This song is so powerful. Hope you all are doing okay stay strong

i dont wanna live in a world without you.... </3 now i got my wrists bleeding on the bedroom floor cuz i dont wanna feel anything anymore..

I don’t wanna live in a world without you, even after all the shit you put me through youre still the one </3.

S O N G S 2 C R Y 2

produced by raspo

lyrics:

im so done you made me feel like im a ghost
i feel out of place and still have no one to call my home
if im a creep then your a weirdo
ill never ask for help, your the same as me

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i can try
but i wont
be alive
for very long
i could cry
oh could you
if i died 
would you

lost

https://soundcloud.com/breckenford
https://soundcloud.com/user-642636378

support tha lads

So you wanna talk about another life yeah 
Maybe one where it went a little differently 
Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah
All we needed was a little consistency
And Yeah I wanna do it over  
I want to make it up 
I want to make it last a lifetime 
You’ve got my guarantee 
I’ll give you the refund if you like 

(halfhearted)
I’ve been walking down a long road 
Thought you were my back bone 
Always found my way back home but I 
I Hope it never hurts 
I know that I’m the worst 
karma working and it put me in the dirt 
I can still see the wine stain on my shirt 
Try to fix it, better burn it, cause it’s never gonna work 
If it’s all no guarantees, just know you have one half of me

So you wanna talk about another life yeah 
Maybe one where it went a little differently 
Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah
All we needed was a little consistency
And Yeah I wanna do it over  
I want to make it up 
I want to make it last a lifetime 
You’ve got my guarantee 
I’ll give you the refund if you like 

(brecken)
And if you really want me to leave you 
I’ll give you one last dance 
I’ll give you one more chance that you see me 
Without any blood on my hands 
I’ll tell you what you want you’ll believe me 
Just until I wake up to scram
You always thought that love was deceiving Yeah it is 
Yeah it is

guarantees ft. brecken + halfhearted (kingtheta)

prod. blank
lyrics: aren't we all a little terrified?
judging through a blinded eye
i seen what you saw but it wont suffice
it was in my head
but i seen your rose on the cliff edge
gravity would be proud
gravity would be proud
as it locks me in
and pulls me down
my decision was all mine
talk me out? you know im fine
this is what i wanted
this is where the plot ends
bury my bones all thats left
found my home here in the sand.

rose.mp3

Scaredy cat

~You Leave Me Broken~

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たぶん、私たちは一緒に滞在することができますこの瞬間に。 
ColdWorldGang #SBSG 
天使の翼 / / COLD世界 
私の手首をカットします 

カリフォルニア州の夜 

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

nothing,nowhere. X YungJZAisDead - Dial Tone(Prod. By nothing,nowhere.)

@lilxlotus

~I'll Pack My Bags~ 

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド
If I Leave Tonight I'm Never Coming Back 
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは 

カリフォルニア州の夜 

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y 

ColdWorldGang

YungJZAisDead X Lil Lotus - My Switchblade Is My Wrists Best Friend

Ft: https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
Prod: https://soundcloud.com/sheltr666

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

Let go w/ Fats'e (Prod. sheltr )

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

https://open.spotify.com/track/4SyKnSUTgKkTjAZETcQJ01?si=wqCOaZ7zRLy2ZJAeTL0OLg

@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami
@ihateshinigami

shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr)

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

Lil Lotus - Let Me Die Here (Acoustic)

Prod. @deliverthecrush

Video Soon by https://twitter.com/DanielJordanK

STARZ </3

what i do to u? w/ SlugChrist (Prod. Nedarb)

so much to say
you don’t wanna hear it
is something wrong with me
is it my appearance
are you listening or could you care less
its hard to believe you didn’t mean to do this
I’ve got so much to say
you don’t wanna hear it
is something wrong with me
is it my appearance
is it inside of me
tell me sincerely
i know its underneath
and nobody hears me
I’ve got so much to say
you don’t wanna hear it
I’m calling out your name but theres interference
i don’t wanna leave but i can’t stay here
its getting so hard to breathe when you’re nowhere near

what do you take me for
wear it on my head
curl the cord where it connects
hold it forward along my neck
leaning towards whats for the best
what do you take me for
while I hang my head
and are you sure you’re alright with this
I am more than you’d expect
bury me where you see fit

redux (prod. slidinmoon)

A L L I D O I S R E P O S T
hope to produce something of my own someday

I (un)follow back

Lil Lotus - Let Me Die Here (Acoustic)

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