my epic totally not autistic and queer music playlist

Breakcore music I found to be upbeat, have upbeat melodies, or honestly, just wanna make me rave in my room! 

Sugar/Candy Breakcore

Songs I like pt.5 <3

RUBY!!!!

Break the mold

stuff that i will listen to when i feel bad

dark cat 〜 BUBBLE TEA (GYNX VERSION)*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

lyrics:
please why dont you come inside
glad you found the place i hide
this is where i watch the world unfold

in here no one can get to me
with their external tragedy
i sit and stare and rot and cry and cum

please oh please don't come inside
this ugly awful hole i hide
I'd hate to curse you with the way i feel
temperamental iron bride
nothing left. she's cold inside
no longer fighting for a chance to survive

there's no need to survive

i fall outside of everything
kill my time all alone
i feel like i am everything
Nowhere feels like my home

Cry To Survive+

pump it up kitty!

LYRICS:
Love is like a factory
of manufactured sympathy
schrödinger's phylactery 
thank you all for hearing me

I don't care what you've been told
I don't think that we need to get old

Conferring with the mystics and autistics
till i'm letting loose ballistics
snapping pix of dicks n snorting all the pixi stix

a modern woman 
learnin how to summon all the demons of goetia
as i pray for euthenasia

fuck i remember back
when i used to break stuff
when i used to fight more
when i used to feel tough

now every thing I ever used to be
is catching up 2 me

Bathtub Wine Barf Homocide Fantasy [FREE DL]

What Gets You Out of Bed In The Mornings? / Feelgood Funtime Forever / Blueberry Sunshine

Feelgood Funtime Forever

DIE HARD DIE BLOODY

Are We Dreaming

GIRL HELL 1999

KATAMRI

PUSH UR T3MPRR

ACT RIGHT

LOVE ME SO HARD IT STARTS TO HURT

nothing special about this 'cover'

original by @airenn171

thumbnail by @jessicas_raw

11.28.23

Peace Out Paz

Art by: sinfulplaya
https://www.instagram.com/sinfulplaya/

This is your Stop

Original by mcswordguy https://soundcloud.com/mcswordguy/megalo-vania
Thumbnail by J bug

MEGALO VANIA

* YOU ACKNOWLEDGE THE POSSIBILITY OF PAIN AND SEIZURE.

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It's a Gaster battle theme that isn't using his actual theme as the main focus of the song. Hope y'all enjoy :D

Commissioned by Gaster Explains
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp2okzFN31SYtAWFqOVqXdQ

Check out the video with the song! 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_btQ9YgFZ8c

Amazing art by rekkadraws!
https://twitter.com/rekkadraws_

SURVEY_END

oh, hey. it's me, sans.
that little bear been worked a little too hard, right?
well, i've got a chance to use its account.
so, uh, stay tuned for another remixes.
have a nice weekdays.
yeah.
that's it.

- sans.

sans mixtape volume 1

even more sunnyside.

even more sunnyside

Sell yo Soul

A silly little EP I wrote as an excuse to experiment a little while also exposing myself! We love to see it! Just a little something short and sweet :-) Enjoy!

Beautiful Princess Disorder

Most Wanted

LYRICSSS:

SCREAMING OUT MY LUNGS
STILL YOURE JUST TOO FUN
I BREAK MY BONES FOR YOU
YET I DONT FEEL LIKE IM TRUE

FEELING LIKE A PHANTOM
I MAKE ANOTHER ANTHEM
TALK TO ME LIKE IM ON THE PHONE
SO PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ALONE

