Picture me outside your california apartment, screaming & crying on the top of my lungs telling you to come back, let me come with you, or to talk to me. and let me know if you can sleep at night being okay with all of this. because im not. i need u

beat prod by: breakupbreakdown
written and performed by: popularreject x fernn
mixed and mastered by: p0wder x fernn
lyrics;
like
Like 
LIKE 
I got pages full of songs 
That you don’t like 
Right?
Right.
OH 
hey 
Hi 
Don’t think that I’ve seen you
Since I lost my mind
like 
Like
LIKE 
You hangout with people
I don’t like 
Right?
Right.

Fessing 
Stressing 
Wrestling 
At the bottom 
Didn’t 
Want 
Those pills 
But I still bought em
I 
Don’t 
Love my life
that’s awesome 

FUCK YEA
Hadn’t had enough yet
You say my musics trash
Yours sounds like two dudes 
Having but seggs 
I’m so fuckin hungry like 
I didn’t eat my lunch yet 
He think that it’s funny 
Till I leave his family upset 

like
Like 
LIKE 
I got pages full of songs 
That you don’t like 
Right?
Right.
OH 
hey 
Hi 
Don’t think that I’ve seen you
Since I lost my mind
like 
Like
LIKE 
You hangout with people
I don’t like 
Right?
Right.

Fessing 
Stressing 
Wrestling 
At the bottom 
Didn’t 
Want 
Those pills 
But I still bought em
I 
Don’t 
Love my life
that’s awesome 

watch this girl strip her shit like varnish
swear to god that im tarnished
antisocial to the point that it's alarming
all these hoes are interaction farming

watch me hit on a bih
nobody fucking with me
wanna get a release
when i hit the concrete
omg you act so sweet
but it's always full of deceit
thought you were being indiscreet
bitch you like a dog in heat

FUCK YEA
Hadn’t had enough yet
You say my musics trash
Yours sounds like two dudes 
Having butt seggs 
I’m so fuckin hungry like 
I didn’t eat my lunch yet 
FUCK YEA

like
Like 
LIKE 
I got pages full of songs 
That you don’t like 
Right?
Right.
OH 
hey 
Hi 
Don’t think that I’ve seen you
Since I lost my mind
like 
Like
LIKE 
You hangout with people
I don’t like 
Right?
Right.

but secs +1fern (p. breakupbreakdown)

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

Won’t you love me baby, in the ashes I found passion 
It’s all so clear now, I did not forget it, you can have it 
Baby could you find me a jar, to keep your love in when it gets dark? 
No more falling apart, I offer you my heart 

There’s something in my head it tells me I should stay here 
Different day and different way of us in love debating 
Never be enough, no I keep going 
Baby I keep fighting on my own 
You can make a wish and I will make you mine 
Here tonight

Won’t you love me baby, in the ashes I found passion 
It’s all so clear now, I did not forget it, you can have it 
Baby could you find me a jar, to keep your love in when it gets dark? 
No more falling apart, I offer you my heart

keep going

BESTFREND

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/jolst & https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161
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Lyrics

don't tell me how to be i don't wanna see
we fight, then more we talk  2 o'clock and i can't fucking sleep 
lining up that coke every night ya i won't fucking breathe 
saw u with some guy but that's a price to pay so 
i don't wanna move on way too fast no 
tell me u don't care 
just know i'm not surprised 
and i'm not sleeping tonight

hold me close to my head 
ima go mia u won't notice
ima leave u out every night 
leave u cause it's time
notice in my eyes i'll despise u till i die
u don't need me nah nah that's okay
cause ima vanish she want stay but i don't care hoe 
nah and don't u ever tell me how to be 

don't tell me how to be i don't wanna see
we fight, then more we talk  2 o'clock and i can't fucking sleep 
lining up that coke every night ya i won't fucking breathe 
saw u with some guy but that's a price to pay so 
i don't wanna move on way too fast no 
tell me u don't care 
just know i'm not surprised 
and i'm not sleeping tonight

we fight, then more we talk (jolst x pekarot)

written and prod me.
special thanks to @ghosthandsmusic for mixing the song.
enjoy ;)

leftquiet: 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=dBPdy-hdQWKqO0e__PHlkw
https://soundcloud.com/leftquiet
https://www.instagram.com/left.quiet/

lyrics:
Losin all myself in the motion
No I didn't peak in high school still
Whys my life become a little slower
I don't wanna end up like a snail

