prod. junoes

it’s been 3 years already
altho it doesn’t feel like it’s been more than a few weeks
but maybe i’m not ready to face everything that’s ahead
and my blood is moving slower thru my body got me thinking that i’m dead

it’s insomnia the demon that be keeping me from rest
living life inside my brain im only inside of the mess
i got no excuse for failure if i tried my fucking best
got 2 friends in this whole world so if u hate me be my guest

i guess i don’t know anything abt u but i tried
reset the pest that has been slowly rotting my mind
the nest is then opened right in front of my 2 eyes
i get the rest its all making sense for the 1st time

i wouldn’t wanna live inside the world if i ain’t found u
a computer chip that’s made of meat that’s something i have found to
hold myself together with my heart beat is a sound queue
too much stress that’s overwhelming it’s an infinite loop

stop

it never changes
i hardly ever feel alright
it comes in fazes
the desire to die

it’s okay tho
last 3 years been a healing journey
deimos who i been feeling like
it isn’t something they wrote
i been feeling smaller than my brother he knows
me better than i do

it’s been 3 years already
altho it doesn’t feel like it’s been more than a few weeks
but maybe i’m not ready to face everything that’s ahead
and my blood is moving slower thru my body got me thinking that i’m dead

it’s insomnia the demon that be keeping me from rest
living life inside my brain im only inside of the mess
i got no excuse for failure if i tried my fucking best
got 2 friends in this whole world so if u hate me be my guest

i don’t want u feeling how i do
nobody should be inside these shoes
i feel like a robot that can’t choose
which emotion display inside of the meat computer

meat cpu

I mainly use this one as a spotify type thing and uploading covers of songs

oh i also reupload some songs if you ever need sum but its not up on soundcloud ;)

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