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PROD MOUTHGUARD
GUITAR BY MOUTHGUARD
MIXED BY MOUTHGUARD + NINA EXE
MASTERED BY NINA EXE

Mouthguard - FREAKS (ft. 6arelyhuman, JoshIGuess, D34D)

Written by: Reapers Shadow & JoshIGuess
Produced by: Papapedro Beats
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: PixAi
Artwork edited by: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

[Verse 1: Reapers Shadow]
Yeah it's Christmas morning 
Fuck up on the fucking rain pouring 
Just wanna get my presents fuck yo presence 
Don't want no one but myself bitch 
It's Christmas so do your best 
To give instead of take 
Like it's thanksgiving 
Nobody wanna be themselves nowadays 
Just wanna get paid then steal from the weak

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line
But just know you'll find your way

[Bridge: JoshIGuess]
You'll find your way, you'll find your way
I pull up in Santa's sleigh 
The way you gon treat me today
Better watch my fucking weight

[Verse 2: JoshIGuess]
Sweetie making sweets that's so sweet
Then the sweet in the sheets i'm complete
Hehe, eat the pussy
Sitting through the night like it's milk and cookies
Binging all of these christmas movies once again

The laptop i'm making this with 
It's getting more fucked up by the day
Got it for Christmas 9 years ago ayy
I'm lucky that it's actually working 
Song in process for a year you fans are deserving this

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

Holidays W/ JoshIGuess  (Prod. Papapedro Beats)

Featuring: @joshiguess & @akiradoves
Written by: Phantom Eclipse, JoshIGuess, AkiraDoves 
Produced by: Grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Mengo Yokoyari
Artwork edited by: Phantom Eclipse 
 
[Intro: Phantom Eclipse]
Putting my emotions on display
I survey the coming storm
To the vultures I'm just prey 
Wish this regret would go away 

[Bridge: Phantom Eclipse]
But somehow
I will find my way

[Verse 1: JoshIGuess]
I've been lost and I've been trapped
And I've been gone it's on your behalf
And all of your friends try to follow your steps
But that couldn't be any more incorrect
I feel like I'm on a time lapse
You act too cold and I get sidetracked

[Chorus: Phantom Eclipse]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(I know you miss me but I'm gone)

[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
But i'm gone wasting your time
It's always gotta be you
& now you're always coming back
When will you
Just let me go

[Chorus: Phantom Eclipse]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(SNOW!!!!)

I've Become Cold W/ JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves (Prod. Grayskies)

Ice in my Veins

Snowstorm JoshIguess Ft HoosWrld

Lyrics - 

I didn't know that, or I wish you would have texted back
But I understand him, you don't wanna do it
Cause nothing ever feels the same
And I know I'm the one to blame

I will end up going insane
At this point you're a memory
That's all you really are to me
You're nothing less, you're not even free

You found a lover, but not to me
I still got you on my lock screen
Nothing changes, I am saying
Crying on the pavement, oh I fucking hate this

And you're just a memory
At least that's what you are to me
You're nothing less, you're nothing more
And for more I will ignore

I will ignore, I will ignore
I'm at the point where I think I should leave this
I wanna try, but there's no point in trying
I've done my best, everybody's always lying

I say I'm great, but inside I'm dying
And i could play pretend at least that's what you want
I'll hide my feelings for you
I'll do what you want me to, I'll be a different person

And I'm trying, I don't know if it's worth it
You say you like me, but I'm far from perfect
Wait till you really see me in person
You wonder if it was really worth it

And you're just a memory
At least that's what you are to me
You're nothing less, you're nothing more
And for more I will ignore

I will ignore, I will ignore
Tell me what you know, oh I don't even see it
Tell me what you say, oh I do not believe it
Tell me what you see, oh I can't see it

I believe you're leaving

just a memory (prod. GAXILLIC)

mixed and mastered by @JoshIGuess
cover by me (D34D)
produced by Artixan

Lyrics:
D34D:
beauty in the chaos that surrounds me
i see the flames even when im sleeping soundly
when we all die i know it would not astound me
ill destroy the world, not a care for those around me

Josh:
I'm destroying the whole universe
Cus I already rule this world
Matter fact I am out of it
Just like yo girl, she dance and twirl
And she always getting turnt
But I'm always feeling burnt
Cus she always want things the same
But who am I to blame?
When all of my verses always turn into flames
Bitch I'm insane
Bitch this is a rave not a dance ball
Bitch this a fireball no alcohol
Let's get fucked up to the sounds hitting off the walls
Pin you against the wall I know you like that
Call from your homegirls I'll hit em right back
Stay on hold cus I got you on the irl ima be hitting it like

D34D:
beauty in the chaos that surrounds me
i see the flames even when im sleeping soundly
when we all die i know it would not astound me
ill destroy the world, not a care for those around me

D34D x JoshIGuess - BEAUTY!

