The darkness thrives deep and gets the best of you and the people you love.. Emotions are no joke. You feel these things for reasons even if the demons are unnamed at your dire times. In light of this, I'd like to share a journey through my own darkness.

Your reflection stares back at you. Your eyes and heart are gray and weary. You're drowning in your own depths. You're tired, frustrated, discontent, and stale...  all you seek is to break free from your own mess. "Expression!" ,you think to yourself.. "this may be the key.." Months later, your frowns have turned into smiles; your disappointment has turned into gratitude. At this point you're sick of being down. Time moves too fast. You're losing moments stuck in an abyss stemmed from your own guilt, beliefs, perspectives and low esteem. You realize you're not alone. You realize you're your only kind.  You realize all you had to do was to be true to yourself, to love and live genuinely, and to never forget to count your blessings.

Nathan Pex - From Your Mess
Composed, performed, and produced by Nathan Peckson
Mastered by @mellowfellowstudios
Art by @Notanabanana (twitter)
Cop a copy of the track here! 
https://nathanpex.bandcamp.com/track/from-your-mess

Lyrics:

You don't see autumn leaves in a falling
No change, there's no room for change
Stagnancy you play victim to it. 
You're upset, some days just cease to go your way

Your head now turns to the times you've lost the trust
You'll never ever be capable of love
A traitor seems to be flowing in your blood
The pains too far to be undone

So pick up from your mess. 
Something great inside of you is giving all your best
So quit hiding in shells because of what you think of yourself.
You've got your own mind to tell...

To be set free, to live the dreams
Just pull off your covers 
Get off your knees 
and be at peace, no doubting please
Just pull off your covers 
and smile with teeth

Nervousness in your system again. Wish to
break the binds with a bit of encouragement
All alone, You're all alone just staring at a painting
Her beauty bathes in light you're losing your footing

Your head now turns to the times you didn't move
then ran away from all the things you had to prove
Regret all the moments you didn't know what to do
The pains too deep to ever soothe

So pick up from your mess. 
Something great inside of you is giving all your best
So quit hiding in shells because of what you think of yourself.
You've got your own mind to tell...

To be set free, to live the dreams
Go pull off your covers 
Get off your knees 
and be at peace, no doubting please
Just pull off your covers 
You're free to breathe
Just show off your colors
and paint the seas
Just pull off your covers
and smile with teeth
Just show off your colors 
That's all you need

From Your Mess

I don’t even be one here anymore lol - Past SoundCloud user, Avid Spotify supporter.

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