still standing

waiting for
someone to care
so i've never said a word
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put it all in a song so it doesn't sound so
absurd and obscure 
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(i try to say that i know what i'm doing
but everyone just thinks that i'm going off the rails or something...
but really.. its all a part of my process.. im doing this to myself...)
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we don't know what we're capable of
if you'de just held your tongue
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oh oh oh
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things would be alot easier if i'd just kept my mouth shut

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beyond the veil

OMNITUDO - translates from latin to approximately "all is one" - it is an old poetic piece from 2006, then made in the high mountains of Norway with berry sode at cyberbird, here refreshed with sounds & fragments from some of my favorite sonic brains, reality sandwich, hataken & herbstlaub, vocals by per van per & liva oba - partly produced by berry sode at cyberbird / thanx to all  ∞  artwork by per van per ( the last religious window )

OMNITUDO // ŒµÑ|†Ü∂Œ

https://youtu.be/9ldgRhDlqEA
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maybe a year or ten
maybe then you'll see
your self the way i do

i know there's a way
to make you love me
i just need a little more time

you're just a perfect girl
in a fucked up world
to you its the other way round
i just need a little more time

to make you see
your self the way that i do
you call me "mr. perfect"
you  think you don't deserve this

you think you'll disappoint me
you think i'll leave you hanging
that i'll grow tired of picking 
up all the pieces but for me

their the missing parts of me
baby wont you see
i know its so cliché
i know its so cliché
but you were meant for me
and i was meant for you
so give it all up, and fall into me

music video

perfect girl (music video)

music video: https://youtu.be/51DjEIh7tuE
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follow @miranda-ra1n
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from the upcoming ' nothing is real, part XX '
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spotify playlist of 19 albums of music like this - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3

when you're not home

when you're not home w/ Miranda Rain

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/zXO6LD_f8EM?si=NnZzoImXp4oaaOJb
my head is an ambient playlist _ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud! it got the number one spot on Spotify's own "Liminal" playlist! 
personally i never thought that song would get attention
so i wanted to make a better version of it, here's what i was trying to make at the time but couldn't seem to get it out right.
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my head is empty

my ambient playlist

i was only temporary 2 u (slowed)

i hope you guys don't mind a 1 time detour into synthwave?
the next 3 weeks friday release will all be Ambient. i am VERY excited for march 29ths track so please stick around for it!! <3

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

what comes after

ambient playlist

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

playlist

i wish i was special

source: http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b09jr60t

A very special 6 Music Recommends session, hosted by Sigur Rós, who have created a magical Christmas mix especially for us to enjoy.

The Icelandic band mark the end of an 18 month world tour and return to home soil for the first time in five years, with 4 intimate gigs at Harpa in Reykjavik, as part of the "Norður og niður" festival.

tracklisting

paul corley - sidings  https://paulcorley.com
JFDR - white ferrari (frank ocean cover) http://jfdrcurrent.com
sigrún - hringsjá  https://s1grun.bandcamp.com
sin fang, sóley & örvar smárason - the sun will go out  https://sinfang-soley-orvarsmarason.bandcamp.com
alex somers - between http://facebook.com/alexsomersmusic/
julianna barwick - cloudbank http://www.juliannabarwick.com
my bloody valentine - to here knows when  https://open.spotify.com/artist/6egkD3KNbPuvrNLuWpB0bM
jo berger myhre & olafur bjorn olafsson - 1000%  https://www.facebook.com/joandobo/
kaitlyn aurelia smith - an intention http://kaitlynaureliasmith.com
blanck mass - please 1  https://blanckmass.bandcamp.com
dan deacon - when i was done dying  http://dandeacon.com
bee xlaura - clay and vapour  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNDlvRmnilQ
alexis taylor - crying in the chapel (beatrice dillon version) http://www.alexistaylorsolo.com
mary lattimore - the quiet at night http://www.marylattimore.net

bbc radio 6 - christmas mix - dec 27th, 2017

Svefn-g-englar

Svefn-g-englar (Live at Íslenska Óperan, 1999)

Ágætis byrjun (A Good Beginning)

Ný Batteri (First Mix) (first mix)