lyrics -

i just crumbled up letters that you left here
now i remember why you left here
and i don’t even blame you
no i couldn’t even blame you
and i act like everything’s great
you can notice every lie it’s all on my face
and im wasting time trying to talk to you
cause we both know this won’t ever do
i like to act like i don’t care
every memory like you weren’t there
it kinda hurts me less
maybe this is my own way to repent
and i act like everything’s fine
but we both know my lies
all disguised
don’t act brand new
i know it’s you
you love to lie and act like i’m in the wrong
but we don’t get along
not anymore, anymore
i know i said i blocked you but i cant
do you think we can remain friends?

tell me what you're expecting from me
tell me is there something you see between us?
we both know that we can be friends
this is where our story's supposed to end
and I'm sorry for all those lies
just know that i meant everything inside
every letter that wrote to you
it had truth, it had meaning
thats one thing that will never die
i really felt it all for you
would've sacrificed everything 4 u
but we've gotta let it go now
we've just gotta let it go now

this wont ever work w/ catrica

Written by: Lizzie Calisto,  @kiddamo
Produced by: Tiresss (IG: @tiressssss)
Mixed/Mastered by: @killzoltar

Song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3KT2vSSMrQRTUG4GjHeJg8?si=95b95307ea744da0

Watch my music video: https://youtu.be/tELz2vfQ9gg?si=nN3SMFjPfO6HezNF

//Lyrics//

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

Lights out at the house
I don't think anybody's home
Shadows following me home now
It seems the moon is not alone
I cry out
All I want is for you to take me home
But time stopped
So I'm stuck here on my own

How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

(How does it feel)
(How does it feel)

[KiddAmo]
How does it feel… feel
You don't wanna tell me how you feel
Feels like I'm trippin out, like is this even real
Even though you're mad at me, but time will heal
But I don't really wanna feel
So hurry up and crack the seal
And just tell me how it feels
You don't know what I think when I think 'bout you
Used to stick to myself, now I stick by you
Fk a sidekick, you know that this Glock's the only side I choose
(Only side I choose, only side I choose)

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
How does it feel

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

how does it feel (ft. kiddamo) (Prod. Tiresss)

abstractions and vignettes of emotion and experience, i hope you enjoy

all beats by elijah david: https://www.youtube.com/@ElijahDavid_

thank you to notahero and shizukesa for helping complete some tracks and provide a unique perspective to the emotions i've felt

vengeance [prod elijah david]

prod. noise complaint 

lyrics:
i just want to speak, and get it off my chest
its painful leaving this unsaid
the memories keep playing in my head
seeing you in my dreams again

oh, is there something that im missing?
just tell me
oh, im ready to listen 
im sorry
know its my bad
i always worry
i miss you here
baby, come hold me
hold me
hold me

flesh:
I've been holding the door closed
It's been harder to take a breath
And part of me wanna step outside
But I wanna let you know
How beautiful you are to me
I didn't mean to be hurtful
I wanna be your armor
When you put your arms around me
I can feel my heart beating stronger
I swear I'll tell you everything
Be honest, keep no secrets
We'll bear this hell, you and me
Help each other fight our demons



hold me (feat. flesh)

Lyrics - 

When I first fell in love, you told me I was different
But also the next day you told me one day I will miss this
Was that a warning? And now I'm mourning
I know I graduated, my life still sucks like ass

You told me one day I will love this and always look back
And guess what day it is? It's the day where I finally want you back
And we used to kiss under streetlights And we used to talk until midnight
We used to look at each other in class, God we grew up so fast and now I miss you

I hope you'll come back a little more I need my joy to be restored
staring at photos, trying to reminisce What we'd had if we never fell apart
So quick, you don't need it You were all I sought
So come back when I call 

Please come back
I need you here Oh, it sucks so bad
You never loved me, don't you ever lie to me again
I know I am coming back and I'm not coming as a friend to you
Oh, to you
You used to be my best friend You said we're together till the world ends
Well, it feels like the world ended The moment you said you'd leave me

And I recall on the night where your father died I was so scared looking at your eyes
I used to see your tears all pouring out I reached my arms and gave them out
And you pushed me away and then you cut me off And I understand if you need time
But getting a new boyfriend isn't a way to cope with your father dying

the day your father died (prod. iof)

Big collab! Thanks to everyone <3 
Production by Cxrter & babieyummo
Mix & Master by Vails

lluna : https://on.soundcloud.com/dLQzh5lPzA3ZTsuV8K
Milxnake: https://on.soundcloud.com/1P6F8oL4xXOM6m2Gyo
nvr nvmbr: https://on.soundcloud.com/JsubehE6ULMdX8Zad4
Liru: https://on.soundcloud.com/pnUmFnRPRm5xIhAIVj
Cxrter: https://on.soundcloud.com/vYSP04xGI9JLI081G0
Babieyummo: https://on.soundcloud.com/VB6L2J2aQbr22JoTjW


Lyrics:

(lluna)
「遠い未来
嘘みたいな再会
想像して期待したい
混ざり合い
何気ない日常をもっと愛したい」
↓
( A distant future
A reunion that feels like a dream
I want to imagine it, and believe
Blending together
I want to love the ordinary days even more)

