All I’ve ever been is betrayed 
Why’d I care about anyone else but me
When all I’ve ever been is betrayed 
They like to talk but they don’t see 
How all I’ve ever been is betrayed
They gon speak but they don’t think bout
How all I’ve been is betrayed
All I’ve ever been is betrayed, yeah yeah yeah

Gettin high in the middle of the day
I might lose my soul but I ain’t losin any case
Gotta take control of my own life, I’m in my way
I blame it on myself but also blame it on the fakes

Barely holding on to the edge of my seat
If u take what I sow then ur soul ima reap
Forget everything that I teach
It ain’t even working for me

I’ve been on my own
(Told her take my soul)
She won’t leave me lone
(Cause I made her known)
No hospitality
(She just gets mad at me)
No more morality
(Another casualty)

All I’ve ever been is betrayed 
Why’d I care about anyone else but me
When all I’ve ever been is betrayed 
They like to talk but they don’t see 
How all I’ve ever been is betrayed
They gon speak but they don’t think bout
How all I’ve ever been is betrayed
All I’ve ever been is betrayed, yeah yeah yeah

All I’ve ever been is betrayed 
Why’d I care about anyone else but me
When all I’ve ever been is betrayed 
They like to talk but they don’t see 
How all I’ve ever been is betrayed
They gon speak but they don’t think bout
How all I’ve ever been is betrayed
All I’ve ever been is betrayed, yeah yeah yeah

BETRAYED. [prod. hypnotize]

Azula Freestyle

i been chilling in the dark
exposing my own heart
i'm not sure of where we are
but at least i feel safe
there's static in the stars
as i take deep breaths
it's just a torn up heart
in this once full chest


i know they know im a mess
but i still write songs
to try to kill my stress
i had lost a lot but i'm still not dead
and though i wish i was
it's not my time yet
i create as a fucking passion here
and some see that
and think i'm chasing fame
but really i'm just damaged here
and some see that
and try to scorn my name

i been chilling in the dark
exposing my own heart
i'm not sure of where we are
but at least i feel safe
there's static in the stars
as i take deep breaths
it's just a torn up heart
in this once full chest

vulnerable in the middle of the night (eric godlow)

Ambient cloud rap energy meets nature doc vibes. Built around real animal sounds and open air atmosphere. feels like sitting on a mountaintop, blunt lit, looking down at the world in complete peace

Alone in this world (Intro)

Dreamy and emotional cloud rap beat built around Genesis (Grimes) vocal sample. floaty, sentimental and cinematic.  Like driving through the city at night with the windows down.

My heart

Laid back, dreamy synth pad beat. floaty and spacey with that slow motion Lucki type energy.  Feels like late night chilling,  zoning out and letting everything go.

Crystals

Terminator flipped into a floating cloud rap beat. Dark, heavy bass, Lil baby drums, feels like riding through Night city.

A.I.

Spacey synths, wood block ticking in the back, chill cloud rap drums. dreamy and floating- perfect late night drive track or as you ascend.

Genesis

Drunk

Dreamy Synth pads and some aggressive cloud rap drums

3 AM

NIGHT OF MY LOVE

verse 1:
back in 2015, skipping stones by the lake
laughing at stupid secrets and the jokes we would make
then my parents dropped the news like a hit to the head
fell asleep thinking of you, woke up in a plane instead
wish i fought to stay, but i froze when it came
people said it wouldn’t matter, but they didn’t know your name
kept you tucked in my chest like a bruise i wouldn’t hide
carried you through every night with your bracelet at my side, yeah


hook:
every night that he ran only sharpened the fear
every thought of her voice pulled him back to that year
should’ve spoken the truth, but he never knew how
now it rises like grief and it’s cutting him now  

every mile they crossed only twisted the knife
every dream with her face wrecks the rest of his life
should’ve freed her back then, but he never knew how
now she’s drifting like smoke and he’s breaking right now

bridge:
hey… truth be told i don't exactly know why i’m calling, but that year keeps looping in my head
y'know, the lake, and the jokes, and the way that you said my name
i thought leaving would make it fade but it didn’t
i should’ve told you how heavy it hit me. i still miss you
i just… wanted you to know
uhh, call me back when you got time


verse 2:
i’ve been pacing through the nights trying hard not to drown
counting hours till i’m standing once again in your town
you the sound on the phone that could soften my chest
every laugh on facetime felt like a place i could rest
stashed away what i could just to get on that flight
telling coworkers and friends it would all be alright
when i see you, i might cry just from losing the mask
promise me you’ll stay close, it is all that i ask

