Chapter (feat. Mac Miller & Dylan Reynolds)

mac miller - alright (unreleased)

jaytoanti - went out sad prod shxrkz . c0h . kabeh

jaytoanti - have yo back ? prod shxrkz + mute

I wrote this verse in 5 minutes 
Just had to let my mind go
I guess ive just been livin in my head 
walkin a tight rope

Now

Sittin thinkin wishin that the past it could have changed 
In a different universe it could have worked you would have stayed 

I’ve grown so cold alone but I’m bolder now so I thank you 

Because you were a stepping stone for me to skip away to 
Live

A life that I did not know could exist 
I had to go through that in order to make my way to this 

And I ask myself sometimes why do I focus on the ugly 
Instead of given full focus to all of those who love me 
And how can I erase the pain appreciate the journey 
That I’m taking on my own 
I’m not behind if im still learning 

I say I’m doin better now 
Sometimes i just don’t know 
But I’ll fake it till I make it it’s the only way to go 

So I’ll gooooo oh 
Life is moving fast even when it feels slow 

So I’ll inhale 
And exhale 
I’ll celebrate success until the next fail 
Gotta inhale and exhale 
Sometimes it feels like I might never stop losing no no 

Gotta I’ll inhale 
And exhale 
I’ll celebrate success until the next fail 
Gotta inhale and exhale 
Sometimes it feels like I might never stop losing no no no no 

I wrote so many songs and I deleted them 
I realized I was writing them for you but you weren’t seein them 

So am I busy cryin out for help 
To a person that deserted me and focused on themselves

I thought about it often and I realized maybe yes I am 
You made me think I couldn’t do it
Now I realize yes I can  

Forgetting stress of yesterday I’m blessed today and blessed again 
The day after the next and all the rest I will be blessed again

So I’ll control my time and focus on the moment 
I finally realize that the world is mine and I can own it 

It’s in the palm of my hand 
And I’m a whole different man
I opened my eyes 
Imma stick to the plan 

Tomorrow isn’t promised and the future isn’t written yet 
I’m sittin on a comet watchin sunrise after moon has set 

No longer cry about a woman that ain’t worthy of tears
Because she hurt me I put up with the pain for so many years 

You might think you know it all
But you really know nothing yet 
It’s something to be proud of when you leave and you ain’t coming back 

And set your sights ahead instead of dwellin on the past 
 Cuz even when it’s feeling slow life’s passin by real fast 

I’m givin up decisions that would fill me with confused regret 
And getting rid of memories that filled my head with mental debt

inhale

Finding solace in my solitude of days that I want to end 

I tell myself that life is beautiful but often it’s all pretend 

The man that’s in the mirror he appears to be my only friend 

He can hold a conversation but his voice is only in my head 

I find that my imagination is alive but my dreams are dead

Or maybe I’m just overthinking all the things that should be left unsaid  

Chapters of stories that forever will be left unread 

Dreams are meant for sleeping so I’ll put this mess to bed 


And maybe life is directing me in the direction of what’s meant to be 

The day that you eat the fruit is not the same day you plant the seed 

I know exactly what I want in life, 
But Im overlooking what I need 

But I appreciate every little message that is sent to me 

I compare my path to others and I feel like I’m way behind 


There is a light at the end of the tunnel but it is hard to find 


Walking down the street 



On the night we met you were wearing your cowgirl hat 

I handed you tequila, took a pull then you handed it back

The first time that I heard your laugh in the back seat where we sat 
Thinking to myself I’ve never met a girl like that 

Everything is temporary anything can be missed

We shared a moment in the evening
By the morning it won’t exist

Then you had to leave and I’ve been counting shooting stars ever since 

And asking for just another day with you is my only wish 

And maybe when the time is right,
 we can try again

I don’t know what is meant for me or where I will be in the end 

But I will hold onto the dream of 
More time that we can spend

And as for now I will be my only friend

lua (only friend)

your so cruel idk your so cruel. quiet boy on the low quiet boy sitting there. quiet boy looking there. quiet boy staring there. we all alone tryna figure out this life together quiet boy he’s on his own he don’t got any friends for the rest of life all they do is gonna lie in front of your face so i stay in my lane fuck all this fame. 

quiet boy quiet boy quiet boy on the low quiet boy sitting there quiet boy looking there quiet boy staring there we all alone tryna figure out this life together quiet boy he’s on his own he don’t got any friends for the rest of life all they do is gonna lie in front of your face so i stay in my lane fuck all this fame.

quiet boy

im busy living life in a way I couldn’t imagine 
I got up out the dungeon now im tryna chase that dragon 
My dreams are coming true it got me feeling like Alladen
The only thing that’s left is that I find my princess Jasmin 

And I know that’s she’s out there waitin for me
So I’m tryna flip the page until the day she’s in my story 

But she’s a chapter away 
And so our happily ever after is forced to delay. 

My Moana 
Cinderella 
Mulan 
Or my Tianna  

Looking for my Princess with a face of Rihanna 

Igniting my love with a passion cuz she’s hot as a sauna 

She really is the whole package and never comes with no drama 

But what’s a fairy tale love without some conflict and a quest 
 
I’m her knight in shining armor 
I’m Prince Charming in the flesh 

She’s been searching for better well id be sure to give her best 

I could write her a letter and my love is what id confess 


So I guess this is the letter that im sending her

Through trials and tribulations guerentte id be defending her 

In sickness and through health like no one I’d always tend to her 

My love feels like a dream and it would all seem so pretend to her 

She is the melody of everything beautiful 
Far from the usual I feel so delusion 

Don’t even know her name but I will know it in time
And before you know it might go ahead and give her mine

jasmine

thoughts from your balcony

Baby, letting go of you was not an option 
Bought a ring and kept it in my pocket  
Held you closer to my heart than portrait art inside a necklace locket  
Remember when we moved away to college
Living in your dorm and sharing knowledge 
Making love to take away the stress of fallin , God damn
You could say that it was puppy love
Then we got a puppy just because 
You and I would take a bath so long and fog glass up in the tub 


Memories of you and I darlin 
Thinking back on how it all started 
You was there when we would go to target but couldn't leave because the Taurus wasn't starting 
But then we got our own apartment,
You would never check the mail 
I would always get the groceries 
All alone but didn't care. 
And each mornin' you'd wake naked without fail 
Id always try to smash 
You say make it fast
I'd try to make it last without fail
I'm like, "Oh well, you could throw me in jail” 
If wanting you is wrong then I guess in wrong as hell 
Id call your phone when I'm alone, like I'm in my own cell
And there I go once again collecting your voice mail"
Well, became a jealous type
I wanted better you to be a better wife 
But in that pussy, it's a better life
The perfect way to end the night. 
I had a chance you turned out the light.

lua (only friend)

Arlington