Lyrics

I'm a pessimistic kid
I'm a stupid piece of shit
I'm the type of guy to leave a good relationship
For a toxic bitch who hates my face
With me only for the taste
Of attention that she craves

She would stab my back a million times
Again and again and hit rewind
She'd fuck with a new girl or guy
Then have the damn nerve to say a lie

To my face
Who the fuck do you think I am
Should've abandoned your fuckin ass
Would've changed where I'm now at

I don't wanna be hurt again
Is this love real or is it just pretend?
I don't wanna be hurt again
Is this love real or is it just pretend?

ihy (Prod. CapsCtrl)

remix of yung ap’s song empty with myself 
now with lxtinsheep, yung ap, and wrongjofi
hope you enjoy :)

empty (ft. yung ap & arisukaru)

vintage tee
brand new phone
and high heels on cobblestones 
when you are young they assume you know nothing yeah
sequined smile 
black lipstick
sensual politics yeah 
when you are young they assume you know nothing 

but i knew you
dancin' in your levis
drunk under streetlights i 
i knew you
hand under your sweatshirt
i'll kill it better i 
and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someone's bed
you put me on and said i was your favorite yeah

a friend to all is friend to none
i chased two girls and i lost the one
when you are young they assume you know nothing

but i knew you
playin' hide-and-seek and
giving me your weekends i
i knew you
heartbeat on the high line 
once in 20 lifetimes i 
when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someone's bed
you put me on and said i was your favorite 

to kiss in cars
and downtown bars
was all we needed
and you drew stars
around my scars
but now i'm bleeding

'cause i knew you
steppin' on the last train
you marked me like a bloodstain i
i knew you
tried to change the ending
peter losing wendy i 
i knew you
leavin' like a father 
runnin' like water i
when you are young they assume you know nothing

but i knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss 
i knew you'd haunt all of my what-if's
the smell of smoke would hang around this long
'cause i knew everything when i was young 
i knew i'd curse you for the longest time
chasing shadows in the grocery line
i knew you'd miss me when the thrill expired
and you'd be standing in my front porch light
and i knew you'd come back to me
you'd come back to me

and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someone's bed
you put me on 
and said i was your favorite

cardigan cover (p. idly blare)

produced by matego
engineered by matego 
written and performed by matego

Greed

I Give Up...  (They Hate DK x Matego x Prod.moon)

Forget Me not(myosotis) (prod.wraithontheporch)

Crywolf - Stomach It [Acoustic Version]

nameless - Single

nameless

Stream

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direct downloads are available 
its been 2 months since my last song, but this one took awhile to make. its easily the project that has taken the most time, i spent a lot of time mixing the vocals. i changed the song completely from what it originally sounded like. hope you like it!

i can't sleep anymore
too many thoughts in my head
just need to figure things out
cause i don't really feel alive

i just need to get outside my head
close my eyes and fall asleep
thigns don't really feel like they used to do
i'll just let go and fall asleep

i can't sleep anymore

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Lyrics:

You gon fuck with other guys 
Ima fuck with tags now
They gon touch up on your thighs 
Ima touch your heart now
Don’t go try to make a lie 
I know how you feel now
you want this forever 
But the rate is putting you down

Putting you down
Why you lie to me 
And tell me you gon stay now
Got me feeling like I’m stupid
From the head down
Pop a tab now
I’m just gonna doze out
Finna chill out 

had to move
Made a move
You had me feeling happy
But for now I’m feeling used
Don’t hit up my phone
Tryna make me like a fool
You did this to yourself
The elephant inside the room

It’s still crazy how I feel
I told you that I loved you
When I never seen you real
You told me that you love me 
But you never really did
Stop lying cause right now
You catching way to many sins
And I don’t like that
You broke my heart 
And now you never write back
love is something I’ll never get back
It’s okay
Cause everyday I think about you in the same way

Honestly 
I kept it real with you
And now you see
The things I’d do for you
I let it be
You never spoke your truth
I let you be
Cause I was falling thru

You gon fuck with this guy 
Ima fuck with money now 
He gon touch up on your thighs
Ima leave your heart now
Don’t go try to live a lie
Don’t know how you feel now
You want this forever
But for you I’ll never lay down

Revenge

Happy Halloween PT. 2!

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Producer--
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