emotionals&bliSs - on sight (winter)

lyrics:

maybe you'll love me for all ur life
check-in u sober all through the night
need u come over i need it right
singing ur heart to my radio
ur hearts in my radio

made a couple friends up in the city
and i started learning how to love
best week of my life and then it hit me
that the summer's only just begun
tell me little secrets all about u
try ur hardest not to lie
i don't really ever wanna doubt u
i don't wanna see u cry

and i cant fuck anyone without thinking of u
baby it's true, baby it's u
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
(the party doesn't have to end it can just keep going)
ur nails are digging
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
ur nails are digging

ur nails are digging
ur nails are digging
ur nails are digging
ur nails are digging

i know we don't know each other
i know it's the first night
and i know that we're scared of loving
and i want u in my life

maybe you'll love me for all ur life
check-in u sober all through the night
need u come over i need it right
singing ur heart to my radio
ur hearts in my radio
maybe you'll love me for all ur life
check-in u sober all through the night
need u come over i need it right
singing ur heart to my radio
ur hearts in my radio

ur so fucking hot

Call Me a Friend [grape milk rmx]

Hey! It's been a hell of a year

Original song - karnaboy - my best friend @karnaboy

My Best Friend Cover

The Fairy, the Wizard and the Moon by Ryan Leahan
produced by @kimj + @redhill

Lyrics below

It's hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

Walked through the valley through the garden and the fortress
Gods live within the stars I feel of less importance
Turn me into angel dust
Where the winds a blowing
Toss me in the air above
Dance across the ocean
Can you feel the particles between us when they ignite
Can you peel my skin back can you tell me what is inside
And I swallowed a star and I don't know where to go
I'm a deadly toxin to everybody except for you

Is it all a dream
In each waking second
The voices, tell me what they mean
We fall deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper
Drinking mercury, Hercules, deep inside my body off of ketamine

The cycles of my body metamorphosize under the moon
Every single second is a blessing from the death of you
Things are always better as a secret but it's hard to keep
When we die we rise into the sky Laputa I believe is
Pure, but maybe I'm impure
Cause Hades he supplies me with the angel dust and tells me not to go
And be pure
But baby what's for sure
Is you're an angelic light from above my body becomes a dove

Hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

So I ran through the valley through the garden to the fortress
Where I met a wizard and he made me go and forfeit
All of my possessions half my heart under the premise
That he then could cleanse me of the curse that I was born with
Can you tell me what will happen to my body once you cast away
He told me if he told me that I'll never see the light of day
And as he waved his wand a cloud of dust circled around me
My wings began to sprout gone was the curse that used to bound me
Everybody's got a fear within them worth the bounty
So face the pain and take the change and throw it in a fountain
I'd wish to be the one but my Magnalia are still unknown
Find the peace inside me and I'll water it to make it grow
But wait, what's the truth
Am I wasting all these hours under spells of sweet vermouth
I've spent nights under the twilight with the alabaster moon
Where we swam inside the fountain of our everlasting youth

It's hard for a fairy like me
To make-believe
When the lie's already there
And I can count my wishes
And fly away
But it's hard when you're never here

The Fairy, the Wizard and the Moon

"the words that never came out" produced by me
Performed/Written by @counterxo & @h3artch3rades

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT

the words that never came out

the words that never came out w/ h3artch3rades (counter)

#SCfirst


Produced by: @1luvpurp & @mxsui

Lyrics

iknow... iknow
whatchu want from me 
what does she want from me
lotta guap on me
we can’t even talk for free
a lotta money coming in 
i got a lot in me
and all this money coming in 
just put some trust in me

you can’t bout no money when you broke 
how you broke
i just spent a couple bands 
just to make to make a 100 more 
you gotta take a couple risks 
that’s just how this shit go
i can’t worry bout a bitch 
i’m too busy getting dough 


i told bro go bring them glocks out 
it’s time to pop out
i don’t know why you trynna talk now 
ain’t shit to talk bout
bitch aint fuck with me back then
but she want me like right now 


like right now

what do u want (luvpurp & mxsui)

hiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!
@m4xyne @yuikase 

close my eyes dont wanna face it
i dont wanna see ur face again
are u sick of what im saying
delete messages that i cant send

cause u keep me up at night 
i wish that i was fine
i wasted so much time trying to be someone else

but u dont seem to love me do u thooo i dont care at all
i just need someone there to keep me close
tearing me apart, into pieces
ur telling me its all my fault im the reason
say it to my face then

@m4xyne
so much in my mind i cant let go
youre the one who keeps me down to earth, youre my rope
with your voice on the phone i dont feel alone
i dont feel alone, with you i feel at home
so much so much i wanna say to you
i could lay with you for a day or a two
i know we gotta go our separate ways
but i cant go a day without thinking of your face

got a hundred things i wanna talk about
im too shy i cant really say it out loud
tell me do i make you proud

close +maxyne (asagao)

life & coldspades - bleed out [prod. heroz & mental]

"whatever's left" produced by @1dec
"hold it together" produced by @1dec @dimpleb & @backxster
Performed/Written by @counterxo

whatever's left / hold it together

whatever's left / hold it together (dec + dimple + backxster)

tried to remaster this track cos the last one i made on my phone like 3 years ago
-used some isolated vocals for Paris i found online
-ripped vocals from Hikarustation's cover (sorry) but check it out its really nice to listen to
-original
-stock effects only

And guys please leave any comments below :)

illustration by JIL

You Only Live in Paris Once (yuri-on-ice and chainsmokers mashup)

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