THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO SAY

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i sent you a message two weeks ago
you didn't reply
it feels like i'm 16 again
but i'm not petty about it this time
i think about what happened a lot
more than i want to
i think about what i did
what i said
what i didn't say
what i should've said
what i should've done
i get lost easily
you were the voice in my head i went to when i needed someone to talk to
you were that person for me in real life
you were the only one that got it
the only one who called me 'her'
i felt like you saw me
i hope you did
i keep holding onto the idea that somehow
someday
we'll cross paths
and you'll get to meet me
properly meet me
and i'll get to apologise to your face
it won't happen
i don't need it to
but it would be nice
it would be nice to apologise
it would be nice to explain myself
it would be nice to get closure
that's all it is
it's not about love
it's not about friendship
it's not about forgiveness
it's about closure
it's whatever
i don't want to bother you anymore
i don't need you to say something to know what you think
we all need to move on some day
i just wish i did before you

CLOSURE

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