hook:
every night that he ran only sharpened the fear
every thought of her voice pulled him back to that year
should’ve spoken the truth, but he never knew how
now it rises like grief and it’s cutting him now  

every mile they crossed only twisted the knife
every dream with her face wrecks the rest of his life
should’ve freed her back then, but he never knew how
now she’s drifting like smoke and he’s breaking right now

bridge:
ladies and gentleman, this is your captain speaking
on behalf of the entire crew
i'd like to welcome you onboard to flight 237 with non-stop service to new York
thanks for flying with us today

outro (verse 3):
landed late in your city, heart loud on the ride
kept it quiet from you just to see your eyes wide
your parents let me in, told me they hoped i was fine
i nodded like i meant it while i practiced the line
then you walked in the room with a hand that wasn’t mine
hit me clean in the gut like i crossed the wrong line
hands shaking, heart racing, body close to collapse
“should’ve told you how i felt” hitting line after lapse, yeah


after takeoff // 2015 (prod. 4lexf)

[lyrics]

и снова мы скативаемся вниз
под нами много боли 
я снова подкуриваю гашиш
режу свои вены, будто больной псих
я снова вспомнил как жил
жил и не курил
я снова вспомнил как жил
жил и не курил
я как будто псих из фильма крип
беру свой топор и убиваю целый двор
я не хочу видеть эти гримаси 
полные радости от презика в пизде
я их ненавижу как себя внутри
как свое лицо и пальцы
полная хуйня твориться у меня
но звоню на твой номер телефона
ты не берешь трубку
я бросаю все, и бегу к тебе лишь бы услышать твой голос
и снова я запускаю свой комп
и снова подрубаю фонк
и снова я живой, и снова я хочу домой
и снова я вижу тебя и снова обнял я тебя


prod. INNOVALMANE

я снова вспомнил

If you’re new here, welcome in. I make late-night, anime-leaning emo rap.
Everything you hear comes straight from real life.

brain_freeze

bonaparte

このアルバムは、私が自分の音楽、そして他の人と共有する音楽を心から楽しんでいる理由を本当によく表しています。このミックステープはヒットしないだろうと覚悟して作りましたが、いつものスタイルから抜け出して、下記の曲のような作品を作るのはとても楽しかったです。

2k10よ、永遠に！

-lost:children:2010

#indecisive (feat. PHANTOM WANDERER)

woke up with my head all spinning
in ur backyard
doesn't feel like winning
i can hear the freeway from here
it's 10 am, nothing u said was sincere
are u over me cuz i can't tell
im not over u but i won't tell u
are u over me cuz i can't tell
i'm not over u but i can't tell u

i'm so dizzy from purple cups
my heart's telling my soul just how much i suck
i'm so picky it's not enough
for me to be happy i need way too much
late nite spinning on my king bed
thinking bout the times that i should be dead
are u over me? cuz i can't tell
im not over u, but i cant tell u

i can hear the freeway from here
it's 10 am, nothing u said was sincere

head all spinning
in ur backyard
doesn't feel like winning
i can hear the freeway from here
it's 10 am, nothing u said was sincere
are u over me cuz i can't tell
im not over u but i won't tell u
are u over me cuz i can't tell
i'm not over u but i can't tell u

spinning in circles (chill sebs)

it’s December already? Damn, here’s a lil chill lofi hip-hop song will the album is developing (happy late thanksgiving!)

gone (instrumental)

gone

@degowpriv
@djderekxxofc
@nowingslofis
@a-myr

♪ recordspolxr@gmail.com

I'm just a guy who loves making music, meeting new people and doing new things. Bio changes seems I've hired a small team to work with me now we finally on a professional level. 💜💙🐐🕊️

making at least a song every week until I quit my job
wizdfromwest
wlzd@hotmail.co.uk

looking for a vocalist (of any kind, rapper, singer, etc.) to hop on one of my instrumentals (free of charge), dm if interested.


Welcome to the show

Shiz to know
DJ DarkidE is for instrumental only tracks
TCA (the coroner’s assistant) is for rapping.

If It I heart one of my songs I consider it one of my best.

私はYouTubeと様々なメディアで生まれたインターネットの子供です

メモリーカード挿入: 最後の保存データ 2010/06/25

私は自分の世代と、そこから生まれたメディアが大好きです。

ジェネレーションZ

18 years old                                                                                                                                            I like making music & riding boards

i don't get along with my mind

New music out whenever I feel like it

music for the lost & the found.

for business inquiries: soyuzzz3@gmail.com

New tracks tagged #lofi rap