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the rave wormhole vol.2

Roads🙄

produced by heylog

lyrics:
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine

fiending for love, don't know if i'll get it
my heart is growing numb, i can never feel it
and if u are the one, doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb to know what ur feelin
REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME
WERE YOU JUST SAYING THAT CAUSE I TOOK IT HONESTLY
NO POINT IN FEELING BAD I'M JUST HAPPY YOU COULD SEE
HOW HARD I'M BOUTTA CRASH AND YOU SAY YOU'RE HERE FOR ME

still healing to be whole
don't know what's inside
guess i could explore
the sun sets west as i pedal on my bike
the rain falls best in a vertical line
still fallin inna hole
let's see what i find
cus i need somethin more
the sun sets west if the horizons behind
the rain falls best in a vertical line

fiending for love
don't know if i'll get
my heart is growing numb
i can never feel it
n if you are the one
doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb
to know what ur feelin
remember when u said u would like to see me
were u just saying that cause i took it honestly
no point in feeling bad im just happy u could see
how hard i'm boutta crash

THE THUNDER IS APPROACHING FROM MY HOME TO YOU
CAUSE EVERYTIME I DROVE BACK THE SKY WAS NEVER BLUE
AND THAT HAD TO MEAN SOMETHING BABE
CAUSE IT HAPPENED EVERYTIME I LEFT YOUR PLACE
NOW EVERYTIME IT RAINS I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU
CAUSE WE COULD BE KISSING, DANCING UNDER THE MOON
NOW I WONDER IF YOU THINK THE SAME THINGS
I DOUBT IT, PROBABLY JUST ME
SO KILL ME NOW CAUSE I KNOW I'M LOSING YOU
IT'S SO HARD TO BREATH IF WE'LL NEVER UNDO
I STILL LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING
IT'S BEEN A WHILE LAYING EYES ON YOUR FACE
I'M WRITING THESE SONGS N BABY THEY'RE ALL FOR YOU
HOPING THAT YOU SEE AND COME IN TO PURSUE
SO BABY TELL ME WE'RE OK
IS THIS LIFE? CAUSE I'M HOPING IT'S A PHASE

spotify

oblivious

produced by heylog

lyrics:
would u like to meet in the summer
catch up on life or should i even bother to plan a dine
i don't really even know where u reside
pick apart my soul and it feel like
something has been missing
right now i really miss u
n when i'm alone i wish i could reach out and kiss you
but life isn't fair
no life's never fair
the one i truly loved is gone now i'm the only one that's here
man i'm really done, getting tired, might just book a plane
this the same shirt i wore, for like 3 days
throw it on, roll my eyes looking mad at the stains
no if u can't handle this then u can't handle me
i'm busy hangin w myself so i got no time
to come through and drink booze or waste my life
peer pressure, i said i don't wanna get high
but the pressure continues i got a fragile mind
so i fantasize about a future that lies
and u are in it w me, all the way till we die
but i don't want it to seem like i am forcing
anything oh at all, just tell me what u think

always feelin down, guess this is life
surprised i live another night
surprised i haven't took my life
surprised i'm even still alive
but i got way too much to lose
i don't do it for me, i do it for you
i put away the knife, i did that for you
i'm wonderin if u can see, i'm right in front of you

so i fantasize about a girl who i'd die for
and she look up to me, like "ur the one that i search for"
but that's too good to be true
and that is my point of view
if i had to ask one thing
would you die for me too
so would u wanna run away with me..?
through the mountains and things i've never seen
on a hill maybe lay down by a tree
and close my eyes with a little bit of breeze
she said, "i can't do this log... i can't look after u no more"
so why u telling me this now?
i thought u had me figured out

man i'm really done getting tired might just book for a plane
in the north montana, gotta isolate
need someone to break my heart to feel something
cus i deserve it i've caused way too many pains
so i fantasize about a girl who i'd die for
and she look up to me, like "ur the one that i search for"
but that's too good to be true
and that is my point of view
if i had to ask one thing
would you die for me too

reside

this is an exploration in detail at the expense of all else.

softlock is my an ep that i wish i could make my debut. its bright, off the wall, dense, overwhelming and punchy in all the ways i want music to be.

goodbyex2002 - featured production
ratstep - cover art

beta testers:
judas
tracey brakes.

