Everything Ever

Vibes XVI

prod @gullyspit
mix/master Lord Gasp

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would you love me still
if i told u i ain’t special just mentally ill
I got issues , call me narcissus like daffodils
I see ghosts and I need bags im tryna see those bills
Mama should have popped the pill

Would you love me still
If I told you I hear voices ain’t it kinda creep
They be ghostwriting my songs as I walk in the streets
All these citizens, NPCs stare at me 
And god I feel like breaking knees

I might comatose
Comatose
Comatose

Ima need my dose
Need my dose
Need my dose

I might comatose
Comatose
Comatose

Ima need my dose
Need my dose
Need my dose

Would you love me still
If I told you I can’t chill
I can’t stay still for a second unless I gobble pills
*you gotta chill*
That dude so nervous he be shaking Like a drill
*pneumatic drill*
 And when I die pickle my brain with some dill..
*What?*

What’s the deal with me
Kill my dreams, down the sink
Bitch I always drink, always drink
My grey matter shrinks!

What’s the deal with me
Dreams down the sink
Bitch I always drink, drink
Matter shrinks!

Come on spill the tea for me 
Tell me how you so retarded
Fragility taught me don’t be what They think you are 
And that minimum wage ain’t for Me, 9-5 makes me vomit
Y’all stuck in like 1840 , boy yo shit Is garbage

come on spill the tea for me 
tell me how you so retarded
fragility taught me dont be what they think you are 
and that minimum wage aint for me, 9-5 makes me vomit
yall stuck in like 1840 , boy yo shit is garbage

Comatose

IM BACK HAHAHAHA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKRTvIUkOAc

Chop Chop

CHOP CHOP (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

I CANT EVEN DRIVE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_Y_W7o276k

Drive Alone

DRIVE ALONE (VISUALIZER IN DESCRIPTION)

MIGRAINE

TAKES 2 TO KILL ME

idk “sometimes” Feat. VIKSENDELAPEUR [Prod.unknown]

[lyrics]

[lan man] 
5 lines in the whip 
hit the gas then i ride off 
goth bitch wanna fuck w the lights off 
white girl in the backseat blackin out passin out 
chokin on the coke drip 
shawty buggin might as well fuckin kms 
im so used to this 
i was up late , abusin chemicals dyin in a dark room 
fuckin right shawty i do this shit everyday 
damn right girl im ina dark place 

[jacc] 
im ina dark place 
shawty luv me cuz i ate her out fuckin on the first date 
bad bitch bad kid drug addicts 
shawty geekin i ain’t even on this planet 
coke lines on ya tiddies 
bathroom floor tweakin out 2 dizzy
nohopeshawty pushin 106 in ur city got a goth bitch worried bout her life 
everybody in my family know im hellbound 
ima die by 23 if ion stop fuckin round w all the bullshit 
drugs , all the foolish shit 
kms b4 the fame even get a chance ay

@nohopeshawty
@__landyn__
@jacc_ak

dark place

dark place (prod. thersx)

No Feelings

Snub Nose

prod. by justdan
additional prod. by zaki ali

lyrics
Play the field, the grass is greener on the other side
Take these pills until I feel another high 
Till I feel like another guy 
Until I feel a nice subtle rise in heat like it’s summertime 
Working double time
There’s never enough of time 
Not enough buffer to protect my stubborn pride 
Summarize this misery with supple lines 
Made from the cloth of my troubled thoughts, but it’s cut and dried 
Still greasy like it’s southern fried 
I settled on a style that some despise like undercover guys 
Money’s the truth, but that’s also where the trouble lies 
Tunneling trials and struggles high as the sunrise on summer skies 
Something lies beneath the styles they speak 
It’s been a while, I’ve been too weak to peak my head into the room to see what everyone’s been up to 
Look in the mirror, it’s hard to trust you 
Look at this clearer when I’m less puzzled 
When I measure out your love, it feels like I got hustled 

Don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you ever sit and think how much of this is real 
Spill a good deal of confessions 
Rest assured, I don’t regret them 
A curse and a blessing 
Don’t you ever tell me how to fucking feel (X2)

If loves the water in the sea, your smile is the rain 
Then I will scream out your name before I drown in the waves 
I’ve been down and out for days, while I’ve been counting on the ways, I could fall back on fantasies and find a new escape 
Or buy a new estate 
Provide a future fate with pride and strength 
In a house of fire, there’s no time to ruminate  
Another summer, I spent concerned my comfort would spiral into a term of contempt 
Under these terms, I resent my birth, this earth and the stench of herbals 
They drenched in oils or boiled in kettles to quench 
Settle the score with a rage I hide in my spirit that may arise in these lyrics 
I raise the lines to appear that I may survive
Had a close shave with the naked eyes 
Ashamed my hope was razor thin, so I just wasted time 
Assume that I’ll get revenge at a later time 
Light shimmers on cynics in a state of mind that stays confined 
Illuminating Satan’s eyes 
Maybe I’m lazy 
Maybe crazy, but life made me this way 
My brain is hazy in a matrix and a range of dismay 
I may long for the day I find love, but the longer it takes 
I stray away till I’m beyond being saved 
So, with this spark that lights this life 
Sometimes I feels it glows so bright that it excites and put me into fight or flight mode
Hold this mic like knives to protect me against the tight rope 
Bury all my bones and watch the dirt birth a new bright rose

Don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you ever sit and think how much of this is real 
Spill a good deal of confessions 
Rest assured, I don’t regret them 
A curse and a blessing 
Don’t you ever tell me how to fucking feel (X2)

Don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you ever wonder how I deal 
Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you ever wonder how I deal

BE CAREFUL WHO YOU ADORE, LØVERBOY

prod. junoes

it’s been 3 years already
altho it doesn’t feel like it’s been more than a few weeks
but maybe i’m not ready to face everything that’s ahead
and my blood is moving slower thru my body got me thinking that i’m dead

it’s insomnia the demon that be keeping me from rest
living life inside my brain im only inside of the mess
i got no excuse for failure if i tried my fucking best
got 2 friends in this whole world so if u hate me be my guest

i guess i don’t know anything abt u but i tried
reset the pest that has been slowly rotting my mind
the nest is then opened right in front of my 2 eyes
i get the rest its all making sense for the 1st time

i wouldn’t wanna live inside the world if i ain’t found u
a computer chip that’s made of meat that’s something i have found to
hold myself together with my heart beat is a sound queue
too much stress that’s overwhelming it’s an infinite loop

stop

it never changes
i hardly ever feel alright
it comes in fazes
the desire to die

it’s okay tho
last 3 years been a healing journey
deimos who i been feeling like
it isn’t something they wrote
i been feeling smaller than my brother he knows
me better than i do

it’s been 3 years already
altho it doesn’t feel like it’s been more than a few weeks
but maybe i’m not ready to face everything that’s ahead
and my blood is moving slower thru my body got me thinking that i’m dead

it’s insomnia the demon that be keeping me from rest
living life inside my brain im only inside of the mess
i got no excuse for failure if i tried my fucking best
got 2 friends in this whole world so if u hate me be my guest

i don’t want u feeling how i do
nobody should be inside these shoes
i feel like a robot that can’t choose
which emotion display inside of the meat computer

meat cpu

pixl