SCREAMING OUT MY LUNGS
STILL YOURE JUST TOO FUN
I BREAK MY BONES FOR YOU
YET I DONT FEEL LIKE IM TRUE

FEELING LIKE A PHANTOM
I MAKE ANOTHER ANTHEM
TALK TO ME LIKE IM ON THE PHONE
SO PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ALONE

cough.. ehh
aggh,.. EEU

AAAAAA

ID RATHER BE DEAD
ANOTHER KICK IN THE HEAD
ILL KICK IT INTO BLOODDRIVE
ILL TAKE YOU WHERE THE WOLVES DIE

ID RATHER BE DEAD
ANOTHER KICK IN THE HEAD
ILL KICK IT INTO BLOODDRIVE
ILL TAKE YOU WHERE THE WOLVES DIE

ID RATHER BE DEAD
ANOTHER KICK IN THE HEAD
ILL KICK IT INTO BLOODDRIVE
ILL TAKE YOU WHERE THE WOLVES DIE

ID RATHER BE DEAD
ANOTHER KICK IN THE HEAD
ILL KICK IT INTO BLOODDRIVE
ILL TAKE YOU WHERE THE WOLVES DIE

i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you

HORRIFIC PSYCHOTIC EPISODIC NIGHTMARE!

Indica - Lelxx

Move MF

REACTOR

ATTACKING VERTICAL

life force

consider

Woah 3 trans influencers collabing?!?! It was so much fun collabing with Astrid and Charloux for this song :3 #hyperpop #hardcore

Lyrics

Yeah
Alright
20mg in my hand
Fifth go good with a tab
Round trip flight to Japan
Told that biddy she bad
Shoes and the belt gotta match
No dress code, I’m on my own shit
Keepin’ it tucked, no gaff

Bitch, I’m glad you asked
Spending money hella fast
Swerving lanes, I’m ’boutta crash
Dodging all the camera flash
You know I really fuckin’ do this, right?
Turning up the scene on a Tuesday night

(Cat verse)
Find the truth out at last last
Let the pain go past past
Cut the ties they won't last last
Let the memories of past past

Lie to that bitch to her face
Why am I always so fake?
Always be pushing away
On some bullshit, go away, yeah
Pupils, they be on skates
Know your fucking place
Never been one to chase 
Unless it’s money
Love the taste, yeah
Shooters, they know my name
Dumb bitch, get out of my lane
Cited works, no MLA
Equals three, no RWJ, yeah
And you’re really fucking stupid, hoe
If you bite my swag, I’ll fucking shoot you though
It’s amusing though
So delusional
Unbelievable 
Don’t you miss me though?

Bitch, I’m glad you asked
Spending money hella fast
Swerving lanes, I’m ’boutta crash
Dodging all the camera flash
You know I really fuckin’ do this, right?
Turning up the scene on a Tuesday night

Charloux

Smoking that weed that makes you gay
Guess that makes me twice as gay
Hopped on the beat just to get paid
Kill a cis dude if he say I’m slay
Straight out the pound, I’m pushing weight
Taxed for a gram, I paid $3K
Sold out show, spend it all on game
You, me and the blunt
Nightmare three-way 
White bitches who love cocaine
Love to say my fuckin’ name
Fuck that bitch, she twice my age
I’ll text her back in 20 days
Missed my flight out to LA
Blacking out in in DIA 
Bitch, we’re going all the way
Every single fucking day
Gave it all I had and you threw it all away
I don’t really care about what you had to say
Then I try to tell myself it had to be fate

Crash! - Astrid (Feat. FEM&M & Charloux)

Some #breakcore #hardcore #digitalhardcore #hyperpop

GenreFluid
Lyrics

Warning genre does not compute
Lofi detected 
bass to acute
Breakcore fragments
Error in key
Mismatch detected
Rejecting MP3

They try to clock me but I’m switchin like a preset
808 T4T yeah they hittin like a fresh reset
Beats goin fast then they chill in a second
Genres on E yeah you know I'm always reppin

Gotta Breakcore heart but I glitchin like a doll
I be Screamin on a track then I whisper real small
Call me Bass dysphoric
So I pitched it up higher
Labels don’t fit 
so I threw em in the fire

Genres don’t matter they just gatekeep
I mix it up yeah 
my sound stays transfem
deep
Let's go Break the bpm 
I got the technique
Call it what you want
just know I'm unique
Sleep

They Deadname my genre then I change it up
Throw some lofi on the break
now it’s eatin up
Hardcore goin post-op chopped then screwed
Who said I can’t make noise while still being cute

IDM EDM break the BPM
Lofi hi-fi burn it to the end
Noise glitch femme
Yeah I let it zoom
Call me what you want I just call it a mood

