me,
I hope you burn alive in your fucking sleep.
You made me feel so cold I can't even breathe,
I'm still falling apart.
We built a whole world and you tore it down.
You pulled apart my dreams and you watched them drown,
All so you could warm your head with a fucking crown. 
You're a fucking disease.

I think I might run away,
Save you for another day.
I think you better kneel and pray for me. 

Tell me why the fuck you had to go and change,
Leave me looking lost and broken, half insane.
Of every sun and moon, you had to pick that day.
I heard you told her friends that I'm doing great.
I heard you say you was using me,
I made mistakes in my day, but this new to me. (YUH)
You cheap as fuck, like a b movie.
I'd rather sleep on the street than with you baby.
I hope you choke in your sleep, watch you die in my dreams.
Over and over you fuckin with me.
Over and over they take you from me.
Over and over I'm thankin em B. 

All that's left is clad in stone.
Misery is all we've known.
What kind of prison have you made?
What kind of debt for us was paid ?

Prison

Better Alone - Jake Hill and Josh A

Darko - Pain

Keep Breathing - Darko

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

Save Me

Save Me (Prod. by HEYDIUM)

@iampaycheck - INSOMNIA

Paycheck (@paycheck.wav)