this is kinda a sequel to: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/fl-studio-test-bruh-moment

This is my first test song made in Ableton
I have no idea what i am doing
This is my first test song made in Ableton
I have no idea what i am doing
Imma try out new things
even if im never perfect
And even when im dead in the ground
I'll still be glad i played with sounds
It doesn't matter what DAW
Don't Avoid What it's about

First Test Song In Ableton XD!!!!!!!!!!

your the reason i have to hide
what i am and what i like
your actions give the rest a bad rep
every thing that youve done i think you dont regret

keep my identity
under cover
watch all my friends 
turn to monsters
WHERE WILL I GO
PLEASE TELL ME WHERE WILL I GO
ill hide who i am forever
i dont know anymore
who should i put my trust in
I DONT KNOW ANYMORE

talent hides your negatives
and bad traits
under your angel wings 
corruption is high
internet royality
what do you have to hide
behind the crown lies
darkness inside

WHY DOES EVERYONE AROUND ME SUCK?!

i hate the noise when you talk
shut the fuck up
your useless
an annoyance
to everyone around you
your toxic and your draining
one set back your complaining 
even if im telling the truth
it still upsets you

ID RATHER TAKE YOUR SILENCE 
THAN LYING TO YOURSELF ABOUT
HOW YOU BETTER THAN ME
SEE MY MOTHER FUCKING NAME ITS TIMELESS
AND YOUR STRUGGLING TO STAY RELEVENT
YOU SAY YOUR JUST AN ALTER
TRASHING MY MIND AS YOU SPEAK
IVE GOT THAT ENVY IN ME
YOU GOT THAT TOXCITY IN YOU

OOOOO YOU KNOW HOW IT GOES
SHOW YOUR TRUE SELF
ITS LIKE IM LIVING IN HELL WITH YOU
YOUR STUCK REMINDING YOURSELF THAT
WHILE EVERYONES yIN GOOD HEALTH
YOU STUCK INSIDE THIS CIRCLE OF HELL
WITH NO WAY OUT YOU CANNOT BE HELPED

3. toxicity for yourself

another day
another inspiration
the way i feel fuels another illustration
ive never felt this motovated
pour my tears into designs
watch my feelings come to life

theres no room for doubt
when your pen hits the paper
im so proud of how it looks
but not the way it came to life
i wish to fuel my motovation
in ways where i dont wanna die
but its all okay cause
you only want to see designs

I paint the pain with every stroke,
I dont think its a problem
Inside my mind, I find my art
im losing every single fight
i sink into computer screens
your love is fueling artist drives
Through tears, colors, and misery 
youve made me a better guy

another day
another flaw
in my art work
youve never done this before
dont try to
give me the fake
talks just give me a break
i know that you cannot relate
to our love??
( love )

I paint the pain with every stroke,
I dont think its a problem
Inside my mind, I find my art
im losing every single fight
i sink into computer screens
your love is fueling artist drives
Through tears, colors, and misery 
youve made me a better guy

I cant paint my pain anymore
the brushes dont help at all 
Inside my mind, I hate my art
ive painted a hell just for me
i drown inside computer screens
your abuse is killing artist drives
Through tears, colors, and misery 
im a mistake inside your eyes

abusive inspiration

THIS IS SOMETHING
YOU WONT UNDERSTAND
CONTROLLED BY EVERYONE
MY FATE IS IN YOUR HANDS
DONT KNOW WHY OR WHAT I DID TO YOU
MAYBE ITS NOT ME
ITS THE FACT THAT I EXIST

THE ONLINE WORLD WAS A SPACE FOR ME
TO GROW AND TO BE COMFY WITH IDENTITY
THEN YOU CAME AND YOU FUCKED IT UP
WHY DOES EVERYTHING I LOVE
GET TAKEN FROM ME??

i lived a life of peace
til you came to tear it down
and its probably just me
or the fact i exist
your feared insecuries
maybe im the person you always wanted
to beat the memories
INTO MY SKULL

AGAIN
YOU BELITLE ME
IM SORRY FOR MY SUCICIDE ATTEMPTS
NOT BEING SUCCESSFUL
such a fool i am.
PITY, OR SYMPATHY ISNT ON THE TABLE FOR ME.
WHAT DID I EXPECT FOR SOMEONE LIKE ME

i lived a life of peace
til you came to tear it down
and maybe its just me
or the fact that i exist
your feared insecuries
maybe im the person you always wanted
to beat the memories
INTO MY SKULL

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
MY LIFES NOT WORTH ANYTHING
X2

ILL KILL MYSELF 
EVERYTHING WILL BE BETTER THAT WAY

MAYBE ITS MY FAULT [ Lyras mind ] 4.

im feeling broken every day
a piece of glass just falls away
all of the shattered pieces
cut me up as i try to forget them
my face different than yesterday
i dont talk to strangers so
why do i talk to me
everyday i wake up hating
every part of me 
they branch out like vines underneath my skin 

YOU SAY THINGS GET BETTER
THEY DONT CHANGE
IM ALWAYS SUFFICATING
I CANT GET EVER GET AWAY 
FROM ALL THE THINGS IM FEELING
I JUST WANNA BREAK THE MAZE THAT I AM STUCK IN
BUT SOMEHOW IN A BETTER WAY THAN BURNING EVERYTHING DOWN

i cant understand
how your not tired every day
laying inside my bed 
all i do is think
think about the memories
about my flaws
think about MY SUFFERING 
everything that ive done WRONG

1. BURN OUT FOREVER. [ 2 MANY ALTERS ]

deathstiny - 5:23:18, 11.36 PM

cover of - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbxAB7rTpDc <3
uwu

instrumental - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Al_BNQNt42w

s/o to @jitterclick for insp

cant get over you (cover)

by the way i do not really relate to this song i am venting by making it but it doesnt 100% relate to me

hbb2

beginning sound clip is from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k83V_QBBSZU&feature=youtu.be&t=690
but everything else is by me lol uhhhh im fuychgjh

solution

suicide rock!! (tw)

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WHY DOES EVERYONE AROUND ME SUCK?!

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