slowpoke w/ 3mourn (prod. etherial + oladaev)

Temperance (feat. Sin3) [Rest]

Producers: cutspace, petulant, katebi, methboiswag, rue, dead@18
Cover: mercyshop!
Vocals: Baileys, luqa

D̶͙͗O̶͔̍̓ ̴̛̞̯͖̩̤͘Ì̵̡̗͈̻̼̀̍̂ {soundcloud exclusive]

prod.: me
guitar: me (Tuning: EbAbDbGbBbEb)

Hey,
I uploaded this song exactly one year ago on my old account and hope that i have improved from then until this remake. Here is the old version (don't be scared of the mix it's very bad):
https://soundcloud.com/luxistired/tired

Lyrics:
(So tired)
Every day I try to find a place to begin
But I never did enough cuz I couldn't get in
At least I tried to
But I'm angry at myself cuz I lost you
And I think
They don't understand me
Words come out, but they don't get free
Sometimes I pretend live is easy
Then I ran against a wall and now there is blood on the screen

I need some time 
to figure out my life line
my actions are not fine
When does my sun shine?
I think I am
going insane
so I might pull the triger
if those thoughts dont go away
I'm tired of pretending to be one of them,
but if i were what I want, I would just go insane
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
(I dont fit in here)


I wanna cut me off, but there are to many memories
wouldn't gave up, still I think there's no man in me
having an inside shell cuz talking is like hell
(I never know what to say, too many thoughts in the way)
I wanna cut me off, but there are to many memories
wouldn't gave up , still I think there's no man in me
I live in a box, but the great one won't notic it
pretend to be alive, try to live like diogenes


I need some time 
to figure out my life line
my actions are not fine
When does my sun shine?
I'm tired of pretending to be one of them
but if i were what I want, I would just go insane
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
(I dont fit in here)
I dont fit in

Tired

I was married on Sunday
Buried on Monday
On Tuesday I rose
I rose from the sea.

I went down with the anchor
Off Salamanca
Down to the bottom
The anchor and me.

I went down with the anchor
Right to the bottom
And there I rested
Deep in the sea.

I was married on Sunday
Buried on Monday
On Tuesday I rose
The anchor and me.

I was married on Sunday
Buried on Monday
On Tuesday I rose
I rose from the sea.

And if I am lagging
It’s the anchor I’m dragging
The anchor that took me
Into the sea.

I went down with an anchor
Off Salamanca
It went to the bottom
And there I should be.

I was married on Sunday
Buried on Monday
On Tuesday I rose
The anchor and me.

I was married on Sunday
Buried on Monday
On Tuesday I rose
I rose from the sea.

And here I am standing
On soil that is sandy
Thinking about things
The anchor and me.

And if I am lagging
It’s the anchor I’m dragging
What would you expect
With a man from the sea?

I was married on Sunday
Buried on Monday
On Tuesday I rose
I rose from the sea.

I was married on Sunday
Buried on Monday
On Tuesday I rose
The anchor and me.

Married on Sunday r6

icarus fell

lyrics:

you could say i-

you could say i changed, i'm less relatable
i'm always in pain, no time to make it, bro
give me all the pills, and let me take it, bro
just let me know

if you got change for a payphone
cause i have to pay for a way home
i don't want no problems, so just leave me alone
just leave me alone cause i've been by my own, uh

you stabbed me in the back right now
i don't know who to trust right now
am i getting love right now?
or am i getting played again?

you stabbed me in the back right now
i don't know who to trust right now
am i getting love right now?
or am i getting played again?

you could say i changed, i'm less relatable
i'm always in pain, no time to make it, bro
give me all the pills, and let me take it, bro
just let me know

if you got change for a payphone
cause i have to pay for a way home
i don't want no problems, so just leave me alone
just leave me alone cause i've been by my own, uh

on my way home prod. whitecxffin

Randy ran rings
Around the circular table
Turned out he was something
Of a fable.

Randy was a man
On a curious mission
He wanted to find things
That had truly gone missing.

For a fee
Or even for free
He’d find anything
Wherever it be.

For a fee
Or even for free
He’d find anything
Wherever it be.

Randy was approached
To find a table
The round table
Of medieval babel.

Complete with knights
Quaffing fine labels
Sure, said Randy
Put it on my way bill.

Randy sought high
And then he went low
He went everywhere
That Randy could go.

Randy sought high
And then he went low
He went everywhere
That Randy could go.

Of course, he found it
Randy being special
At the bottom of a well
In Nova Scotia.

The knights still there
In their fine regalia
Not so lively
Around that table.

Randy ran rings
Around that table
Turned out he was something
Of a fable.

Randy ran rings
Around that table
Turned out he was something
Of a fable.

Randy r5a

im dead im dead im dead idk what my gentle arist name will be

Clenched Fist 6 dogs type beat

Mr Glum
Went out one day
To make his fortune
In the family way.

Singing sad songs
Until they hollered
Collecting coins
Fake and solid.

Standing
Beneath an arch
He sang so sadly
And so hollow.

That the arch
Collapsed
Burying him
Up to his collar.

Shocked by this
He really howled
With hoots of pain
And damaged pride.

In time he recovered
But could not sing
The saddest cut
No money coming in.

He had to find
Another way
With arches
Always far away.

Town crier
Now became his job
Instead of sad songs
Bad news his daily bob.

Mr Glum
Went out one day
To make his fortune
In the family way.

Mr Glum r1 (Techno music provided by Crack Rock Jamz: DayBu$)

[LYRICS]
Going nuts
Inside my skull burnouts
Between blades and walls
I fucking kill them all
Drag yourself on the floor
Prey divided pure gore
Guts dragging Picasso
Satanic rite amazing tho
Wtf spitting lava 
Pushing you into crater
Melt like shit feeding he'lligator
End of history lil shit vaporized
Scorn winds freezing my heart
Ripping katana invisible power
I'm a dead tree rotting ugly
This winds blow me distantly
Far away from humanity
Persistent doubt person or entity 
Waking up as a Set 
Tribulation main mindset
Pulling atrocities from my hat
Magic beast enlights horizons
Necessary evil saves your day
Not really throwing your head away
Corrupting neural nets 
With forbidden dialects
Tapping X my corpse face
Thinking how to erase all surface

FVCKSYSTEM

BURNOUT

Writer of prose and poetry since mid-1960s. Given an acoustic guitar in 1978 by long-suffering sister. Many songs produced that way. More recently, guitar skills all but faded, using GarageBand and Logic Pro to put words to music.
ps. The Bandcamp songs should be free to download. Please let me know if they're not.

Mr Glum r1 (Techno music provided by Crack Rock Jamz: DayBu$)

Peter Grimbeek