Mulholland Drive ft. Teori (Pitfall)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
so how long has it been since i saw you
it was right after summer when i was leaving ur place
and i knew right then and there i won't be okay
wipe the tears from our eyes, everything will be okay
do u believe in love cause i'm having a hard time
believing myself, let's drink to that and raise my
cup and make a toast to us lonely people
at least we know we'll forever be peaceful and so i been
counting months it's almost eleven
since we've talked and showed u affection
i'll never have anyone to connect with
like we had or the feeling of commit
maybe this time i'll go up to heaven
getting weaker by the day, pain just pressing
thinking what to do with my life, it's depressing
thinking i'll always be alone, i expect it

on my arm, you look with dissapointment
i knew it was wrong, trust me won't do it again
u made me feel alive, i thank u for that
now i got a heart that has no light in it

eleven

prod IOF @kuriosity1234 @heartwithouta4 @1wintrs

past tense (kuriosity + hart + winters)

prod austyn

austyn as gabriella
dylan as troy 
</3

[VA-T]

[VA-T] - gotta go my own (austyn & dylan) [austyn]

PARABELLUM CYPHER - ARCADIA
with special guests - Chromehearts, 3veil, Doublekill, Nocache, Trinity, and Fearclub!

Founders - Pur1fy, Kauwii, and Apex

Special Thanks to TRXIXN for all their hard work

Thanks to everyone who made this cypher possible, these past few months have been busy, but I think the outcome is really worth it :)

Thank you all.

Involved:

TRXIXN    https://soundcloud.com/trxixn
1Booth    https://soundcloud.com/1booth
Lurang    https://soundcloud.com/lurang2
Cvrrie    https://soundcloud.com/cvrrie
BunnyEX    https://soundcloud.com/bunnyex
Kxly    https://soundcloud.com/kxly
HXCHI    https://soundcloud.com/liltpk
P01CE     https://soundcloud.com/p01ce
Terron    https://soundcloud.com/yungterron
juni    https://soundcloud.com/1juni2
p1nknokia    https://soundcloud.com/p1nknokia
1crusafix    https://soundcloud.com/1crusafix
Halo https://soundcloud.com/hnlo
thewrld    https://soundcloud.com/thewrld5
pur1fy    https://soundcloud.com/probably_pur1fy
syve    https://soundcloud.com/1syve
kauwii    https://soundcloud.com/1kauwii
poem    https://soundcloud.com/poemxoxo
nitemare https:soundcloud.com/nitemarepakk

Producers: (thewrld + pur1fy) (syve + kauwii) (poem)

Arcadia 2021

##parabellum - arcadia + chromehearts + 3veil + doublekill + nocache + trinity + fearclub

cover art by celeste

i juz wanna kiss u
n baby do u kno how much
i miss u 
everyday iz so lonely 
when im falling
the world beginz 2 crash
without a warning 

i hav so much on my mind
but theres no time
i jus gotta press rewind
and try 2 feel fine

i wish i could jus change the past
i know u hurt real bad
im sorry i was the issue
but baby everyday
i miss u

miss u ft celeste (curtains)

produced by heylog
guitar by ashen

lyrics:
my minds
dizzy and my head is way too light 
middle of nowhere just i
now i wish u could be here
the plan is to go disappear

no i
wanna leave so bad i sigh
and i'm sick of everything i cry
and i don't if i should be scared
just let me know if you'll be here
cause i'm too used to people leaving
why is it never good timing
and i'm sick apologizing 
when ur the one who should b sorry
i'm sick
i'll pass it over with one kiss
now we're both sharing our dna
too soon for home yea i'll be there late
still see grey

i'm sick
i'll pass it over with one kiss
now we're both sharing our eye's
what is it like sharing lives?
tonight i plan to make u mine
hearts so lost, thinking u could change that
i been through a lot and i lost a couple friend's 
but if i'm being honest i could care less
i don't wanna go through hell again
i need nothing, from u or anyone
i see something in her, i felt like i have won
(won)
translate my words into love
a better me, better evolve
no i
wanna leave so bad i sigh
and i'm sick of everything i cry
and i don't if i should be scared
just let me know if you'll be here
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made this with strep throat yuh

evolve

NEVER LET YOU GO

3 am [yoshi ミュージック]

produced by heylog

lyrics:
oh we don't feel the same
like what we used to but we'll be okay
2 hours delay
part of me could never push u away
see i still love you, it'll never change
i need to lose you, i wanna keep u safe
but i'm still waiting for u to come home
u reside somewhere else now
oh kay i'm losing sleep
i think about u every day and every single week
but i'm still surviving this deep
we talk like once a month just know i'm working on me
and when i go to bed ur on my mind
and it effects the way i dream
waking up isn't a good time
u know we made a decent team
driving away u want me to stay
the minute i leave i'm missing your face
i don't understand, u were all i got
i'll piss through my pants if u got a guy
baby i know u could do better
she hates to be used, so why do u let him
if i was you i'd say to him,
"i'll no longer continue to put up with this"

