this is like 2000's music all over again i love it

remember me

residential. - remember me (santana)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: taymxru
Mixed by: @akiradoves
Mastered by: @joshiguess
Artwork link: https://www.zerochan.net/3982305
Artwork by: 168_azusa
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDQ7m2L9sK8 

Lyrics:
[Intro: Scaramouche's speech]
It took me three betrayal's 
To finally understand
The world is just an elaborate tapestry of lies
My fury will never be quelled 
The first to betray me was a god 
My creator 
My mother

[Chorus]
Amber skies with the pale moonlight 
Deep blue sea with the coral lines 
Breaking through the screams of a siren 
No wrongs I been righting

[Verse]
Vultures in the sky
They just take 
Everything... Away... from me
I just wanna break 
From this stress
Flames bursting through the sky
But I can't control you 
I know that
Breaking away from the storm

[Chorus]
Amber skies with the pale moonlight 
Deep blue seas with the coral lines 
Breaking through the screams of a siren

[Outro: Scaramouche's speech]
Humans they can't be trusted 
& the gods fill me with pure loathing
So I said Good Riddance

Siren (Lies) (Prod. taymxru)

got fired, heres some music

my temper been on and off
walking home 4 o clock
wasting my time a lot
I really dont wanna talk

D1 but dont wanna ball
i'd jump but im scared to fall
if that shit makes sense at all
suppress it with alcohol

but now that the cold is here
take me to somewhere near
by the pond or the weathered pier
to remember better years

give me my time to myself for a minute like
bacardi bottles in the back of the civic like
next time you see me im testing the limits like
this music is something you cannot prohibit 
im home

d1 (neverforever)

I have this daily fear i've lived my best, and theres nothing left to come
like these constant notions i piece together don't fuck with me enough
is it the self esteem or the overwhelming selfishness in my blood?
or how i settle down in past mistakes to mask what i've become

i lie awake

atleast im honest
fuck the things you promised
these thoughts engraved inside me make me vomit
atleast im honest 
fuck the things you promised
so dont judge me for these pills inside my pocket
atleast im honest


honest (all we left unsaid)

Doctor
Remember id drive this needle thru my pupil if I lied
Just to breathe this air inside of my room will get u high
Once I got word that guy there I step in and they hide
I feel like a monster im fucking up the vibe
I feel like a boxer I punch in and it ride
I feel like a doctor with what’s on me tonight
Remember they took my soul from me so I could be the guy
This shit from real rockers take this shit and you die

Take this shit and u die
I take two and it make me fly
Baby I love the struggle
I love barely getting by
I mix drugs im slumped
But I cant even close my eyes
I could hear em talking like go check if he’s alive
I could not feel my face Im up in space im on the tight rope
I had been down so long u know I just had to break the cycle
Soon as I lock this door I make her sing just like Mariah 
Girl I know u bad ion even gotta get em to pull the file
Its pieces of me 
They fall off on the ground
These pieces of me got kicked up in the crowd
Few Pieces part of this story getting left out
Its a few Pieces part of this story getting left out
So Come back
Just for the night yea
Ive planned
Everything out this time
Mask off
Its no need to hide now
Talk soft try not to shout this time
Dark dirt is flecked inside of her nail beds
Get up and think to reroute this try
I hate the backseat instructions 
Ill blowing out the back of his fucking head this time
I been bleeding some buckets out of my heart baby
Nothings working at stopping or clotting this size
I was faking it then but its getting hard baby
This a means to an end if I hold in this cry

Doctor
Remember id drive this needle thru my pupil if I lied
Just to breathe this air inside of my room will get u high
Once I got word that guy there I step in and they hide
I feel like a monster im fucking up the vibe
I feel like a boxer I punch in and it ride
I feel like a doctor with what’s on me tonight
Remember they took my soul from me so I could be the guy
This shit from real rockers take this shit and you die

MOSHUP (jabarionthebeat x haze x fallwood)

worth

residential. - worth (all we left unsaid)

I was on top the road inside the back of this merc  dead stocked 
We could burn the road inside this sprinter until the wheels go pop
Baby when they tell u what it costs then u get why I dont stop
I just paid the price with just my life and now im hearing death knock
U could see in my eyes im faded u dont know the half im smacked
Molly make me stand like my seat full of thumb stacks
Soon as im rich I swear im putting the pink on tap
Only time id called is when I needed hope
But Its been too long u gotta let it go
It feel too wrong to do this shit alone
The pull is too strong fuck it im going home

Bitch I been yanking my hair out
I cant keep losing
Im sick of walking around this place with my head down
Its Drugs in the penthouse
And Im tryna abuse them
I cant be sure if I told u touch down
This bridge being broke down
These bolts getting loosened
I wont be here when it fold up and burn
Cause Im tryna live girl im not trying get by
I swear im good on my own like a ribeye
Ok run that back im getting seared in here again
Ok run that fade im knocking the beard off his chin
I just put sumn on that aint appeared in the store
And I hate smoking cookie cause I always want more
You aint caught this side of me before Ive gotten used to it
If this shit so hard than why the fuck I always breeze thru it
I dont think u realize what u dealing with u stupid fuck
I could mash this beat like 30 times and still id do it up 

