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Vocal samples used from 'Boisvert_'.

MACROFRACTURE

Welcome to Digital Utopia- a digital home and sanctuary located in your very own mind! Your utopia is the perfect place to escape to. Whether you just need a little break or you need long term relief from the falsehoods of real life, Utopia is always closer than you think! Feel free to stay as long as you'd like. What's in your Digital Utopia?

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Digital Utopia is an album created to question escapism. In a time ruled by technology, how much of the future being promised to us is viable? Why is it easier to just live in our own internet dream bubbles? Why did the future advertised to us seem so much cooler in the 2000s ( XD )? In all, this album is just a silly way to ask those questions as well as pay tribute to Teh Interwebz, nostalgia, and the retro futurism aesthetics of the 90s and 2000s. From chill wii- like music and ambient jungle sounds to borderline nightcore and hyperpop tunes, I have put a lot of love into my silly utopia! This idea has been cooking for 2 years and I wanted to wait until I felt I could execute it to the best of my abilities! I hope you enjoy!

Check Your Aim

A silly little EP I wrote as an excuse to experiment a little while also exposing myself! We love to see it! Just a little something short and sweet :-) Enjoy!

Digital Footprint

Some #hardcore #breakcore #hyperpop song about my life as a cashier :3

Lyrics

Beep Beep Bag
The only beat I know
Emotions in emotions fade 
it's all kicking in
Scan, swipe, grind
Stick it all in the bin
Stuck in a loop when will my life start to begin

It didn't scan it must be free

Ah ha ha that ones new
If I had a dollar for every one of you

Beep Beep breakdown
Bag bag dreams drown
Scan scan mind strays
Next next it fades to gray

Push push draw tight
Swipe swipe bright light
Drop drop fall low
Tick tock the clock goes slow

Click click new script
Blink blink words slip
Grab grab no sleep
Pack pack always on my feet

Wait wait hope stalls
Break break mind falls
Scream scream souls fade
Gone gone my dreams decay

Ughhh
Why am I still here 
I should of quit way last year

Beep Beep repeat
Another simple beat
Bills slide in coins adrift
never time to eat
Same hello same goodbye 
day after day
The clock ticks slow 
the lights all hum 
the sky's probably gray
The barcode scans
The barcode scans
Let's me see the next in line
The TV stacks fill the counter
The shelves are empty like my mind

They ask why don't you smile
Dont mind me while I scream awhile

Welcomes valued customer continue scanning

Customer needs assistance in the cutting area

1.88

Attention customers the store will be closing in 15 minutes

Meat bread eggs
They break at my feet
Hands shake I'm lost inside
Can't tell where to begin
Weak tired mad
This grind will never let me win
Tags askew pinned to my chest
The walls are closing in
They ask why don't you smile 
While I nod inside and scream a while

Beep Beep Bag

M1GHT BE PARANOID

Femtanyl - LOCKED UP FOR EVERY GOOD REASON!

Just bedrotting here lol

Lyrics
Neet Girl

Think you like me? you might regret it
I kiss like a dream, but I live like Reddit

Lie on my bed in a pile of laundry
Five deep in some hentai love story
Room smells like boba and a burning printer
Disheveled like a mod but not scared of gender

Tabs on tabs, no bills get paid
I'll dox myself, say I'm self made
Scrolling deep with a blank-eyed glare
404 brain and a plushie stare

I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl

Scrolled so hard I can feel my brain rot
I'm a crop top gremlin in a cut up shirt
I rave in my room with my LED
I'm girlfail coded and the MVP

Post up in my bed like its sacred ground
Hug my plushie as I'm breaking down
Hit the decline when the world calls back
Shower thoughts but I won't act

E-girl screen tan
With the burnt out computer fan
Crop top stains and a mismatched sock
Thirst trap posted from under a rock
Don't call me cute I'm a freak in decline
Kawaii on the surface while I rot inside
My hoodie big but my moods even bigger
Look like a snack but I taste like vinegar

