Song written, produced , mixed, and mastered by: mmargielaa

This song was recorded in September of 2022. My intent was to get a feature, or write another verse and put it out.. long story short, that never happened. i forgot about the song and lost the project file for it.. But i found it and fell in love with the song again, so i wanted to share it with yall.

Far Away

Far Away (prod. mmargielaa)

hi renee
@prodjayysoul
@runt8

spotify link in the buy button

i know its already over, like its past time
i don't know where u go over, its the last time
she really gettin it over, like im out of lives
i've been in followin orders, like im out of time
i wonder why she took me weeks and days to block my life
idk why she even tryin, like she got the knife
it hurts, it hurts, to know her lies
i rot inside the night of life

its so hard to find her past
deception under my sight
she denies all of her lies
aint fine, aint fine, aint fine

runt

i wish i could find the words to describe this feeling
i know u wish the worst for me, i feel like the villain
i talk abt it like its nthn, but its inside killin meee
i know u tryna see the light know i got tunnel vison
alr know it if im gettin on it, im not missin
what did i say that to hurt ur feelings, all these words unwritten
wtvr u need me to do, even submit auditions
i told dem boys to pack it up, like its first edition

forest memos +runt (jayysoul + me)

part 2 as promised! ty for everyone who hopped on this both prods and artists 

counter - get through this (sennai + 1mint + luckey)

listen (alfie snapped)

produced by @riveo

@peiflowy
these scars will never heal,
don't tell me how you feel,
ever chance that I give you,
you just go out for the kill,
swear you give me a rough time,
when you step into my life,
you seem to break everything,
when it never goes right,
yeah all these voices in my head,
telling me to leave instead,
I know that chu think of me less,
yeah hear no heart in your chest,
swear that chu don't love me,
just like all the rest.

@crossnecklace
you're just like the rest, u never really saw me
always playing pretend, can't get it out of my head
i thought we'd stay till the end
now i'm already dead, i'm already gone
you should forget what i've said
you should forget what you've read
girl we're too far gone,
what's the point of going back now? x2

@peiflowy
these scars will never heal,
don't tell me how you feel,
ever chance that I give you,
you just go out for the kill,
swear you give me a rough time,
when you step into my life,
you seem to break everything,
when it never goes right,
yeah all these voices in my head,
telling me to leave instead,
I know that chu think of me less,
yeah hear no heart in your chest,
swear that chu don't love me,
just like all the rest.

heals (riveo)

over (riveo)

produced by yubel91

@peiflowy
Tryna impress the people around you,
it doesn't go that well,
all that shit I hear about you,
change the feelings I felt,
I thought you were the one,
my heart just dropped,
I had enough,
I swear it's tough,
cause everything's been fucking up 4x,
I swear I'm done wit all this love 4x,
I just really wanna say,
this feeling is never right,
always tears up in my eyes,
why is this shit is in my life,
why is this shit is in my...

@boomy_4
I’ve been feeling stuck and I’m running out of love 
Every single day just feels the same
You left me just like that who’s to blame
Thought I found love now I’m fucked up
Gave you my all guess it wasn’t enough 
Played me like a game now I’m out of luck 
Every song feels like we’re still stuck

@peiflowy
Tryna impress the people around you,
it doesn't go that well,
all that shit I hear about you,
change the feelings I felt,
I thought you were the one,
my heart just dropped,
I had enough,
I swear it's tough,
cause everything's been fucking up 4x,
I swear I'm done wit all this love 4x,
I just really wanna say,
this feeling is never right,
always tears up in my eyes,
why is this shit is in my life,
why is this shit is in my...

up up up (yubel91)

Succubus (prod.vrtex)

prod. by my goat @ssaeyxng
not my best work but i tried anyway
was hella inspired by @lifegiverr <33

sae - https://www.instagram.com/ssaeyxng/
me - https://www.instagram.com/prodflojy/

lyrics:

i was so blind
how did it take so much time to figure out
that i lost myself forever
i lost myself forever
im feeling tired
nothing wakes me up inside, im not alive
i lost myself forever
i lost myself forever

i can feel the years go by
why do i always want to cry
used to laugh and have fun
i think im not alright

fuck my life
im tired of having problems all around
rotting inside, i think im slowly diying
could i even get well, am i done
am i done

i was happy and i lost it
all the energy, i lost it
i wish i could come back to normal life
(come back to normal life)

yeah i feel it
i feel that i lost myself
feel that i lost myself
i feel that i lost myself
feel that i lost myself

lost myself (saeyxng)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


up up up (yubel91)

pei flowy