I was on top the road inside the back of this merc  dead stocked 
We could burn the road inside this sprinter until the wheels go pop
Baby when they tell u what it costs then u get why I dont stop
I just paid the price with just my life and now im hearing death knock
U could see in my eyes im faded u dont know the half im smacked
Molly make me stand like my seat full of thumb stacks
Soon as im rich I swear im putting the pink on tap
Only time id called is when I needed hope
But Its been too long u gotta let it go
It feel too wrong to do this shit alone
The pull is too strong fuck it im going home


death knocks (jabarionthebeat x vogo x lcd.bts)


I made a problem that no one could solve
Watch how this pill hit the cup and dissolve
10 seats wont even fit half of the team
I could of got u from over the screen
I got a problem but no one to call 
And I hold some memories deep in these walls
Where were u baby when I was a wreck
Where were u baby when I was a mess

I did some things for the guys I know
Most what i say girl u should not know
I made some calls and I never heard back
So I made the call to never call you again
Still im a stranger inside my home
I got a closet thats full up with bones
I got a vacuum thats full up with blood
Plus I got some bodies thats covered in mud

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

Take my Hand and Come inside
Lets gets Fucked up Lets get fried
Ill take Yours if  You take Mine 
I get U get We get high
Ill show U a Perfect night
Touch up Ur Make up Girls dont cry
Cameras Flashings I go blind
Ill wait On you Till I die

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

ceiling fan man (jabarionthebeat x bitton x kuji)

No more favours
No more favours
I had done way too much these guys still shit like I cant save em
U gotta prove u hot before I cut my split and pay em
Its not shit on me he playing that game we bound to flame him
No more favours
No more favours
I put the big guy on him this guy tall as a Florida gator
I cant do no 50/50 bitch im not a skater
Purple inside the banana wood my Kush look like a laker

I put money on top her back she arch so deep its breaking physics
These guys get so bitchy they think we friends cause we in business
I had done held my tongue like way too long these guys some minions
Too much fake love here in this game I think I hit my limit
Bari sent thru some beats im tryna blow right past my limits
I put numbers up on the board u not gonna see me in the scrimmage
Really its fuck these guys they only online to get some gash
How u not embarrassed when u crying and pushing trash
I see u right now I promise that beak is getting bashed
Now its no more favours sorry my love its not gon happen
I take care of myself I couldnt take care of fucking bad friends
We used to be family but this money got him acting
We used to be family but that shit had turned to past tense
Ok now im locked in
She ask me if I geek up I said often
And right now
I avoid the come down
I need more thrills
I dont even go out
My house full of blue pills
My house full of cracked seals
This shit surplus here like tylenols and Advils
Baby u know u stressed kills
Im just tryna curb the graph
This Molly hit my head and get my spinning like a laundromat

No more favours
No more favours
I had done way too much these guys still shit like I cant save em
U gotta prove u hot before I cut my split and pay em
Its not shit on me he playing that game we bound to flame him
No more favours
No more favours
I put the big guy on him this guy tall as a Florida gator
I cant do no 50/50 bitch im not a skater
Purple inside the banana wood my Kush look like a laker

no more favours (jabarionthebeat x haze x yakree)


I touch down and im hitting you first I had thought Missed me more
Maybe im way too deep in this shit and im reading it wrong im sure
Im cutting off this rot inside of my life so losing friends
Lets see how deep envy running inside these broken men
Took me a while to get where im at so im stingy in giving it up
I took too much at the party im good tho im probably throwing it up

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

Maybe I needed a hand then now im good on my own shit changes
Cameras inside my vision like
Im going blind just walking to stages
Soon as I get my mind we so brutal
We so mess
Soon as see that red light I know u start getting undress
Everywhere I go
Everything I do
Everything that happened
Lead me right to you
Everything they say
Everything they use
It dont hurt at all
Im so bulletproof
Where ya wanna live
Where ya wanna move
I could buy the house
Baby ill take care of you
Know its word of mouth
But words is what I use
Its my fucking job
And im good what I do

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

frost on my grave (jabaronthebeat x melo x beatsbykimpe)

She doesn't care when I'm gone
She don't text at all
She on the gram saying i'm bored who wanna call
It doesn't even cross her mind i'm like a ghost in the hall, in the hall

I remember those days you said you loved me so
I kept staring at your eyes they were so beautiful
So how the hell we ended up is unpredictable 
Spend my life waiting for reciprocal

And I don't wanna wait too long
Distance got me weak not strong
And to them don't wanna be no flop
I'm hoping that I go up
To show them what could've been us
Spent years living in these bluffs
I'm alone with my ear muffs
One moment of attention just got me in a bubble
I never get to talk about one of my troubles
I'm starting to think this will all fade again 
I guess everything has to come to an end
And they won't say nothing unless i'm the speaker
And some of them just want the wood like a beaver
And it doesn't have to be from me
There's always another to take that seat
And I may be lonely, but I give it all that I got
I put all this luck inside of this pot
Hoping that it just strikes gold one day
Now I stay away, from this fed up trait

Don't hit me if you're not gonna hit me back
I'm just too attached
And I get detached real fast
Why do I gotta feel this way
Gotta feel this way?

reciprocal.

New Music Video out 
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My former names include @kurama_sd , @kurama-sad , @reapers-shadow, & @reapers-remnants

My alt account is @kurumi-violet aka Violet Kurumi Alt It will be used for music I don't think is good enough for my main account but I think some people will still enjoy 

This account Will have endless amounts of styles Alt rock, Shoegaze, Dark hyper pop, Emo rap, Lo-Fi, Acoustic, Ambient, DNB & Much more 

Siren (Lies) (Prod. taymxru)

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