Post up in my bed like its sacred ground
Hug my plushie as I'm breaking down
Hit the client when the world calls back
Shower thoughts, but I won't act

Scrolled so hard I can feel my brain rot
I'm a crop top gremlin in a cut-up shirt
I rave in my room with my LED
I'm girlfail coded and the MVP

I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl

Rockcore girly in a blanket fort
New wave egirl one brain cell short
Job application been open for years
Log me on before I disappear

Laptop burns my thighs are numb
The doors been locked since 2021
Go outside? I rather combust
They wear fake smiles I wear real dust

I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl

I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl

#hyperpop #speedhouse #hardcore #house

Neet Girl

Some hardcore, digital hardcore, breakcore, hyperpop, Femcore stuff :3

BrainSick Lyrics

Today class were going to be exploring the brain!

Theirs a knot inside my gut that's twisting just like rope
Every hour pulls it tighter chocking out all my hope
I wear my skin like it's 2 sizes wrong
Like I move to fast and the seams are all gone

Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions 
Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions

Theirs a vine inside my chest that tightens all the time
It wraps around my lungs and it's climbing up my spine
I chew the inside of my check til it bleeds
Every thoughts a thorn and it gets tangled just like weeds

Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions
Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions

Theirs a bird thats nesting right inside of my chest
It sings when I’m quiet it just won’t let me rest
My smiles always crooked and it bends when I lie
my laugher sounds fake when its aiming far too high

It’s easy to forget that silence is an outlet
That not every hour needs to become output
I hear phantom feedback even when the rooms quiet
My head counts measures in my sleep in private
And sometimes I think if I just took the meds
if I turned it off the voices just inside my head
Would the music still be mine?
Or would it finally sound like me again?

Wait I have an idea 
what if I just change the tune

if I make the song sound happy everything will be just fine
Dress up all the panic in 4 by 4 time
Lay a melody down like I don't feel impending doom
Sweep the mess aside with a happy bedroom tune

I don’t need to rest at all if I get the drop just right
I don’t need help at all if I can make chorus nice and tight
I'll find a happy melody that reminds you of a lullaby
Maybe than ill have no one ask me why I want to cry

I'll Reverb the silence and sidechain all the tears
Spin the vinyl like I’ve been spinning fine for years
If they dance to the sound I built from all of my ache
Then just maybe my smile won’t sound so fake

Maybe if I make the song sound happy I won’t feel quite so numb
I have you Bounce to the beat while my insides slowly hum
Throw some major chords on the parts that scream too loud
Cut the grief with a drop just to please all the crowd

BrainSick

femtanyl - LOTTERY

Fusion of hyperpop, happy hardcore and chiptune :) 

Input Control Lyrics

Insert Coin
Insert Coin

Insert the coin and take control
Press the buttons and make me move
I press start you pick the way
I’ll sit back and watch you play
If I don’t move I can't mess up
If I don’t choose I can't get stuck
Is their point if I don’t choose
Is it even a game if I can not lose

Pick the name and choose the gender
I won't admit that im transgender
Guide my hand with an analog stick
It's easy for you with just one click
I’m stuck on settings I won’t adjust
So you know I'll give you all my trust
Don't worry about me it's just a game
I'll follow your combos frame by frame

Click the square on the character select
Choose the skin that feels correct
Select my outfit choose my name
I'm like a character moving frame by frame
Hit select and lock me in
You Make the call I’ll take the win
Read the map I’ll follow through
You hold the controller make me move

(don't mash the buttons take control)

If I don’t choose I can’t regret
If I don’t move I can't forget
So press start and let me free
To become something I’m too scared to be

(don't mash the buttons take control)

Pick the name and choose the gender
I won't admit that im transgender
Guide my hand with an analog stick
It's easy for you with just one click
I’m stuck on settings I won’t adjust
So you know I'll give you all my trust
Don't worry about me it's just a game
I'll follow your combos frame by frame

