you wouldn't let it eat you whole

originally by @underscores @maxwell_young. underscores and maxwell young do not make any money from this recording. i would like to change that but honestly i dont know how mechanical licenses work and i dont care quite enough to distribute this myself

del mar county fair

WE ARE ALL GOING DEAF

https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485/purgatory
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8485 - purgatory +oakscreen [wone flip]

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it was forever ago, but at the same time it's all i think about
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bare the night, i'll re-align 
the calling cries, that guard skies
i'm saying by and by, the colors lie awake
just close your eyes, pour the blacklight open

(wisp) i wanna hold rewind
please just get outta my face, you only waste my time
everything you say is hate, i do the same cant lie
but it's only cause you do, that stays the same for life
i feel useless, and it's always facts
every time i check the phone, i never text you back
instead of going through this pain, i'd have a heart attack
i hope it fades to black, i hope it fades to black

(me) so you've gotten all the gossamer, say you got a plan
but you just wanna copy her,  and i don't understand
swear i gave up and i'm fumbling for severance 
i guess i'll shut up gotta learn to accept it 
only got good luck for a couple of seconds
i'm staying tied up and i can't light the matches, yeah

blacklight ft. wisp

a song about the things i wish i could have done

produced, mixed, mastered by phixel
verse by saoirse dream
backing vocals by jackalsclaw

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[NOTE: english translations will appear in brackets next to catalan lyrics. im still learning the language so im really really sorry for my bad pronunciation and grammar]

(phixel)
em fa mal  [it hurts]
tan malament  [so badly]
com puc escoltar  [how do i hear]
digue'm per què  [tell me why]

no et puc veure  [i cant see you]
a través de l'aire negre  [through this smog]
caurà neu ardent  [fiery snow will fall]
t'enterraré, a la cendra  [i will bury you, in ashes]

et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

(saoirse dream)
I still fall asleep in your clothes
Try to struggle out of your rope
Buy into release I’ve imagined
Cling tight to the arms of your ghost
I light matches that I can’t put out
So I burn down bushes outside of your house
And you just watch me
You laugh
Like “what the fuck is wrong with cat?”
You know that I can’t answer that

(phixel)
et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

a la cendra, a la cendra, a la cendra  [in ashes, in ashes, in ashes]

[jackalsclaw:]
(i went, i cast you in the fire, i watched you burn, i didnt cry)
(ill tell you everything alright, to get your memory out my mind)

notebook

ALL PLATFORMS!!!

notebook w/ saoirse dream

Watch the music video at youtu.be/2REABpIQ0wI
https://evangeline.info
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Performed by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Produced by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Written by Evangeline, Self Discovery and vai

contains sample from soundcloud.com/vai22/theaters

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Cinemas (ft. Self Discovery)

8/23

lyrics:
you only call me when you're drunk
you only text me when you're high & all alone
and after all these years i'm stuck
and i'll come over with the message from my phone
cause you told me
it's not what it seems
but it could be
you're pulling the strings to control me
just a puppet and the master
and i'm wrapped around your fingers
is it obvious, i'm falling for you
need no audience to tell you the truth
i'd do anything just to make you mine
oh, this time
oh, this time
and it's obvious i live in a dream
where everything is not what it seems
and i'd do anything just to make you mine
oh, this time
oh, this time
oh, this time
oh, this time
you told me
it's not what it seems
but it could be
you're pulling the strings to control me
just a puppet and the master
and i'm wrapped around your fingers

puppet master

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

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In Rise of the Rusted, ASHCOIL channels rebellion through grit and melody.
Driven by distorted guitars, pounding drums, and human defiance, it tells the story of those who refused to break — rising from decay with fire still in their veins.
A fusion of hard-rock power and industrial atmosphere, the track balances raw emotion and machine-made rhythm.

👉 Promo: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ashcoil/rise-of-the-rusted

Lyrics:

I’ve been turning gears too long,
Hands stained from what went wrong.
Every dream’s got dust in its eyes,
But I still breathe, I still try.

The smoke don’t fade, it clings like truth,
To every scar, to every proof.
You can break my bones, you can take my trust —
But I’ll rise again from the rust.

I’m not your ghost,
I’m not your machine.
Just a man with a heart that remembers the dream.
Through broken steel,
Through what we’ve lost —
I find my name in the rise of the rust.

Every face I see looks the same,
Tired eyes still play the game.
We built this cage, we wore their crown,
But now it’s time to tear it down.

The world’s still cold, but I can feel,
Something living under steel.
You can drown my voice, but not my sound —
The rusted are rising from the ground.

I’m not your ghost,
I’m not your machine.
Just a man with a heart that remembers the dream.
Through broken steel,
Through what we’ve lost —
I find my name in the rise of the rust.

We were numbers, we were tools,
Taught to bend, obey the rules.
Now I see the cracks inside,
And through them, something’s still alive.
I’m not gone — I’m just reborn,
In every scar the light is worn.

I’m not your ghost,
I’m not your machine.
Just a man with a soul that won’t stay unseen.
From dust and pain,
To what we trust —
This is the rise… the rise of the rust.

Let the metal fade, let the silence stay,
We’re the ones who found a way.
In every crack, in every scar,
We remember who we are.

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Rise of the Rusted

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i watched the truman show and had a depressing existential epiphany
                  
   if this blows someday i wanna make a music video
     
  lyrics                                  
     
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call it progressive overload but i dont feel like im progressing

claim ill forever be alone if i dont learn all of these lessons

life is tearing me apart limb from limb just like a twister

and shes playin with my heart peelin slowly like a blister

cause i feel defeated and i want all this to end

conversations heated now they all want me dead

uh uh woah oh

they all want me dead (alot of times)

why do they all want me dead?

("your a dirty demon get away")

climax

call it progressive overload but i think im progressing way too much

im still alone but all these lessons helped me learn and stuff

lifes done tearing me apart and now i know im an emotional f***

("theres no reason to change")

("this is the only way")

progression

progression*

“Steps" out NOW

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