Did I get myself cut loose
Or I was confused
On and on
My Misused vices
It's all my fault
I end up like this still
(it's a trap)

Go to my 9 to 5 like a good boy
Monday drive to school 
Almost low gas 
Swear to God it runs my tank on empty
How to live
I can't cope 
With all my stress n' fears entangled
Got me sick to the bone
When all this shit goes on and on again

Caffeine withdrawal hard to do
I can't let go
My part is due
Put off my load another day
I'd Rather stress than go on break
My mind race like nascar
Black n white like trackstar 
Industry leader built from my downfall
Should've gotten out fourth strike n foul ball

Did I get myself cut loose 
Or I was confused
On and on
My Misused vices
It's all my fault
I end up like this still
(it's a trap)

Go to my 9 to 5 like a good boy
Monday drive to school 
almost low gas 
Swear to God it runs my tank on empty
How to live
I can't cope 
With all my stress n fears entangled
Got me sick to the bone
When all this shit goes on and on again
on and on again
on and on again

on and on

Prod. Neon Dion

Track 2 of the Neon Dion EP

Expectations

Expectations (prod. Neon Dion)

thank u for the support. out on all platforms.
lyrics:

we locked eyes for the first time
in a while
you said you can't love
but that's vile
then you're searching for me
in someone else
should i even be here?
man i can't tell

it seems you've broken our promise and i can tell by your eyes
felt the ridges on my arm and said i saw your disguise
how do i cope inside my mind?
i'll disappear from everyone,
social suicide
but if you called me and told me you didn't even mean what you did
i don't think the blade would retract from my skin
please don't look
i swear i'm fine
i'll disappear from everyone, 
social suicide
you're holding on by a thread?
you looked at me as you said it
i didn't know what to do
but now i really regret it

staring wide eyed looking what you forced in
and all the apathy deterred me from your coffin 
feel less manic in the gardens
exhausted my options
cause every single step leads me right back to you

and there's bones in your closet
regrets that are haunting
there's really no difference between me and you
how should i cope?
am i just a character inside your book that you wrote
you threw me away in what felt like a boast
now i'm really struggling staying afloat

it seems you've broken our promise and i can tell by your eyes
felt the ridges on my arm and said i saw your disguise
how do i cope inside my mind?
i'll disappear from everyone,
social suicide
but if you called me and told me you didn't even mean what you did
i don't think the blade would retract from my skin
please don't look
i swear i'm fine
i'll disappear from everyone, 
social suicide

skin

hi hey this is probably my favorite song ever so i had to cover it sooner or later lol

if this is how it ends well im glad u were a part of it
u made it to the end and i appreciate ur tolerance
and i know i cant touch u i mean rly rly touch u on atomic lvl shit but thats not how were meant to fit
when u think about it rly only difference is the brain 
pls dont be scared 
its over now

its over. you can go home (sewerperson cover)

~2300~

@universalchill

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Afraid and alone
You thought that he’d show 
No
Everywhere that you go
All alone
Tracks in the snow
Low
Guiding me home
Follow you
The light from the moon
The way you move
Show me a new shade of blue 
I never knew
A heart that’s so true
Afraid to lose

[Verse]
Won’t leave with party favors
So many gimmicks later
The point’s to feel like you’re loved 
That thought should never waiver 
They strung you so high above
The world looked so much greater 
You felt as light as paper
Came crashing down without a sound 
Head’s been in the clouds
Forgot life on the ground
No one’s still around
Woke up on the couch
Sour taste in your mouth
You can’t remember it now
What you were dreaming about

[Bridge]
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real 
Build me up into something real

[Chorus]
Afraid and alone
You thought that he’d show No
Everywhere that you go
All alone
Tracks in the snow
Low
Guiding me home
Follow you
The light from the moon
The way you move
Show me a new shade of blue 
I never knew
A heart that’s so true
Afraid to lose

The Mysterious Man In The Black Hat

PHX

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