can't keep looking back or else i'll slowly die
but i'm already dead i can't really decide
to open up the gap and better up my life
i want it bad but you'd hate me to try
do ur thing i know it's over
dead boy like being a poser
bad terms couldn't care about no closure
dive into exposure
i don't drink, so i stay being sober
oh man i should've closed her
cut it off but now i wanna hold her
so come a little closer
i told u everything now can u keep it on the low
cross ur heart and promise me that u won't tell a soul
you'll do anything
to keep it closed
i don't wanna say
the less u know
studying ur face
zero flaw
all the details
so beautiful

closure

https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999
https://soundcloud.com/camouflybeats

Halcyon Sound Vol. 2

Garden (qwaston remix)

jedwill - garden ft. camoufly [qwaston remix]

forever forever

Gec 2 U (Gupi and Jenova silly remix)

found out as i was uploading that @toon-link-irl did this like 15days ago:
https://soundcloud.com/toon-link-irl/xxxi_wud_kiss_u_thru_tha_fonexxx

but i spent too long on the 2nd half to not show anybody

xXXi_jst_wnakįss_ÜXXx

Hair Moser

Notlieu- Attention

haruhi

Prod. Boxkitty + Phixel
Mixed/Mastered by Phixel + Nari + Button Maker
Vox by Phixel + Nari + Button Maker

LYRICS:
[phixel]
I know that i had it from the start
took it from my past and u made it look like art, yuh
and you know that i dont fuck with that
made it seem like i would be there to cover your ass 

thought that i had covered up my tracks
thats not fair, yeah can you run it back

[nari]
can u run it back now
i got friends wanna meet up @ the trap house
can u call me back now
i been managing the shit that u said out loud
giving me ur car keys
i swear to god its in my mind that ur parking
wait,
this is a reserved space
feel like quinn got no friends in the first place
lets just run it back now
off rip i been tryna change the past now
do u ask 4 handouts?
what a change from the shit that u talk about
big flexer, all this money on my mind make my neck hurt
i been thinking about u in this weather
nothing ever changes but my sweater

[phixel]
I know that i had it from the start
took it from my past and u made it look like art, yuh
and you know that i dont fuck with that
made it seem like i would be there to cover your ass 

thought that i had covered up my tracks
thats not fair, yeah can you run it back

I know that i had it from the start
took it from my past and u made it look like art, yuh
and you know that i dont fuck with that
made it seem like i would be there to cover your ass 

thought that i had covered up my tracks
thats not fair, yeah can you run it back

[button maker]
i envy your serenity,
moving too fast, still, not enough until i get the cash
hide it away, my little stash
catch me running back, making sure it's all stacked
gotta keep it fat until i blow up and crash, now
blow up and crash, now
[gotta keep it fat until i blow up and crash, now]
[blow up and crash, now]

Run It Back

Run It Back (feat. Boxkitty, Phixel, Iris Day & Button Maker)

Produced by Boxkitty + Phixel + Lisa Adiso
Vocals by TAMAGOTCHI MASSACRE + nari + thirtyonetwentyfive + Big Dimp
Cover by Big Dimp + Phixel
Mixed/Mastered by Phixel

Headphones (feat. Boxkitty, Lisa Adiso, TAMAGOTCHI MASSACRE, Iris Day, 3125 & Big Dimp)

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
editors notes: this was VERY VERY fun to produce, holidaykiss and boxkitty made some of the melody presets used in this song so thank them so much this wouldnt have been possible without both of them :D i think this is the only song on the project that doesnt have fast dist on the master

lyrics:
its a game of hide and seek
you're the seeker, but you're always peeking
no one ever invited me
im a sleeper, never the best public speaker
been so many years without a good day
guess that's just my luck, dont know what to say
im losing my mind, think i'll catch a blade
there's no sunny days, only hurricanes

and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater
and it's all your fault, but its also my fault
we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
when we break and we fall, and we hit the asphalt
know we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater

feels like there's a snowstorm inside my brain
left me to the hounds, i feel so betrayed
why does someone always rain on my parade?
there's no sunny days, only hurricanes
you got a brain denser than cobalt
and a high that rivals a pole vault
you're a bit dumb by default
couldn't get fazed by a thunderbolt
more simple than a barrel vault
couldn't succeed in a somersault
got a personality like rotten malt
with methanol

and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater
and it's all your fault, but it's also my fault
we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
when we break and we fall, and we hit the asphalt
know we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater

(and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater)

faulty circuitry

“Steps" out NOW

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priestess of light and healing