You hold the controller I hold my breath
Just press start don't get in depth 
hit select and ease my doubt
Cause I’m too scared to figure it out
Select my skin pick my name
Don't think hard it's just a game
I sit still like im frozen on screen
Switch my style and make me seen

You Lose

If I don’t choose I can’t regret
Take Control
If I don’t move I can't forget
Take Control
So press start and let me free
Take Control
To become something I’m too scared to be

Dragon punch hit I flinch on impact 
Quarter circle jab don’t think just react 
Charge back forward lock me in stance  
Full rotation spin just give me a chance  

Charge left right ya move on cue  
Half-moon flick ya move cause of you  
Hold down then up my body forgets  
Quarter circle kick no signs of regrets

Dragon punch hit I flinch on impact 
Quarter circle jab don’t think just react 
Charge back forward lock me in stance  
Full rotation spin just give me a chance  

Charge left right ya move on cue  
Half-moon flick ya move cause of you  
Hold down then up my body forgets  
Quarter circle kick no signs of regrets

You Win

Input Control

#hyperpop #breakcore #digitalhardcore #hardcore #happyhardcore #halloween #femcore

Love Agression Lyrics

You know I love you more than anyone

I never felt this close to someone before

You know I'm trans I got that virus
Theirs no couple out here like us
It doesn't matter if you use protection
I spread my love like it's infection
You know you got me infatuated
Your loves got me intoxicating
Every time I see you
You just know I can't resist I gotta

Bite
Bite
Bite
Bite

It's the only way I feel close to you

Bite
Bite
Bite
Bite

Rip the flesh right off of you

Bite
Bite
Bite
Bite

It's the only way to get close to you

Bite
Bite
Bite
Bite

I just want to love you from within
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Giggling

Bite bite bite I show affection
Like a zombie in resurrection
I feel your pulse like an 808
I need your flesh don't hesitate
Im craving closeness like it’s flesh
Every touch turns me obsessed
My loves unhinged just like my jaw
Don't run now it's my only flaw

I can love only with agression
Like a zombie you got my attention
I only bite you cause I care
Cause you know a girl like me is rare
Don't call it hunger it’s obsession
With Every bite a new possession
Your kisses come it quick sucession
You know it's just a small transgression

I’m stitched together by obsession
Kisses are my new confession
I’m alive but barely whole
Your love has made me lose control
Spinning eyes but I see you clear
Every heartbeat drags me near
Your Brains don’t matter it’s your heat
Every a pulse I need to eat

Hunger rising out the grave
I can't resist I misbehave
I Suck the emotion from your heart
Leaving nothing but a love shaped mark
Your love has got me infatuated
You know I find you intoxicating
Every time I see you
You just know I can't resist I gotta

Bite
Bite
Bite
Bite

It's the only way I feel close to you

Bite
Bite
Bite
Bite

Rip the flesh right off of you

Bite
Bite
Bite
Bite

It's the only way to get close to you

Bite
Bite
Bite
Bite

I just want to love you from within
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Giggling

I can love only with aggression
Like a zombie you got my attention
I only bite you cause I care
Cause you know a girl like me is rare
Don't call it hunger it’s obsession
With Every bite a new possession
Your kisses come it quick sucession
You know it's just a small transgression

Zombie’s just another name
For loving past the point of sane
They say its metaphorical
I love to hard it get carnivorical
I Can’t kiss gentle I big dents
Bloods all over your fingerprints
I’m not dead just love infected
Eating hearts gets me connected

I just bite hard

Feel my teeth sink in

Feel me pull right off your flesh

Feel my teeth inside your chest

Love Zombie

I'm FEM&M and have made music under many different aliases for over 15 years. My music making process tends to be very messy and reflects my own thoughts. All of my songs have lyrics, but usually distorted and mixed to the point where it's basically it's own instrument. My genre is a pretty much equal mix of breakcore, digital hardcore, hyperpop and happy hardcore :3