what do the characters in your name mean?

@bill-vickla cool question! My name is broken up in to Peitho Onyx and Nyx from Greek Mythology. The myth emphasizes the divine and ethereal nature of onyx, associating it with beauty, love, and protection. It also highlights the idea of transformation and the enduring quality of certain elements, even when they appear to be lost or changed.  🤗🙋🏼‍♀️✨️

💛 This track pours in like syrup meeting velvet, warm, sticky, and unapologetically honest. The melody feels raw and tender, like love dripping slowly across open skin, exposing truth in each note. The lyrics reflect that place where love thrives, messy, rich, and deeply human. Every whispered “love” and breathy phrase feels soaked in emotion and the kind of hope that doesn't shrink back. 💨 The kettle steamed and murmured, “This track smells like sunrise over muddy ground, heartfelt and sticky in the best way” 🧊 The fridge whispered soothingly, “Vulnerability chilled in the right measure, very brave” 🧂 The salt grinder sprinkled sass, “Darling, those lyrics season the soul, raw, real, and totally unashamed.” ✨ A beautiful exploration of love at its most exposed, honest, and alive, exactly where cultivation begins.

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Calm and Steady tracks series no. 579

created: 2025/08/06

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Emily in Cordoba - Short Movie main theme. Now on Fetchflix

Emily’s exciting career at « Candeur Advertising » brought her in Cordoba. As usual she takes selfies everywhere anytime all over the place. After the visit of Córdoba’s Mosque-Cathedral she looked at the selfies she’s been taken and found that one of the selfie she probably mistakenly took had the face of  her brother but made of wood. The choir stalls where his face was pictured is located across from the altar, which was crafted during the 18th century and were executed by Pedro Duque Cornejo. Could it be that Emily's ancestors were Spanish?

“This story is a work of fiction. Any similarity to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events, is purely coincidental. And for those who did not get it, Fetchflix TV is also fictitious.”

Music: Syrel 
Photography: Syrel, Córdoba Mosque-Cathedral, 2024

Musical notes: I am not sure if the inspiration comes from the great Al di Meola or Sergio Mendes & Brazil 66. Nevertheless, enjoy the short ride.

Emily in Cordoba

I Blame Myself

Eagle 252 (2025)

"Let your inner light guide the way,
Through the twists and turns of our ballet.
Like petals adrift in a world so wide,
Together we bloom, with nothing to hide."

Inner light

Love like Honey or Syrup to Maple to Mud up to your knees... vulnerable and exposed but that is exactly where love exists and if you allow - it will flourish in you.

✨️☆♡ Love Yourself before anyone else ♡☆✨️

Honey

Fool's Paradise (prod. by 2ni)

Above Me

The Dock

electric light

Lyrics:

[Verse]
A flicker of gold in a sea of gray
It dances close then drifts away
The wind whispers secrets I can't keep
Life's a thief who never lets me sleep

[Prechorus]
It hands me a dream
Just to watch it fall
A moment of light
Then nothing at all

[Chorus]
Shadows of the smile
They haunt me still
A taste of joy
Then the bitter pill
Every step forward feels like a lie
But I’ll keep walking till the day I die

[Verse 2]
The sky paints promises it won’t defend
A sunrise that fades before it begins
The echo of laughter turns to a scream
Happiness feels like a cruel dream

[Prechorus]
It pulls me close
Just to let me go
A fleeting warmth in the freezing snow

[Chorus]
Shadows of the smile
They haunt me still
A taste of joy
Then the bitter pill
Every step forward feels like a lie
But I’ll keep walking till the day I die

[Bridge]
The flicker of gold always fades in the dust
I only walk forward on memory and rust 
This cruel dream keeps telling my feet to run
I’ll break the cycle or walk until I'm numb

[Chorus]
Shadows of the smile
They haunt me still
A taste of joy
Then the bitter pill
Every step forward feels like a lie
But I’ll keep walking till the day I die

Shadows of the Smile

Dive into the depths of desire and destruction. Through the metaphor of ink and skin, this track explores the addictive beauty of toxic love - a masterpiece carved with needles and regret. Let the water close over you.

Beautifully Ruined

I've been walking through the echoes, shadows in my mind
Trying to find the pieces that scattered behind
Heartbeats reflect sirens, but I'm barely alive
Got a thousand thoughts, none of them are mine
Trapped inside a cycle, feeling stuck in rewind
The clock keeps ticking louder, but I'm still left behind

Shadows in my mind, they're pulling me down
Drowning in silence, but I won't make a sound
These walls are closing in, but I'll keep moving through
Even when it feels like I've got nothing to lose
Shadows in my mind, they won't break me, no
I'm running through the dark, I'll find a way to glow
I'll find a way, I'll find a way, I'll find a way to glow

I've been talking to the silence, got secrets in its teeth
It said it's got the answers, but it never lets me speak
I've been searching for the truth, but it's hard to see
When the only path is paved with lies and loose debris
I tried to fight, but I'm tired of this war
So I'm leaving all the pieces I can't fix anymore
They don't know what I'm going through, but I'm still trying to find me
Through the things that I can't undo
I know the dark can't last forever
I'll see the sunrise, pull me together
Every scar's a step towards the light
I'll be alright, yeah, I'll be alright
I'll be alright

Shadows in my mind, they're pulling me down
Drowning in silence, but I won't make a sound
These walls are closing in, but I'll keep moving through
Even when it feels like I've got nothing to lose
Shadows in my mind, they won't break me, no
I'm running through the dark, I'll find a way to glow
I'll find a way, I'll find a way, I'll find a way to glow
I'll find a way, I'll find a way, I'll find a way to glow

Shadows

The Meaning in One Line

This song is Adam and Eve—
and every husband and wife—
finally returning to God together,
with the man confessing his failures
and begging the Father to finish in Christ
what he could never do in his own strength.

