Feeling Depleted and Obsessed

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lyrics:

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too- I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

Im so Maury how I son these copy pastes
I ash on my vlone while he hang up his old navy
This power up in my cup could kill a baby
Im so deep inside this shit I promise u won’t save me
This some first take shit
On bass that’s earthquake
It feels like rapture how my whole entire room shakes
Got me sweating cause I know im not a pure soul
Still im gifted with this voice that lays ethereal
Her dad must be Phillips how she projecting
And her mom must be fedex how she hold my package
Pull up on my guys and they let that opera sing
Stay around too long I swear they’ll bring u damage

Fuck me and bite me and slap me and maim me and scar me and shape me and teach me the ways of the background U gave me I learned it and suffered the beatings and upsets
I am nothing but an object to you

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too-  I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

house Party  (eric Godlow)

sometimes i wonder
where do u send ur mail to
when u don’t hav a home?
does it just float in oblivion
until u find a place of ur own?
sometimes i wonder
who do u evn turn to
when you are all alone?
do you just float in oblivion
until u find that special some1?

it’s hard not to wonder
when ur riding in the car
what stops the world from ending?
and the sky from eating up everyone?

i wish it was simple
but nothing evr seems to be this time 
i’ll try not to 
fucking end it 
all ovr minor turbulence
again i need to
get it togetheragain 
i need to get it 2gether again 
i need 2 piece it together
bc it’s all falling apart

oblivion

awkardmusic 
prod me :.)
i feel like im haunting
feel so fucking awkward 
something in the air make me so fucking toxic
none of this is good for me but i know i want it
i cant take the guilt so just put me in my coffin
i dont know why you love me i just fucking hate me
 i just cut my wrist dont try n save me
i aint tryna flex but i know my life is changing
drugs do the changing
money i been making
ion do shit in school yeh im smart but im lazy
off the benedryl everything fucking hazy
ion care anymore i dont care if i make it
n i wanna kill myself cuz im tired of waiting
shawty in the back but i cant look at her 
got bb on my belt she got boots with the fur
ima drive far away i wont say a fucking word
ima kill myself cuz im tired of the hurt
i need an escape and ik the kicked the cup
but im feinin for the mud n the sugar in my cup
i jus need that girl im not enough
she put me in the past put me out a blunt
everybody hates me but u change me
i been seein things in my room n its scary
i justwanna die give a fuck what u say to me
 i just wanna

awkward ♫ freestyle

im lying on the moon
my dear, i'll be there soon
its a quiet starry place
times we're swallowed up
in space we're here
a million miles away
there's things i wish ii knew
there's no thing, i'd keep from yu
its a dark and shiny place
but with you, my dear
im safe and we're a million miles away
we're lying on the moon
its a perfect afternoon
ur shadow follows me all day
making sure that im okay
nd we're a million miles awayy

♡ ♡ ♡
@lozuh

lambie x lozuh - the moon song ♡

i should kill myself feat syris

i miss you baby
you drive me crazy
ur so pretty that my mind is getting hazy
want ur blood on my lips
cmon just give me a kiss
u just fuckng shut me down
"yeah no ill see you around"

so u nvr respond and ur always fucking busy
if i pop a tit do u think that u would miss me

you said that you loved me,
guess that was a lie
but if this is the end
then why dont we fuck tonight?

sleep with me tonight ☆ feat. syris (igi)

ur words hurt
i’m cut down 
to the bone
gave you my heart
you made me feel
at home
i fall apart
when im
left all alone
i’m missing parts
can u make
me feel whole?

i fall apart
please don’t leave me alone
missing my parts
i will never be whole

lambie⛱ - missing parts (prod. lozuh)

produced by pekarot
engineered by me

lyrics:

girl u told me i wouldnt be something
now i turned being a nothing into something
posting songs hoping i make it
i dont wanna have to live in fear

GIRL IM DYING THE FLOOR
NOW STARING INTO THE MIRROR ON SHROOMS LIKE YOU DONT HAVE TOO
SICK OF CRYING ON THE FLOOR IN THIS BEDROOM

lost to many people way to soon
wanna chase these pills with some whiskey but i dont wanna die yet
reapers got my soul on a list and hes ready to collect
and if we never meant i doubt he would be dead
n i sent my last text and you left it on read
i gotta say this one more time
it wasnt my fault that he did what he did
but u can blame me because i never change im jus like the rest

a fucking drug addict
a fucking mess
always fucking stressed

girl u told me i wouldnt be something
now i turned being a nothing into something
posting songs hoping i make it
i dont wanna have to live in fear

GIRL IM DYING THE FLOOR
NOW STARING INTO THE MIRROR ON SHROOMS LIKE YOU DONT HAVE TOO
SICK OF CRYING ON THE FLOOR IN THIS BEDROOM

something

@sorrow_bringer

10 missed calls
didnt even here the phone ring
i rly thought
that i left that in the old me
why're ur eyes always red?
she still walks thru my head
good god, i've been feelin so unholy
when i fall, i know no one's there to hold me
if that's all to be said
you can load up the lead

spent my last 12 months
tryna make a couple bucks
ruinnin from my loved ones
i've been hiding
from the life i knew once
to the shit i do now
you can't even here the sound
if i'm cryin
long nights smoking blunts
til the sun comes up
i've been faded on my own
and idgaf
if the neighbors gunna watch
take a pic too
it's all good
they won't ever get what we do

Follow me <3

10 missed calls (prod. sorrow bringer)

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

BREATHE (prod. curtains x taxpurposes)

Debut album out 10/31 on Halloween!
Thanks for listening friends, this was a really fun track to make
<3
Shoutouts
@sewerperson
@sorrow_bringer
@iofmusic

And on a side note THANK YOU FOR 50K on Loveless
You guys are awesome!

*lyrics by request*

(Fearce)
Cant believe my eyes
Look how far we made it
told to never cry
now we just get faded
might see you at my show
too high to even notice you

someday came suddenly
another feeling gone
always time to leave
timing
dont mean a thing
when everything gets lost
it was just a dream
but 
all of its so vague now
can you help me figure out

so many stories i couldnt remember
when all i could think of was falling asleep
you distance yourself from the past and the present
now all that you're left with exists in a dream

but we're so much farther
than the people we used to be

(Sewerperson)
black ash
seeing thru the serpents eye
whip lash
i could barely sleep at night
breaking the walls of my mind
baby i had enough
chained to the pole by her side
baby im giving up
and i never leave
i just fade into the background
they aint let me breathe but i promise you i am now
 ever since i known her she cant help the way she stand out  
baby ill see you in your dreams and i promise you ill stand down
woah
lights on top these buildings offer shelter from the snow
i cant even decide just where the fuck i wanna go
far away from anybody i would ever know
i could feel this tingle in my hands before they glow

lambie⛱ - missing parts (prod. lozuh)

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