No big drops
No switch ups
Just a simple key
Music is lonely

No big drops
No switch ups
Just a simple key
Music is lonely
Keep it safe stay inside the beat

Keep it slow
Keep it soft
Never let it peak
No sharp drums
Filtered down real low
Like static in the air
Every track must be like it isn't even there

They tryna box me but I’m notorious
Like HRT
I make what I want
You know I stay pretty
Switch it 
flip it 
you I don’t need approval
Sound so trans yeah 
this mix ain't mutable

They try to clock me but I’m switchin like a preset
808 T4T yeah they hittin like a fresh reset
Beats goin fast then they chill in a second
Genre’s on E yeah you know I'm always reppin

Lofi hi-fi burn it to the end
Noise glitch femme
Yeah I let it zoom
Lofi hi-fi burn it to the end
Noise glitch femme
Yeah I let it zoom
Call it what you want
I just call it a mood
Call it a mood
Call it a mood
Call it a mood

You know this track might actually be hardcore

Shut your beeping face

GenreFluid

Fusion of hyperpop, happy hardcore and chiptune :) 

Input Control Lyrics

Insert Coin
Insert Coin

Insert the coin and take control
Press the buttons and make me move
I press start you pick the way
I’ll sit back and watch you play
If I don’t move I can't mess up
If I don’t choose I can't get stuck
Is their point if I don’t choose
Is it even a game if I can not lose

Pick the name and choose the gender
I won't admit that im transgender
Guide my hand with an analog stick
It's easy for you with just one click
I’m stuck on settings I won’t adjust
So you know I'll give you all my trust
Don't worry about me it's just a game
I'll follow your combos frame by frame

Click the square on the character select
Choose the skin that feels correct
Select my outfit choose my name
I'm like a character moving frame by frame
Hit select and lock me in
You Make the call I’ll take the win
Read the map I’ll follow through
You hold the controller make me move

(don't mash the buttons take control)

If I don’t choose I can’t regret
If I don’t move I can't forget
So press start and let me free
To become something I’m too scared to be

(don't mash the buttons take control)

Pick the name and choose the gender
I won't admit that im transgender
Guide my hand with an analog stick
It's easy for you with just one click
I’m stuck on settings I won’t adjust
So you know I'll give you all my trust
Don't worry about me it's just a game
I'll follow your combos frame by frame

You hold the controller I hold my breath
Just press start don't get in depth 
hit select and ease my doubt
Cause I’m too scared to figure it out
Select my skin pick my name
Don't think hard it's just a game
I sit still like im frozen on screen
Switch my style and make me seen

You Lose

If I don’t choose I can’t regret
Take Control
If I don’t move I can't forget
Take Control
So press start and let me free
Take Control
To become something I’m too scared to be

Dragon punch hit I flinch on impact 
Quarter circle jab don’t think just react 
Charge back forward lock me in stance  
Full rotation spin just give me a chance  

Charge left right ya move on cue  
Half-moon flick ya move cause of you  
Hold down then up my body forgets  
Quarter circle kick no signs of regrets

Dragon punch hit I flinch on impact 
Quarter circle jab don’t think just react 
Charge back forward lock me in stance  
Full rotation spin just give me a chance  

Charge left right ya move on cue  
Half-moon flick ya move cause of you  
Hold down then up my body forgets  
Quarter circle kick no signs of regrets

You Win

Input Control

YT Video: https://youtu.be/p27GNuS-3CM
* KARMA coursing through your veins.
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Undertale by Toby "fwugRadiation" Fox
Homestuck by Andrew Hussie
Thumbnail by @jevilhumor
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So basically this is kinda remake of the last hope of the underground cover, but I'd like to call this:
MEGALOVANIA: KARMA

Hope you enjoy this 'cause sure as hell I did making this.

MEGALOVANIA: KARMA

I'm FEM&M and have made music under many different aliases for over 15 years. My music making process tends to be very messy and reflects my own thoughts. All of my songs have lyrics, but usually distorted and mixed to the point where it's basically it's own instrument. My genre is a pretty much equal mix of breakcore, digital hardcore, hyperpop and happy hardcore :3