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Detrimental mentally

2019

Paycheck😭

lil jeep (prod. cian p)

Feel the weight in my age
Should I drink and wilt right here
When the rage has all lifted
I'll still use hate to block my fears

I see blue
I've left oceans, I've left family
No devotion
mixed up feelings bout existing

Mostly anxious, of course broke
Guess I'm angry
Trying not to find a burner
Destruct naturally

Guess it's like that
Curse on my back
Only see black
In my memories

- FamilyPet -

I found religion in places it shouldn't be.
And I found beauty in faces I shouldn't see.
Found I was clinging to people I didn't need.
Found out I'd only be happy in my dreams.
Look at the stars,
Watching them die
Spacial perspective of my life
Smoke in the sky at midnight
Drifting out like high-tide

wondering when's the highlight
of my lowlife, when someone dies i get tongue tied because my mind just holds on tight to the thought that every night

might be my last, wasn't built to last,
and the years go slow but the days go fast. and i cant move past the simple fact,

that the end wont wait, even if you pray,
even if you cry

, even if you beg,

we are all the same, in the way we hate, the way we love, at the end of the day we're all the

same

blue ft. familypet

Sad Wave

Invincible

Oh No

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//一生懸命やっています//

i don't know where my head is lately, but it's somewhere out there. i'm sure i'll find it soon enough. i love you guys. 

don't sleep on the homie @sorrow_bringer

here's another toast to the broken
hopeless, listen close this
potion is a portal to a lotus
focus, just focus

wrote this thinkin' bout your face
downing whiskey with no chase
imma sip this till i can erase
this picture of you in my brain
i've been killin' time
rollin' till i'm feelin' fine
fallin' outta love is something i don't wanna try
all alone until i die
don't hate me
come back baby 
please just save me

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potion (prod. by $ORROW BRINGER)

A song about a really confused mind.. ?!

Lyrics:

[Intro]
(I just want some of you,
I just need some of you,
I just want some of you,
I just need some of you,)

[Verse 1]
Everyone's doing it now
She's just been smoking this loud
I just don't want her to go
Even though she's just a hoe
I'm tryinna be sober for you
I don't know if you are my boo
Ignoring my text and my call,
Is you just a one tiny "doll"?

[Pre-chorus]
Don't act like you just
Forget it forget it forget it forget and let go,
You're making me feel like I'm lonely,
Surounded by hundreds of faces on dope.
Popping a pill hoping I forget,
Please leave my mind I just don't want you to go,
I'm hurting I'm hurting I'm hurting,
I'm not happy with myself, can't let you go

[Chorus]
I just want some of you,
I just need some of you,
I just want some of you,
I just need some of you,
I don't need no kush,
I don't need no XAN,
I don't need no lean,
I just want some of you.

[Verse 2]
I'm addicted to you,
Baby can you understand what's the clue?
Heart's beating thinking 'bout you,
You are my drug, will you ever come through?
Just did a line, maybe few,
Choking on sorrow for you,
My life is just a big mess,
I live in a huge ball of stress.

[Pre-chorus]
(I just want some of you)
(Need some)
(I just need some of you)
(Want some)
I don't need no kush,
I don't need no XAN,
I don't need no lean,
I just want some of you.

[Chorus]
I just want some of you,
I just need some of you,
I just want some of you,
I just need some of you,
I don't need no kush,
I don't need no XAN  ,
I don't need no lean,
I just want some of you.
(2x)

[Outro]
(I just want some of you,
I just need some of you,
I just want some of you,
I just need some of you,
I just...
Ugh...
I just wanna fucking die...)

written/performed/produced by me.

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