Produced by @janeremover, elxnce & @umru
Featuring @cecenatalie
Circa — February 2021
Stream on All Platforms — https://newso.ng/telephone

Lyrics:
Turn up the microphone
In the club all alone
Fucked up the stereo
Inside my he- headphones
Don't you be all alone
'Cause I'm on the dancefloor
Answer my telephone
Answer my telephone

Blow-ow
Throw it on me, blow-ow
I just wanna wow you, I don't mean to show off
Making them blush blush
Everybody touch starved
You were in the corner staring at me up-down
I need a la-la-lover
Get in my taxi bitch
I need a la-la-lover
Get in my taxi bitch
Blow-ow
Throw it on me, blow-ow
All up in my car so long that there's frost on the window

Stream

Telephone (feat. Cece Natalie)

circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry

cover photo by @zzoos
samples works by @vaultofsecrets854
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(where are you, where are you)
oh i cant say i feel the same as you
what do you want
its irrational, a place not meant for two
what are you on

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

will you think of me?
oh, i hope not
i pull the petals off, loves me not

love me, love me not
i dont care when im in your thoughts
and as i watch you rot and decay, i feel invincible
oh its all that i want

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
please dont come back
lets make the most
before youre gone

ill die all over again

love me, love me not

1 out of 4

lyrics:

And you still got a lot to learn
You don’t know me and u would probably never will
I’ve seen u lost the turn
I see u right through it
And I’ll make you watch until it hurts
And u still got a lot to learn
You wanna see my past but not who i fucking am now
Go ahead and ignore me im sorry
But i know that you hate me
Its all part of the story

Stick a knife in your heart
I know that if it’s real then it bleeds
Let the whole world see it
Now is not the time i make u leave
Feels like it’s a pastime all the time
Said u wanted ur life to be working around art
Feels like im a drag like all the time
Keeping my composure while i cannot play the part

And you still got a lot to learn
You don’t know me and u would probably never will
I’ve seen u lost the turn
I see u right through it
And I’ll make u watch until it hurts

And u still got a lot to learn
You wanna see my past but not who i fucking am now
Go ahead and ignore me im sorry
But i know that you hate me
Its all part of the story

if it's real then it bleeds

art: @xaev 
prod.me 

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes
she says that i'm fine
it's all in my mind
i don't wanna die
i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes 

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

JUST TAKE WHAT YOU WANT
I HATE GAIN AND LOSS 
I'VE LOST THE WHOLE PLOT!!!!!!!!!!

close my eyes and i'll see.

gain & loss

7 months of no creativity and i finally finished this

WILL BE ON SPOTIFY SOON IM SO ANNOYED AND SORRY

deadset

prod.me

@trustt
i'm feeling bitter
feel just like a zombie
one look in the mirror
see my body, yeah that's not me
you say your my friend, then
bro don't try to stop me
its my fucking party
i can cry until the next week

i just saw the-
i just saw the real you
bro don't try to press me
all the petty shit and them beats
don't impress me
VIP, shit
glasses, cannot see shit

make me disappear just like magic
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic
make me disappear just like-
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic

@72crash
yeah i
knew better
you thought that u knew better
i think that's just too bad
i already been through that
i don't want to go back no way
i saw something in u that was in ur eyes
i was tryna get back to you
can you let me know??
let me know, i can't lose my hopeee

yea we run him down
go pick him up
don't play around
i could make him gone
i know that you fucked up don't say that i'm wrong

you say you want me
do you need me?
bitch you thought that we were friends well i don't know you
at all
no
i don't know you at all

@trustt
make me disappear just like magic
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic
make me disappear just like-
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic

actor, actor i'm not acting
actor, actor i'm not acting
when i, when i, said i need you
when i, when i, said i need you
actor, actor i'm not acting
actor, actor i'm not acting
when i, when i, said i need you
when i, when i, said i need you

magic (ft. 72crash)

-lyrics-
I don't wanna die
I just want it all
I lost track of time
Trying to give u my all
I just want a try
But you do not want it more
I don't want to lie
Please don't change your mind

I don't wanna die
Come and break it off
You know that I'm so gone
I'm going thru it, no
I just want a try
But you do not want it more
I don't want to lie
Please don't change your mind

That boy wanna play, he'll get it
I told myself, i'll get it soon enough
When is it my turn
All my friends are going up
When is it my turn
I told myself, i'll get it soon enough
And i'm still someone that i'm not
That's not me yet

I Wish That Were Me

[made for the Niztopia song wars 3/9 :>]

prod.me

can you smoke the pain away? 
please tell me
can you tell that im insane?
please tell me
if you never shoot then you always lose
(think quick tell me sum that i cant do)
if you never shoot then you always lose
please, tell me something that i cant do

cant do
give me something that i cant do
cant do, cant you?
give me something that i cant do
cant do, cant do
give me something that i cant do
cand do, cant you?

SAY IT REAL LOUD
say it real loud
give me something that i cant do
say it real loud 
give me something that i cant do
say it real loud

(i) step outside the (box)
thats the way i move
i know it aint perfect
but its more than you
if you never shoot
then you always lose
give me something that i cant do
(cant do)
cant you turn the sound off?
you dont fucking own that
YOU SHOULD GET YOUR OWN SWAG
i can feel the doubt from the next room
SO IF YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT I CANT DO

SAY IT REAL LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

say-it

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