i wanted to kill myself on july 4th

lyrics: light myself up in flames
just to keep you warm 
cause it's you i adore
even when you're cold 
i'll give you my warmth
if it's what you need
tell me that you're sick and tired
of fighting over the same shit 
i can't comprehend
if only you knew i'm getting to my end
yeah i found what i need

i wish my last suicide attempt really worked.
then i wouldn't be stuck 
in this agonizing carousel with no end
i'm not what you want 
i don't even want myself

i don't know what to do or what to say
i don't know what i'm doing
i just don't know what to do anymore
just writing songs, 
over songs, over songs, over songs

i don't know what to say 
i'm doing it in one take 
cause i can't take it anymore
now i'm crying for help

everything all around me 
is crumbling to pieces 
nothings staying the same 
and you know how much i hate the change 
yeah you know how much i hate the change.

the ends.

(Cover by astroloxxy on ig)
@kaysnoto
youve been stuck in my head while im running ur world
ya im making the placements im playing you like chess
youve been roming the world for far too long
deal with all the hatred your facing all the stress 
you hate me and i hate you sometimes
Idk what to do like can i get some rest

@mistvale
you said love over lust since the start
but every time im coming through yeah your asking for sex
everything that you put me through i dont wanna play your games
you got me falling in love again 
you got me coughing out my brains

@kaysnoto
idrc abt nothin that said i do 
ya its hard to fuckin listen when you in that mood
and idrc abt breaking the rules
dumb young ones couldnt give a shit bout you
now im all your in head
and your all in my bed
and im losing my train of thought 
whats left in the end
am i better off dead i dont wanna just be a thought (almost passed tf out doing that) 

@mistvale
i could never ever change for you
cuz you know i fucked things up
and you could never ever change for me
cuz i swear your just a slut
i could never ever change(x2)
i dont wanna change for you
i could never ever change
i dont wanna change for you
everything that you put me through i dont wanna play your games
you got me falling in love again 
you got me coughing out my brains

@kaysnoto
idrc abt nothin that said i do 
ya its hard to fuckin listen when you in that mood
and idrc abt breaking the rules
dumb young ones couldnt give a shit bout you
now im all your in head
and your all in my bed
and im losing my train of thought 
whats left in the end
am i better off dead i dont wanna just be a thought (almost passed tf out doing that)

Bed Rotting on a Friday w/kaysnoto

never goodbye - going dark 2 demo

never goodbye - temple OS*

peices

37 missed facetime calls

why he tryna pretend wifiskeleton made this one

never goodbye - i just don't understand demo

prod. bowsa

now u kiss me
w ur hands on my fuckin shoulders
cuz u can stay w me until were fuckin over
its autumn fall and im smokin on that asphalt 

got this feelin in my veins
i jst say its okay
nothin really feels the same
its jst another fucking game

never goodbye - going dark 2 demo

penumbra