instrumental credits: www.shadowville.com
instrumental produced by: hala-X "for the first time" track
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lyrics: PearlVaj (independent)

My minds like decay, thoughts frozen in a freeze frame, only it partakes
In robbing me out of my pulse at a young age
And I replay everything that tests me, set everything aside that used to bring out the best in me
I’m half way back to ten years worth of yesterdays, 
Whose gonna diagnose my damage after all the x-rays
They say you used to be like a flower, 
unfolding slowly by the hour, and when the sun would shine on you, 
you would follow through 
I’m often drowning in the deep end, I take a gasp for air 
It takes as long to surface as five days till a weekend
my debts control my economy and my manipulations run my government, 
Some days I am the boss, some days I am the needy applicant
Where do I fix myself, what do I take to feel half whole again
Doctors say Effexor, Adderall, and Ativan
They say you used to be like a flower, 
unfolding slowly by the hour, and when the sun would shine on you, 
you would follow through










Flower-follow through (non-profit short-demo)

"There is no wound deeper than a pen can give.  
It makes men living dead and dead men live" 
-John Taylor


self-guided musically.  restless-minded, all-inclusive.  magical human. demo-head.

Flower-follow through (non-profit short-demo)

pearlvaj