Thank You 4 Your Interest - All what U see and Hear is inspired by Nature and by You, for your interest I thank you.  
As we all are one big organic lump living life that deeply connected with all are dependent on each other and the environment around us. We navigate by mirroring people we meet and watching to learn from the natures sustainable behavior and habits. We are Bi-products of each other our Nature and our Habitat, in this life of constant change we try to find the best way to deal with the consecvenses of not always knowing what is the right path, so we creates, experiments, acts and lives as contemporary symptoms,  sending out signs and signals to our surroundings in our culture for it to recognize and use it as a navigator to understand ourself, people, animals, nature, life in general the now and the codex of the times we live in.
It is in this open window, where we are mirroring  living and observing contemporary symptoms of times, we can create, interpret, communicate, our unique set of experiences, visualize our thoughts and doubts & use it as a frame for confirmation of your own state of mind, a recognizing tool for mental health as a grounding - a start, the moment, yours own perfect Now - Whatever you find useful on your path in life to wisdom, freedom and trust, you will find your own tools on your way or you will make them yourself, it will and cannot be given to you, it's for you to discover, you can and will not learn it from someone, the source is for you to find, cause nobody can not teach or learn away we can only inspire, be the creative, communicators, toolmakers, reflectors, living mirrors, the artist.  Mirroring of the contemporary signals, signs and symptoms of man in our own homemade manmade culture of the times - so that we together can recognize, visualize and inspire a direction in the evolution that is sustaining life and diversity on this earth and to make decisions on behalf of our common source, knowledge and all life as we know it. Either we are aware of it or not, we are all ambassadors for the nature and part of all life, our instinct want us to find our self, recognize our personality in its identity, adapt its abilities,  language, tools, signs and signals express it trough any given medium at any time, always - thats nature at work, thats the artists at work for the nature, the natures ambassador translating the universal language of man, the natures nature - repeating over and over again what we all know, what we are a part of, what we live inn, off and for, what we all know that we always knew in different ways as new and different days appears and time evolves into life as we know it, and we cease this gorgeous moment and love it, finds the only window out that show it, reveals the source, so use no force, don't scream, whisper, just breath your thoughts and release your will, chill your spill pill , reject your greed, please your thirst, smoothen you bursts let patience come first and find your chi and you will see you're just perfectly how and where you are meant to be, recognizing that everything is perfectly as it's suppose to be, cause it could not be differently, in this gift called life where we are free to be who we are really, free to do whatever we want to if we only know it is truly.     
Omnitudo - all is one - one is all - always / per van per


 ORGANIC - according to wikipedia;
" relating to an organism, a living entity."

 AMBIENT - according to wikipedia; "ambient music is a musical genre that focuses largely on the timbral characteristics of sounds, often organized or performed to evoke an "atmospheric",[2] "visual"[3] or "unobtrusive" quality."- 

 MUSIC -  gives us the possibility to experience how music, sound-storys, organic field recordings, atmospherics, noise aso. is reflecting and expressing the state of mind of the people and culture of the habitat in our own time. Every region of the earth has it's own musical expression, identity and language, (ever changing of course), some are very active, upfront and visual, others grounded in old ritual tradition, others purely celebrating mother nature and life. The nordic AMBIENT music expression today is up front, modern, active, well known and appreciated widely around the world, for it's emotional seriousity, elemental character and fascinating, recognizable almost visual atmosphere of the natures direct impact on the soundscape, atmosphere and story told or translated.

 NATURE -  has no borders, nor has the music, neither do we. As we get into the ambient, sound-scaping, storytelling, exploring spirit and ancient ground, we get wise on our own habitat, nature, our people and ourself, trough the fine tools of art, sound & music. Sharing these reflections in musical works, experience & wisdom with our brothers & sisters, is what art is all about. The artist will always seek and explore all sides of life & nature, then translate and express it trough the tools of art, so that others who don't have the time, means or the gift to explore it, is given access to this source of knowledge, trough the artists work with the umbrella of all arts, the music. The only, yet, universal language humans have.

 INSIDE you in your home on this earth, in our world of solar systems and galaxys, lives the universe to be, your guide, partner and chi in your effort to see and to be a part of something bigger than yourself. So that together we all will, inspired by each-other, enjoy in common spirit the greatest gift of all......LIFE, as it happens, right now, here, everywhere and always!  
 
NAMASTE
per van per
cph 2012



pervanper@mac.com
www.pervanper.com

OMNITUDO // ŒµÑ|†Ü∂Œ

per van per ~ ALL IS LIFE