I Wish I Was
(c) J. Murdock McInnes Vasey

[instrumental]

I'm gonna sleep all through the day
I'm gonna waste my life away
I'd like to be a stronger man
But I don't really think I can

I really wish that I could fly
I thought that I would try
But I will sit down on the ground
The only safe place that I've found

[pre-chorus]
I would get up to the table
But I don't think that I'm able
I don't think I'll ever be
Anything more than plain ol' me

[chorus]
I wish I was
I wish I was
I need a good kick in the ass

[instrumental]

There was a time I would have tried
A time I thought I could
But I guess I must have lied
I am still here where I stood

Things did not go my way
Or maybe much too often
When you don't need to try
In time your will is bound to soften

[pre-chorus]
If I had put in some more effort
If I had done the harder work
If I had gone the way you went
If had turned left at the fork

[chorus]
I wish I was
I wish I was
I need a good kick in the ass

[instrumental]

I am doing what I've done
It has always been enough
Not enough to make a change
But I've never been that tough

Here I am, kicking the can
One more time, passing the buck
One more time, dreaming the day
One more time, waiting for luck

[pre-chorus]
I have a plan, that won't come through
Making plans is all I do
But here I am, here I am
I am not much of a man

[chorus]
I wish I was
I wish I was
I need a good kick in the ass

[instrumental]

[outro]

But here I am
Here I am
I am not much of a man

I wish I was
I wish I was
I need a good kick in the ass

I Wish I Was (348)

Quiet Storm - ISSAX

A cinematic French noir track that blends a tribal heartbeat with subtle pop-art sparkle. "Écho Rouge" (Red Echo) features an intimate vocal that glides from a breathy verse to a soaring, powerful chorus. The song’s soundscape is built on a haunting cello, a pulsing glassy pad. Lyrically, it's a defiant and dramatic journey through a dark urban landscape, using bold imagery of shadows, neon lights, and a "red echo" to symbolize an inner fire and unshakeable will to survive, even as the world crumbles.

Écho Rouge
[Verse 1]
In the alley, shadows dance,
A secret fire burns in silence.
Every step echoes like an oath,
The world collapses, but I keep moving forward.
Windows steam up, rain chases me,
A pounding heart hunts for shelter.
Between the walls I feel your voice,
A red breath guiding every choice.
[Pre-Chorus – tribal chant under lead]
Ouh-eh, ouh-ah, the night is calling me…
Ouh-eh ouh-ah, I’m losing my wings…
[Chorus]
Red echo in my chest,
A lost scream, a faint glow.
Even if the sky caves in,
I’m still burning, burning hard.
[Verse 2]
Golden masks on ice-cold faces,
Every smile hides a different law.
Vivid graffiti explodes across my skin,
Wounded colors, but I stay standing.
One more step, the crowd dissolves,
Neon screams, mirror made of ice.
Your shadow dances on the edge of time,
I grab the air, I run, I wait.
[Pre-Chorus 2]
Ouh-eh ouh-ah, my chains are falling…
Ouh-eh ouh-ah, I become myself again…
[Chorus]
Red echo in my chest,
A lost scream, a faint glow.
Even if the world collapses,
I still sing, I sing loud.
[Bridge – spoken-sung noir]
Red like fever,
Blue like absence,
Black like dreams,
And you inside the dance.
[build up with drums — tom rolls, handclaps, rising cello stabs]
[Final Chorus]
Red echo in my chest,
A lost scream, a faint glow.
Even if the night devours itself,
I’m still alive, alive harder.
[Tribal full percussion break]
[Outro – Chant Section]
Echo… red…
Fire… that… moves…
Dance… the night…
I live… I scream…
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Un morceau de French noir cinématique qui mêle un rythme tribal à un éclat pop-art subtil. "Écho Rouge" est porté par une intime dont la voix glisse d'un couplet murmuré à un refrain puissant et aérien. L'ambiance sonore est construite sur un violoncelle envoûtant, une nappe sonore cristalline pulsée. Les paroles décrivent un voyage dramatique et rebelle à travers un paysage urbain sombre, utilisant des images fortes d'ombres, de néons et d'un « écho rouge » pour symboliser un feu intérieur et une volonté inébranlable de survivre, même lorsque le monde s'effondre.

Écho Rouge (Red Echo)

A tender confession set in everyday rooms—coffee steam, checked door locks, and quiet reassurances. “I Hope You Know” is an intimate, breath-close ballad about seeing the strength someone can’t see in themselves. Warm baritone, felt piano, brushed drums, and hush-choir harmonies build from candle-quiet verses to a final chorus that opens like a window at golden hour. For anyone who’s ever loved a beautiful, imperfect soul through storms—and found home in their presence.

I Hope You Know

Intrus dans ma Tempête

In the hush after the storm, the forest begins to breathe again.
Northern Soul: November Air is a collection of songs about that stillness — when the air clears, the work is done, and mercy feels like wind through pine.
Written and produced in the cinematic folk-soul language of THOCE, these tracks blend acoustic guitar, felt piano, brass, nyckelharpa, and strings into warm, human stories of endurance and grace.
Each song is a reflection of quiet strength: the sound of light returning to cold air, of hearts mending in their own time.
No grandeur, no noise — just the pulse of the North rediscovering its soul.
Listen slowly.
Breathe.
November air is enough.

The Song I Knew All Along

When We Meet Again (Trap Door Remix)

“Dark Mind” is a heavy emotional track that dives straight into the thoughts you try to escape. It’s about battling the shadows in your head, the fear, the numbness, and the memories that won’t stay buried. The song captures the feeling of being trapped inside yourself with no clear way out.

Haunting vocals and a cold atmosphere make this one hit deep for anyone who’s ever felt their mind turning against them.

#darkmind #sad #emotional #dark #pain #raw #real #depressing #mentalhealth

Dark Mind

IDG Christmas Pop 2025 is a dazzling 16-track holiday anthology that brings together the entire IDG artist universe for a winter celebration filled with emotion, color, and genre-blending creativity. From soft cinematic pop to thundering festival EDM, each AI vocalist delivers a uniquely crafted Christmas story—expressed through their signature vocal tones, cultures, and musical identities.

The album opens with warm, magical tones from Angel, Stellar Sisters, 夏天 Summer, and Sakura, weaving Korean, Mandarin, and Japanese melodies into nostalgic scenes of snowy streets, glowing candles, and heartfelt holiday confessions. As the journey continues, Venus, Crimson Stars, and 子謙 Zane introduce vibrant city-pop sparkle, J-Rock intensity, and Canto-pop warmth, painting the season with energy and sentiment.

The second half of the album ignites into emotional EDM and festival power: Luna and Orion deliver breathtaking melodic progressive house moments inspired by snowfall and northern lights, while Erika, VEYA, Skylar, and Alexis bring explosive Christmas rave energy with future-rave drops, high-octane house beats, UK-hardcore brightness, and euphoric New Year countdowns. Sparkling bells, shimmering chimes, snowfall ambience, and winter-night textures run through every track, uniting the album with a consistent festive identity.

IDG Christmas Pop 2025 is more than a seasonal release—it's a global holiday experience featuring 16 artists, 6 languages, and a complete spectrum of musical styles. Warm, emotional, cinematic, powerful, and party-ready, this album redefines what a modern Christmas soundtrack can be.

A celebration of light, love, and new beginnings— this is IDG Christmas Pop 2025.

Intrus dans ma Tempête

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