(Vails)
Lately I
Wish I never met you
Cus lately I
Can’t seem to forget you 

 you moved on
This hits home, it’s killing me
my smiles gone, I’m perched down
On to my knees

I’m trying to avoid it the best I can 
she dont know my heads 10 feet in the sand
It’s still in my conscience that I’m not her plans 
I can’t say I’m fine I don’t know where I stand 

She’s laughing with him while I break alone
She’s found her place while I can’t find home
I wish I could hate her, but love won’t go
So I sit with this pain that she’ll never know

(Milxnake)
Didn’t she care?
Baby, I cared
I just got tired
I just got scared
You wanted answers
I can’t explain
I’ll hold my breath
Swallow the pain 
And it’s all a fucking mess now
Like, can we fix this up?
Because I’ve had enough 
I’ll be your girl forever
Just hit my phone whenever
So tired of explaining myself now
And I’m willing to change but idk how

(Vails)
Lately I
Wish I never met you
Cus lately I
Can’t seem to forget you 

 you moved on
This hits home, it’s killing me
my smiles gone, I’m perched down
On to my knees

I’m trying to avoid it the best I can 
she dont know my heads 10 feet in the sand
It’s still in my conscience that I’m not her plans 
I can’t say I’m fine I don’t know where I stand 

She’s laughing with him while I break alone
She’s found her place while I can’t go home
I wish I could hate her, but love won’t go
So I sit with this pain that she’ll never know

(Nvr nvmbr)
baby, you took a piece of my soul
then left me here dead in the snow
i guess it’s how things gotta go

the weight of all this pressure
it’s crushing my bones
i don’t have a heart or a home
you’re someone now that i don’t know

don’t come through
you tear me in two
with the things that you do
what do i have to lose?

i’m black & blue 
mistaken & used
you fucked my whole life up
now & we’re through

(Liru.)
I keep breaking down so easily
I still remember what you said and girl it eats on me
Im so sorry that youre leaving me
I dont know how I became this monster that you see in me

im losing myself and damn I dont know how to stop
I dont know if we can go back to friends
cause baby you tore me apart
now my sanity's fucked up 
I hope I can wake up
cause this shit is a nightmare
I thought you could fight fair
I thought you could fight fair
I thought you could fight fair

Wish we never met (feat. lluna, Milxnake, nvr nvmbr, Liru.)

Disneyland Youtube Music Video:

https://youtu.be/yeoSoinOkM0?si=A18ymdnOpuydzy1o

Lyrics:

life hasn’t been easy, and I’ve been so caught up with lies
counting all these ceiling cracks, at 3am each night
thinking of the things I said, wishing I could make it right
but every time I open up, I end up in a fight

I keep these words beneath my tongue
bleeding silence when I’m young
my voice is trembling like these strings
played out of tune in everything

and I’m sorry I don’t talk much anymore
my room’s a mess, my mind’s a war
I’ve been holding on to empty air
And you’re not here,  it’s so unfair

every sunrise feels the same
grey horizons, pouring rain
I’m so tired of feeling numb
tell me where did I go so wrong?

days blend into empty weeks, I can’t keep up with time
my friends all say I’m distant now, I tell them that I’m fine
but every street I walk alone still echoes with your name
I guess I lost myself the day you went and walked away

I keep these words beneath my tongue
bleeding silence when I’m young
my voice is trembling like these strings
played out of tune in everything

#rock #metal #music

Beneath my tongue (MV in description)

lil track with the boy MisFiiT, hope u fw it

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
I envy u
And u just pity me
I grit my teeth
And hold my tongue between
Girl when it’s over
Maybe you’ll know what I’m feeling
Bumping to my music
I’ll be hanging from the ceiling

Set me free from what was home
I can feel it in my bones
Everything I’ve ever loved
Everything I’ve ever known
Was a blur inside the dream
Never meant for me to own
Maybe soon it will be over
Sooner than we ever know

I envy u
And u just pity me
I grit my teeth
And hold my tongue between
Girl when it’s over
Maybe you’ll know what I’m feeling
Bumping to my music
I’ll be hanging from the ceiling
-=-=-
MisFiiT
-=-=-
i envy you but your not much better
you got a way with words that make me feel hurt
i been more lost then i have before 
and you use that to your advantage 

hanging from the ceiling 
i might catch a suicide
workin on my music 
yeah this shit is do or die
my thoughts are tongue tied so i write
get it off my mind
good times good times wish i could rewind

to me and you in a wraith
the daydream at least that we talked about daily 
you lied you lied to my face said you’d save me
now i’m fucked up goin on a binge full of envy

envy w/ MisFiiT (prod. ionas59)

New Music Video out 
https://youtu.be/UhkCGzSZ1TA?si=bx29Ta8rYyVz9DPA

My former names include @kurama_sd , @kurama-sad , @reapers-shadow, & @reapers-remnants

My alt account is @kurumi-violet It will be used for emo plugg & more cutesy music

This account is for Dark hyperpop, Shoe gaze, Alt rock, & DnB might have other styles if they fit or are needed to convey an albums theme.

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

I've Become Cold W/ JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves (Prod. Grayskies)

Phantom Eclipse

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