honestly Im really struggling to finish music bc i cant get rid of feeling that it just sounds not good enough.

so i created this demo with only one purpose in mind: to get it done in one day and just post it.

rn my ears r too defeated to say if its even mixed well????????//////// really want to stop caring about it so here u go hope ull like it

holy shit feels like i got a fucking stroke when i switched "private" to "public". i shouldnt be that nervous

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im fine just gotta see the light inside 
raise hands n w8 till the lighting strikes 
condense the parts till it breaks the line 
im fine just ve never really seen her eyes  
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screws up its tight 
cant fake my lies 
chins up u r blind 
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i never catch a sight  
in a way 
u do  ･ﾟ｡
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feels like its cry 
cant change our sides 
search useless finds  
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can u see  
the way  
i do･ﾟ｡
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DEMO-626-XXX-NOT-L00

Shallows

thank you so much to everyone who supported this pack and to those who made a demo!
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The SB500 SAMPLE PACK DEMO!!

Simple Beat Catch Groove

prod. me
instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/909froko/onlyfriend-instrumental/s-gcFiYn6430B

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FLEXIN' - Sped Up

Soulspeed Vip

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me + jedwill
soprano vox lead : rosesleeves
verses : rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker
editors notes: this beat had a lot of renovation done to it over a while, i made almost all of these sounds myself including that cool bass :) the melody was mainly inspired by a segment in an old melodic fuckery thing i found on newgrounds i dont remember the name of, and the ending epic pad section was inspired by fka by underscores and i think the riser into it may sample it as well

lyrics:
[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[jedwill]
Ah

You know that I miss you when I call you lately
I can never talk, I’m confusing, hate me
Why do I avoid your time
Just like I avoid your eyes
But did you catch that you just might miss it
I think about you a lot but I’ve been distant
I’m sorry guess it’s just my loss
You’re precious I should count your cost
I’ve waited long
It’s all so soft
My heart was locked
You make me calm

[button maker]
Ooh I'm lost in my own headspace
(Can't help but feel like I'm losing control) 
Ooh, Always last in the race
(I've waited so many, so many lifetimes)
And I know it may never be my time
(It's so confusing, like, headache inducing)
Ooh,  even though it's always the same
(I wouldn't have it any other way)

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

headspace w/ rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker

pillar of salt (pelican + draf)

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priestess of light and healing