Backstory

“Father, Take Care of Her for Us in Christ”

This song was born from imagining the moment after Eden, when the dust finally settled and silence wrapped itself around Adam and Eve. Not the moment of judgment—but the moment afterward, when they had to look at each other with new eyes. Eyes that suddenly understood loss, shame, blame, fear… and the terrible weight of what they had broken together.

Adam, once entrusted to lead, protect, and love with truth, finally felt the full collapse of his failure. He realized he had offered Eve everything except the one thing she needed most—God Himself. He had been silent when he should have spoken, passive when he should have defended, proud when he should have humbled himself. And in that realization, his strength, wisdom and beauty vanished. His soul became a hollow echo of what it was meant to be.

Eve, standing beside him, watched the man she loved become lesser because of her own deception and his own neglect. The sorrow she carried was not only for herself—but for what he had become. Two souls now broken in different ways, but bound by the same ache.

In that moment of shared remorse, Adam finally did what he should have done from the beginning:
He turned to the Father.

Not with excuses.
Not with promises he could never keep.
Not with pride or self-righteousness.

But with a single trembling request:

“Father… take care of her for us.
Help her in Christ, where I have failed.”

This song is that prayer.
A confession.
A surrender.
A plea for restoration only God can give.

It is the story of every husband who failed, every wife who hurt, every soul who sinned, and every heart that finally collapses into the mercy of Christ.

Because in the end, redemption begins
where self-reliance dies.
And love becomes whole
when God holds what we could not.

To The End

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Welcome to Peithonyxx * I live in Auckland, New Zealand. 
I write all my own lyrics and I create my own beats, interludes, and mixes  🎶 I edit trim merge and fluff it a few times, ok some times a hundred drafts wash through, until the soundscape falls in to it's rightful place. 

     I started writing poetry when I was five, and writing all throughout my life truly became a trusted anchor.
I have experienced paths that haven't always been smooth; the gravel shaped who I am. 
I appreciate the hard times. I still hide occasionally. Human too. heh
I started my musical journey early 2024 ~ learning as I go ...
       I have so much to learn!

Getting my writings//collaborations off paper and evolve in to something potentially magical 💭🎧

We shall see  x☆x  Music fuels me  🤺💃🏼

Warning: I do have a few explicit songs. My content has some R16+ and my language may offend some people. I have no intention of being offensive, more so the opposite - to excite, imbue, inspire, renew xo

.
music & dance,
for the emancipation of the human spirit
.
for those with religious tendencies this could be called emancipation theology, a sort of liberation theology for the mind instead of the land
...

You can't see it because of the angle with which I took the shot, aiming down, but beyond those blocks is the sea.  To the left is the Mediterranean, to the right is the Atlantic Ocean.  No it's not Gibraltar, but a little bit further West. ... Actually I checked recently and it is further North more than West, I thought I was facing South when in fact I probably was facing the Atlantic ocean, which is why I suppose the waves were of a decent size where we were.
...
My face and the bike are a courtesy of Joël Vaudreuil
[https://vimeo.com/user8897093]  ... Merci Joe!
I then went ahead and butchered his work with a borrowed helmet.
Sorry Joe. =(
...
sometime in 2025:
I have not been able to recover access to my other account [https://soundcloud.com/ha-kekong] for a couple of years.  Don't be mad if I have not replied to your message in the past two years, that's because I never got them ; ) ... You can always reach me here though.
...

I'm trying to promote what I think is good music, so if you want to help out a bit I'd rather you [like] or [repost] my *playlists* rather than my field recordings, if you don't mind, unless you are a die hard fan of those things. Thank you ; )

I speak French, so if you send me a private message, and that you are a francophone, please write in French, thank you.  ... I mean, you don't absolutely have to, but I would prefer it. 

All my field recordings (except for when I record a person) are public, freely downloadable by anyone who is able to click on the button.  I encourage anyone interested to use them in any way whatsoever, on purpose or accidentally. No need for permissions or credits or any other kind  of administrative maneuvers.
...

Anarchists give me hope.

I'm a big fan of EFF.  Love ya EFF.  (no connection with the above line)
... and of course Richard Stallman and Linux and all the others.  Bless yous.

Now don't be lazy, go find out what it is this "EFF" that I'm talking about.  I'll give you a hint: it has to do with computers.

You have a nice day now.  Hugs & Kisses.

Honey

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