This is a dark-wave / new-wave track inspired by Depeche Mode. The theme is being different to others, and being happy out of place.

Lyrics:

Shadowed I walk alone
My world is dark like stone
They wear colors so bright
I can't join in their light
They laugh and shine so clear
But my heart holds the fear
In their glow I'm unseen
Caught in a world between

Out of place I stand
Where dark is my land
In a world of light
I'm lost in the night

They see rainbows and sun
But for me it’s all gone
Their smiles don't touch my soul
In this dark I feel whole
In their world I’m a ghost
A shadow they have lost
No matter how they try
I’m a dark lullaby

Out of place I stand
Where dark is my land
In a world of light
I'm lost in the night

I know you think I am cold
Invisible
A phantom that you cannot hold
At home in the dark

Out of place I stand
Where dark is my land
In a world of light
I'm lost in the night

I'm lost in the night


Dark

This song was originally written as an acoustic track with just piano and vocals, and has been through multiple levels of feedback to reach its current stage. I have tried to approach overcoming isolation and depression in a way that is generally relatable, and to build to an optimistic conclusion. It's in Db Major, which is the musical equivalent of someone putting on a happy face.

Lyrics:

Did you ever feel that the world's not listening
Did you ever feel that the world just don't care
Did you catch a glimpse of the sky made of diamonds
Did you look again and it wasn't there

When you see through the illusion
And you break through your confusion
You can find the truth in your heart
You can heal as your world falls apart

Did you ever think that you were a loser
Did you ever think that you didn't belong
Did you hear the song in the colors of the rainbow
Did you look again and it was gone

When you see through the illusion
And you break through your confusion
You can find the truth in your heart
You can heal as your world falls apart

You're not the only one that's hurting
You're not alone in your pain
You can find solace in remembering 
That rainbows only follow rain


When you see through the illusion
And you break through your confusion
You can find the truth in your heart
You can heal your world and not fall apart

Yes, you can heal your world and not fall apart

The Illusion

Save Me from Myself

I have a dream
You and me on the beach
Lying in the sun
Waves crashing
Just you and me
Holding my hand
Phones buried in the sand
No one else around
Just taking in the ocean sounds

We’re on the beach
You and me, it’s a dream
Fucking in the sand
You’re gripping hard to my hand
Reaching climax
Melting like hot wax
Come a thousand times
I belong to you and you are mine

I know you’re the one
Making love in the sun
Get me off so good
Like no-one else has done
Throw it back
Yeah I like it like that
We go fast and we go slow
You’re my princess yeah you know

Dream

/ 16 июня /
in your city there is also sun...
and also June - the sixteenth...
you dreamed of thinking in another language..
- it will not come true..

but the rest will work out..!

what happened..?

we did not tell each other everything...
at our meeting
so many lies...
words hidden..
and time wasted
in doubts..

we are tired...
of wandering around real events...

and

your plan succeeded

yes...

but -
so-so..

so-so...

now...
you are far away

incomprehensible...

miles stretch and break...

between us....

you write songs about me
in another language

and I do not understand them...

we are refugees - we are emigrants from each other...

and
your plan succeeded

yes .

but -
it's so-so...

so-so...

в твоём городе тоже солнце...
и тоже июнь - шестнадцатое...
ты мечтал думать на другом языке ..
- это не сбудется..

а остальное удасться ..

что было ..

не всё друг другу сказали...
в нашей встрече 
так много лжи...
слова скрывали ..
и время потерялось 
в сомненьях наших..

мы устали ...
по реальным событиям
скитаться ...

и

твой план удался

да ...

но -
он так себе ..

так себе...

а теперь ...

ты далеко

непостижимо ...

мили тянутся и рвутся ...
между нами....

пишешь песни обо мне
на другом языке

я их не понимаю…

мы беженцы - 
мы друг от друга

эмигранты…

и

твой план удался

да .
но -
он так себе ..

так себе...

so-so

Produced and written by Sarah Paradise-Brown

Something feels broken
Something inside
I often wonder
Why I’m not like the other guys

Something feels distant
Good times get pushed aside
The closer you hold me
The further I reside

Were you faking when
You said it felt so good

Don’t touch my skin
I can’t breathe when you pull me in
Love’s just a word
I’ve only heard
What love should be
Cause I was never shown
How love should feel
How love should feel

Tell me if you’re feeling tired
Tell me if you’re feeling tired

Don’t touch my skin
I can’t breathe when you pull me in
Love’s just a word
I’ve only heard
What love should be
Cause I was never shown
How love should feel
How love should feel

How Love Should Feel

In comes in waves and now I'm drowning in my shame
I smoked so much that I can't remember my name
I'm falling into the void

I freak out, I withdraw, I wanna be alone
Ignore my message, I don't pick up the phone
Stop calling, I'm getting annoyed

Let me make music let me get into my zone
I'm acting cold and like my heart is made of stone
This nothingness swallows me whole

Go fuck yourself don't tell me how I'm s'posed to feel
Just give me space, that's always been the way I heal - with loneliness
It fixes my soul

In comes in waves and now I'm drowning in my shame
I smoked so much that I can't remember my name
I'm falling into the void

I freak out, I withdraw, I wanna be alone
Ignore my message, I don't pick up the phone
Stop calling, I'm getting annoyed

Into the void
I'm falling Into the void
I'm falling into the void

Let me make music let me get into my zone
I'm acting cold and like my heart is made of stone
This nothingness swallows me whole

Go fuck yourself don't tell me how I'm s'posed to heal
Just give me space, that's always been the way I heal - with loneliness
It fixes my soul

It comes in waves and now I'm drowning in my shame
I smoked so much that I can't remember my name name
It comes in waves and now I'm drowning in my shame
I smoked so much that I'm falling

Into the void
Into the void
Into the void
Into the void
I'm falling into the void
Into the void
Into the void
Into the void
I'm falling into the

Into The Void

BadBear

I Advise You Not To Touch Me

I do love it when your brain just locks into an idea and it feels effortless to create something.  

I also like it when MY brain does that, too!  And that's what happened with "Quibble"--the latest Interbay track to drop exclusively here on SoundCloud.    

At 114bpm, it grooves instead of sprints.  The palette of sound colors is limited to just a few and the grind of repetition is a feature on this track, not a bug.  There is progression and there is acceleration, as the energy level of the song does built throughout the tracks length.  

And the lyrics construct a narrative that is about storytelling techniques and escaping a seemingly inevitable fate--"the magic of quibbles."  That sure feels like a worthy topic to make an Interbay song about!  

Is there at least a little bit of Rufus Du Sol influence here?  I think so.  Your mileage may vary, of course.  

"Keep your eyes out for those sly quibbles."  

Heading into the weekend, this slightly dark but still worthy of an enthusiastic dance track feels perfectly timed.  Hopefully you'll give this one a listen, a like, a repost and share.  Add it to a groovy dance playlist.  Leave a comment.  

Most of all, please give this page a follow.  If you'll look, there's nearly 500 original tracks in the back catalog of Interbay here--and all of these have been posted one per day for nearly 500 consecutive days.  That means, so far, every day brings a new surprise present for you to open up and check out--of course, it's always the same...a new Interbay track...but, those tracks sure aren't going to sound the same as each other!  

Worth it?  I think it is...though some may quibble with that admittedly biased opinion.

You should make your own decision.  To do that, you need to listen...and you should follow!

"Quibble" *SoundCloud Exclusive*

Today's track is not only a change of pace from recent Interbay track drops here on SoundCloud, but it is possibly one of the most personal tracks I've produced since debuting as Interbay a couple of years ago.  

A bit too real, perhaps...as I had intended on singing the lyrics on this track.  It meant that much to me, but in the end, I found it difficult to gather myself up to do as good of a job as I thought this track deserved.  

I might revisit this in the future and give it another go.  Maybe refine the lyrics a bit, even as a spoken word poem, there are parts that are a bit clunky.  

I wanted to make a sad piano ballad--and, as always, I didn't so much make what I wanted to make as I ended up making...Interbay.  The pianos started to sound like music boxes, the horns and strings got all filtered...and then some glitchy echo effects made it clear that this wasn't going to be a ballad at all.  

I have been searching for almost five years now for a notebook where I'd jotted down some song lyrics that I wrote while I was with my wife as she died, following a six year battle against cancer.  I've wanted to commit that song to tape--possibly for the anniversary of her passing, which will be five full years just after Christmas.  

I haven't found them yet.  Buried under five years of accumulated and unsorted flotsam and jetsum, I'm sure.  But when I heard the sad chord progression and the music box plinks and plunks, it felt like this might end up sounding a lot like what I'd imagine that other song could have sounded like.  

The words are new.  I tried to keep them simple.  I think there's really only one detail in the lyrics that only makes sense if you know the story ahead of time--but it works as more of a vibe thing.  

I have a feeling that this won't be the only track inspired by this loss in my life--and I know that everyone, at some point, experiences their own losses.  Perhaps expressing this grief could be helpful?  I'm never sure.  But, this is the song that I found myself working on last night and tonight...and I hope you give it a listen.  

It means a lot.  

(Also, follow this page for more Interbay.  Thanks.)

"Just Rest Now" *SoundCloud Exclusive*

Post-punk, dance, indie, electronic, and mutant pop in various styles (seriously!)--new tracks being posted daily (every day for over a year, so far!)

Interbay is the new project of Peter Greyy (previously of Cremation Dance and DangerScience), based out of Seattle and Phantom Laboratories West.

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